The WriTer* in Me!
29/10/2007
hahha i couldnt stand re-editing my essay anymore and i watched incredible tales on mobtv at 3pm while cher was still on her essay.HAHHAH i guess nothing can be more retarded when ppl are like muggin hard in the library while there u are, occupying space and watching some lame local ghost-stories series which are supposed to be scary but sadly cmi. hahahah
my friends make me retarded.
prank called shiyun the minute crim law class ended early today. my unique way of expressing my concern for the ponner. hah then i handed the phone over to cher halfway and god knows how ironic SHES a DARN GOOD LIAR!hahahah lies without blinking an eye know..if i were shiyun i will be damn taken in as well. hahahah tsk tsk tsk devil in angel's disguise man.
i miss sqmates (: sigh.OUTING OUTING OUTING!haha i shall have a sqmate-hunt in NUS sometime. dont even see jas deb n yan that often around SMU.
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22/10/2007
sec 3
J1
J2
Working aft As
uni yr 1
“我们的歌”
已经听了一百遍 怎么听都不会倦
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21/10/2007
hhaha i koped this video from syl's blog. i think adults are so freaking irritating and all her "tsks" says it all. THEY are the ones who need to grow up and get a life!HAH
YAYS although i think i will flunk my ctt test, NVM! went to canale for dessert straight after the test with suejen, sarah nadia and zhern leing and OMG how could i not realise its existence till today?? the smoked salmon savoury crepe is simply heavenly!the taste just blend together and i feel as happy as a rat in ratattouile hahah. MAMAMIA!
zhern needs to bring me to food hunts more often. i will eat magi mee for a week for the sake of saving up! (yes canale IS EXPENSIVE. we order a RUmbaba or something liddat for $12.90 and it turns out to be the size of 1/4 of a macs hotcake and it's not very nice either)
then i met syl at mind cafe and played taboo while gobbling down the crispy fried chicken (SUPEr BIG).hhahah love that girl till bitssss - i havent laughed so hard in daysss!:D and taboo is a retarded game for the retards! here's an extract of what we said:
episode 1:
"complete the sentence: she _____ up?"
"flare?"
"singular!"
"flare!"
"COMPLETE the sentence SHE ____ up?"
"flare la!!?"
answer: flareS
"eh you law student leh!"
-oops-
episode 2
"not single but?"
"MULTI"
"single plus one?"
"MANY!" >.<
episode 3
"what are things that fall and pile on each other in a trail?"
"TAUPOK"
(ans:dominoes)
episode 4
"spongebob lives at bikini ___?"
"pineapple!"
(bottom)
episode 5
"you go see this person if you have something wrong up there"
"fortune teller"
(psychatrist)
episode 6
"you are damn lucky, you strike ____?"
"TOTO!"
(Lottery)
episode 7
"what's between lunch and breakfast?"
"morning snack!! :D"
(brunch)
episode 8
"Lenin was sent to exile to this place"
"AFRICA?"
(Siberia)
episode 9
"this guy is a man of ideas. LKY worships him!"
"MAo ZE Dong!"
(confucius)
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19/10/2007
开心 伤心 谁来决定
用尽 真心 却得不到任何回应
心如此安静
记性 注定 像个刺青
刺青 内心 一度沉睡的旧感情
如此不安宁
牵着你的左手
你右手悬空,仿佛是有所保留
握着你的右手 你有话不说
隔了层沉默 你慢慢疏离我
无声的背叛 原来失去是那么简单
你是你(我)要的
为何变成一个陌生人 来陪伴
对你的背叛 是回忆要时间去替换
我尽力勇敢 但如果你已下判
我只能说遗憾
坚定 决定 谁会关心
用尽 全力 却得不到同样回应
何时能平静
耐性 扫兴 不断提醒
提起 内心还不确定的新感情
如何能同行
牵着你的左手 你右手悬空
一定是有所保留
握着你的右手 你绝口不说
隔一层沉默我慢慢疏离我
无声的背叛原来失去是那么简单
你(我)是你要的
不要这场用猜疑交手 的冷战
对你的背叛 是不要个陌生人陪伴
我尽力勇敢但如果你已下判
我 只能说遗憾
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17/10/2007
I also want to sit under the bodhi tree and slack the whole day and come up with such wise words. Best if i have someone whom i can lean on under the tree. Even better if all insects in the world siam away for that very day. It will be perfect then.
