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The WriTer* in Me!

29/05/2007


pack of lies. hah.

HEYO!it feels like it has been v long since i last touched the computer. have been rather busy with work. Have been pretty exhausted too..evinced by the outbreak of pimples at the same place over n over again. think im gonna get rotten face soon.

hehe but i had a fun week with my sqmates(: wah i cant believe how good my time management skills can be. lets see.. wednesday was the only normal-work-according-to-schedule day.Thursday ya, like i said i sneak off from work to visit jamie, friday i sneak off from work AGAIN to visit renhui at the hospital, dragged myself all the way to KAP for meeting and i was just dying on the taxi home. I slack the whole day at work on saturday and my only motivation was to meet weizai to play bball again N the usual coffee meeting w ee. Sunday..SLACK.haha n sales wasnt TOO bad. it's good kharma.haha
okok then i had alot of LIFE on my rest days too! monday i woke up late n had lunch at seoul garden with weizai and shopped for clothes and bought a 45 bucks shirt at natural project. went with joelyn n mel to clarke quay looking for a jazz pub, only to find out i rmbed the wrong place :( so we took a cab down to boat quay (3 bucks taxi fare :P ) and spent 100bucks there :S joelyn spent 50 bucks alone. haha then joe n wei stayed over!! Today..went to watch pirates of the carribean with my mum aft meeting and went shopping at amk hub.

ALL in all, to see how much life i have, look at the nett withdrawal amount from my account this WEEK: $300!
WOAH :(


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25/05/2007


i spent HOURS trying to get these photos from xiaowei! so i must post it! 不然对不起自己!haha

ok so the grandmother story goes that on tuesday, kailing, xiaowei and huiyi were soooo bored that they decide to go sentosa for some water-playing and cycling. but it always rains when kailing steps foot onto harbor front MRT station. this time is no exception. so they walk walk walk around vivo city.then when it finally cleared, they went onto sentosa express and decided they were too bored..so they started zi-pai-ing:




but being sqmates, they were as forgetful as each other and they did not take ANY photos with the digicam at sentosa itself -_-


they realised that on the sentosa express back to vivo and so they decided to take more (:






then it's DINNER time at MACHE n since it's kailing's second official visit to marche, she had HIGH HIGH expectations for the Rosti and whatever they ordered (: and it really really looked delicious. see!!



BUT this is what you get 15 minutes into the meal


this is aft 20 minutes


this is aft 30minutes


the store manager came to ask them about the quality of the food, and being honest girls, they told him the truth.n all he could say was "sorry, i will feedback to the chef". the rosti was soggy in the inside, charred on the outside, the veggie was too salty, the calamari tasted like it has been soaked in oil for 3 years. ARGh utter disappointment.

ahah anw i went to visit jamie at work at AMK HUB today and bought some mascara and eyeliner from her.hahah n a eyeshadow mousse thing as freebie!! and she helped me put on mascara and eyeliner and i swear got quite a number of pple looked at me in northpoint when i working doing merchandising. haha dont know whether it's cauz i look weird or cauz it's uneven.hahah but nvm, anyway it has got to be better than if I were to put it on myself. here's the look:
supposedly, it outlines and defines your eyes.hahah my panda eyes are less obvious i think (:


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22/05/2007


我不是我
苦涩的滋味
不该侵蚀那刚强
但我痛着

回忆太沉重
遮拦眼中的光彩
翘起嘴角也吃力
原来我比想象中脆弱
喜、怨、恨、悔
原是梦
回到最初

多些承诺,多些伤口
我还是我


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21/05/2007


it's a gonna be a new page, this I swear. All is on my side

I hate slow-reaction gadgets. It's messing everything in modern everyday life, in every possible way.

At the same time, im glad accidents happen.

Let's see what happened to me. I was super irritated by the limited message storage space and very vexed over which messages to keep and which to delete. So the normal thing i will do to expand storage space is to delete all the "sent" messages. So one fine day i was rushing to lunch from work and as usual my msg limit is reached. On reflex, i pressed the buttons in sequence like i did a thousand times before but to my surprise the deleting process took super long this time. Within a split second i realised something very shocking. I was deleting my entire INBOX! GREAT.Apparently the stupid phone cant read my "down" signal. hahah let's see..i kept birthday, festive seasons' greetings from everyone..and of course some sweet sweet msgs. now all GONE! hahah but good gracious i dont need to be vexed over storage space ever again(: i have 300 now!!hah but it accumulated to 60+ already so i guess i need sth liddat to happen real soon again!haha

Arcade is money wasting. Nice venting outlet but expensive. hahah this time's the most EXPENSIVE TRIP. think i spent five bucks on some bball machine but i lost some accessory worth 50bucks while throwing the ball. SIGH.


