The WriTer* in Me!
20/11/2008
sec 4: we shall go japan after your Os
j2: We MUST make our family trip this time! Xiling snowcap mountain?
NOW: OK SET CONFIRM. Family holiday at PENANG ok?
my parents are jokes. seriously. i didnt even bother answering them.
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18/11/2008
他笑着说 相爱就要幸福呀 懂 但是我们 都把幸福 挥霍完了吗
回忆 越美 越可怕 越挣扎 眼泪越是要落下
回来吧 难道你不怀念吗 最深爱时你曾说过 我们就是童话
回来吧 我还一直在等啊 我一直再等啊
我会永远在这里 只要你回来吧
所有的人 都说时间是魔法 说 总有一天 我能忘记 最深爱的他
为什么呢 想念每天都增加 痛 钻进灵魂 占据回忆 在生命发芽
呐喊 挣扎 期待的 未来啊 难道这么就算了吗
快回来吧 期待的未来这么算了吗
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17/11/2008
Words left unspoken and emotions left unexpressed are too heavy a burden to bear, but only hunched old souls can relay the weight of such. To things I once thought I understood and people I thought I could gallantly part with, I now bow humbly down.
Do you still have the seashells hanging by your bed? Are you still keeping my half of the heart bent by a lifeless lightstick? And will you still lend me your shoulder?
Im sorry for the promises I cannot remember and am thankful of my penchant of keeping things, rubbish, symbols of memories.
I tear easily now. I would have mocked at myself if I were 6 years younger, But I had nothing then.
相见时难别亦难
东风无力百花残
春蚕到死丝方尽
蜡炬成灰泪始干
晓镜但愁云鬓改
夜吟应觉月光寒
逢山此去无多路
青鸟殷勤为探看
And for the cycle which repeats time and over again, hello and i see you are far from gone, but too bad my heart's relatively stale
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15/11/2008
projects, assignments, exams. So what if i can get a first class? Personal satisfaction, which is highly selfish, aside, nothing much matters unless my family is in dire need of money. ARGH please let me realise the implications and thus have motivation.
my head is spinning round and round. with temptations all around, it's hard to stay on course!
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09/11/2008
my dream gave me an answer to a tinkling pain in my left palm whenever my heart twitches. I have always wondered how emotions can cause involuntary contractions of muscles that seemed redundant or non-existent otherwise.
Someone squeezed out a pus from the middle of my palm. It cleared the ache. I asked her what it was. "Sweet poison".
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