i rmb i told joshua before that nothing beats sitting in the midst of people in a bright yet cooling morning, eating my favourite A&W waffle and maple syrup and sipping green tea as the crowd zooms pass. And all i see is the tortoise speed clouds against baby blue sky, a few birds, some coconut tree leaves..and of course someone i can talk to next to me. no it's not disappearing or being submerged in the crowd. I feel i stand out.
actually i feel like doing that in school sometimes. but no one seems free enough to do that with me.hahah not like the NY or HC days when we can just put down our books and lie down in the middle of the field so unglamly that the teachers complain we zaogeng or i can just spend an hour with a good friend of mine in the zen garden without doing much.
do you have an hour to spare out of your 24?(:
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16/10/2007
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14/10/2007
想象着万一我们不是一对
你和我谁会在深夜里孤独的买醉
这一晚我一个人睡
防备着那于事无补的伤悲
还有很多工作只能面对不能憔悴
我为我的坚强而骄傲
却为这段情感到惭愧
我只能够承认失去了你都无所谓
我听的歌爱的人说的话是不是美丽的误会
我不能为你不顾一切的崩溃
除非这样子能保证把你挽回
我牵的手伤的心流的泪是不是浪漫的误会
是爱得太伤还是伤得太累
难道你还不配让我的心碎
这一晚听爱如潮水数算着为感情而吃过的亏
搞不懂麻木是不是我学到的智慧
那时候我们都很累
还以为分手之后总有机会让我们说后悔
为了失恋为所欲为
在爱情的面前我宁愿卑微
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09/10/2007
SUMMARY
SPORT:
soccer on sunday - played as goalie
INJURY SUSTAINED:
bruises on the knees for dive saving
swollen knuckles for attempts to stop some freaking powerful shots n they collided in sm weird angles w my delicate fingers
terribly aching butt muscles - who says u dont use ur butt to play soccer?! kicking the ball itself
requires butt strength! dont believe? try kicking the ball 999 times without warm up across 20m!DIE
itchy nose - wth sm girl kicked the ball right at my face!
SPORT:
volleyball on monday at siloso - noob attempt at playing volleyball for real
INJURY SUSTAINED
super painful forearm - my serving tactic was so good my opponents realised it n gave me a chance to perfect this skill. think i served around 8 times in a row. OUCH can u feel my bone breaking? the ball's freaking hard somemore
slightly sprained thumb - well...i guess i didnt know which other body part to receive the ball?
bruised left cheek bone - some sec sch guy we were playing with served the ball right into my face (AGAIN) dont ask me why i couldnt dodge in time and why balls like my face so much other than assuming it to be rather attractive in every sense of that word :P
more scratches at the knee for attempting some dive saves again
CONCLUSION:
i needa play more sports to make sure im not so injury prone!!hahahh i love sweating out! prefer it to chilling out. like REALLY REALLY!? hahah
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04/10/2007
but still, i wanna dedication this entry to my first love!hahah SYLVIA CHONG! yea cheer up babe! I LOVED YOU FOR 6 YEARS AND I NEVER PLAN TO LOVE U AN INCH LESS! hahha wahhh i should be awarded with "most-mushy-blog-entry-prize":P
the whole world should just stop stressing me out la. hahah so smuggish for what?!met sheryl lee randomly at some SESS bench this morning when i finished my AS homework and happily thought that i can listen to some music before class starts and i got this HUGE STACK of notes from her.hahah seriously mugging makes the world goes round.
i sent my law camp group invitation to go sentosa n vivo n chill out on saturday after the LSMA test. none replied.
i sent some people my mindmap i did for revision. I got almost immediate thanks and such.
hahah i cant say tts screwed up priorities. perhaps we are just motivated by different stuff.
just sad
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03/10/2007
Arrogance
Vexed
(they sound the same in Chinese)
I told yueqi (my favourite kuku) that I liked cats because of the likeness in us
Proudly isolated some times, gently clingy at others
It’s impossible to determine my inclination to either side
Perhaps I love extremity in contrast with conformity
Maybe that explains my queer personality
Perhaps that’s why I can’t reach a decision
It’s not that I haven’t been moved an inch
It’s just that I need to confirm I won’t be moved by any other thing
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