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17/05/2007


I never wanted to burp so much in my entire life. I swear NEVER to eat ____ ____ pineapple tarts ever again! argh
hahah i was super freaked out aft i saw what are the symptoms for foodpoisoning and it all matches my symptoms:
1. abdominal cramps
2. Breathing difficulties
3. Weakness
4. Giddiness
5. Pangsai
6. Nausea

goodness!lucky it wasnt too severe

lucky my boss was understanding enough to let me report for work late without MC (:

ok i was tagged by jamie to do this weird thing so i shant spoil the fun (:

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list thier names.

1. My favourite hobby is looking at the mirror. and dont you dare deny you do! i can spend 1-2hours in front of the mirror and i dont get tired of seeing the same face. there i said it, im secretly an egoistic vainpok.

2. My daily wakeup routine is to twist and turn in my bed in a chinese-dance way. those from NY should remember Chen lili's floor exercise in which u lie flat,raise one leg up 90 deg straight n twist your body left then right. yea it's the crack my spine to start my day with working gears, if not i'll feel damn uncomfortable.

3. ok i dont think anyone knows this.my indispensable accessory at home is my hanky! :P only a specific type! those checkered pattern ones with solid colour borders at the sides. i like rubbing those sides before i go to sleep.so what i need on my bed = pillow,bolster,blanket, HANKY!

(ok this is getting tough..im not weird)

4. I sing in my bathroom (if tt's weird). it's said to be the best method to test your accuracy in pitching.oh oh but my average bathing time is <5min. Small surface area plus quick actions. ya so everyday i practise 2 songs i suppose (:

5. Oh i can memorise n recite the whole MRT system (red n green line) in sequence and in CHINESE. and ONLY in chinese. i will need some time to pause n think to translate to english.hahah cauz when i was in p.sch i was made to memorise this chinese cross talk item tt's abt singapore and theres a whole chunk of things to rmb like MRT lines, all the parks n reserviors, all the famous landmarks and all the local food(: i was a smart kid i realise :D

6. i dont like chocolates. Not allergic, dont hate..just dont have the craving n liking towards chocolates like most girls. Liqour chocolates are another story though, my favourite's whisky choc.

ok n i shall tag cheryl seow, jasmine, yueqi, beng, zhixuan and syl!!


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14/05/2007


:D Some dreams do come true.Will the rest consequently come true too?hahah

but im in a dilemma AGAIN.argh this is getting quite irritating.

but nvm, no matter wad deep shit you are in, there are still SQUADMATES!! (:
i think ee n xiaowei have the exact replica nose n mouth.hahah while im UNIQUE!:p but i thought my fingers look too horribly long.oops.haha ok tt sounds v bimbotic.


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13/05/2007


“Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours."

- Swedish Proverb


I genuinely smiled for the first time in my day when i saw this proverb (: Especially the "eat less chew more" part. HAHAH im not being sarcastic, just never thought abt it that way.


it's the first time in MONTHS that im able to slack in front of my com, breathe bakuteh on a sunday evening! took MC from work today and napped from 2pm - 6pm. Abit waste time but it has been so long since i last took an afternoon nap! Holiday mood is back!


Well anw, last night's outing with xiaowei n ee was so totally enjoyable (: a true blue example of friendship going deeper with time! let's see..we met for only 2+ hours and it was like the most significant thing in my entire day. hahah n we just talked n talked n talked non stop about everything, eating carl's Jnr's beef chilli fries, drinking farcoast coffee, and taking photos! the cafe has this super nice ambience to just relax and chat. We vowed not to publicise it widely cauz we dont want it to become too popular. Theres this HUGE L-shaped sofa that can hold i dunno..15 pple? we would pretty much like to occupy some space everytime we decide to meet there. hahah


but anw, the earlier part of the day was still filled with surprises. This SUPER ADORABLE lil boy came running and smiling at me at Kiddy Palace when i was super bored and he just BRIGHTENs everything. hahah some zodiac report says im supposed to be popular among the opposite gender this week(: So he just came by and kept smiling at me..sticking around when his mum was looking at other things. he reminds me of this orphan i took care of for a day at Myanmar..this super cute, with high shuai4-potential boy called Dar-meh. they have the same big eyebrows!hahah guess i have a soft spot for that!hahha. then i told his mum "your son is super adorable, do u mind if i take a pic of him?? :D " she said "go ahead" so TADAH!!!



heh he left with a bang n left a lasting impression like when he entered. he turned back when he was leaving n said in goo-goo-gaa-gaa english, "Un-cccc-le" *waves*. i was like ?!??!?!. hahah then the maid laughed n said "zeh-zeh!" but he laughed and insisted "byeeeee, un-ccccle!" then i said "say bye bye zeh zeh! ZEH-ZEH" he got so confused.. "zeh zeh?" and he kept staring at me as his maid dragged him out of the store. WTH! hahah



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11/05/2007


Highlight of the day!!



I guarantee i DID NOT photoshop the photo.yes it's the same kai ling u see in both pics.hahah just one without styling hair, one with styled hair n good angle. hahah syl always steals my perfect angle.BAHH ahhah nvm i still have her nerdy sec 3 photo..i can ALWAYS blackmail her :P
I woke up this morning feeling very numb about everything. I just wanted to go back to sleep, till i dunno when. hah like what i told syl, i am just very traumatised everyday, waking up in fear everyday. the same anxiety of getting a scholarship or not just keeps running and running every morning. hahah it HAUNTS me more than anything else. oh come on just give me a deadline!
I really dont know how to describe that feeling..i find myself rubbing my palms together, rubbing my fingers against each other whenever there's free time in between work places. ARGh. i want july to come. NOW
But it's okAY! haha 5min after i woke up, i told myself "i'll be meeting syl today!!" and all was bright(: Motivation for tmr will be meeting xiaowei and ee at night for arcade n coffee!


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10/05/2007


BUsy Busy weekdays are gonna get even more busy! (: quoting sylvia chong, "i love being busy!"
Well this is kailing's ideal daily routine (weekdays)
7am - wakeup go exercise
8am - breakfast cum news watching session
8.30am - Dress up and Hair up! (i spend 5min dressing and 20min doing hair)
9am - OUT of house
10am- reach office
10.30am - WORK..SLOG..WALK about..excersing cheek muscles
7pm - END WORK cum hiphop lesson with xiaowei!!
9pm- reach home + dinner (:
9.30pm - my favourite cantonese show
10.30 -11.30pm - slack around online and blah
12- SLEEP!

ok everything is in order of decreasing difficulty! hahah oh man. IF i can keep to the plan for 2 weeks, im amazed at myself.hah

oh ya i cut hair.hahah sorry to whoever waiting to see me in long flowy hair! i decided to cut that long part away for my interview :D GOOD IMAGE COUNTS! and i bought a 26bucks hairwax to style(: it's damn good.

Giddy giddily busy!walking around exhausts carbo store! i think i'll slim down more!


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09/05/2007


i got reminded of a super cynnical quote i heard somewhere..cant rmb where
"the only miracle is that people just keep believing and hoping"
cool huh?

had a slightly demoralising sales meeting in the morning and a lonely tour around northern part of singapore alone doing merchandising..my only motivation was chicken rice for dinner at home!! I gobbled down 2 plates watching spider man n now i am BLOATED.gosh i think i will sleep smelling like chicken rice.arghhh the oily stench just lingerrrrssss more than anything else tangible. hahah i will have a delicious dream(:

yea. i was given enough to taste the emptiness as well (:


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06/05/2007


HEYHEY!
promoting days have never been as slack! let my boss see this and im done for it!(:
ok bugis watsons has the hippiest bunch of promoters!hahah from houyu to bioessence to clearasil to olay to fasio to amino collagen to health food supplements. i can spend all my 7hour talking crap to X number of different ppl, then part time do some sales (: that is definitely enjoyable. So i conclude that it is INHUMANE to disallow promoters to talk to each other during work. one it raises morale, two i wont show dao face to ppl, three i feel more motivated to work (from the guilt of slacking) :P. so why cant we have 5 min of each hour dedicated to chatting?
haha it still remains the best and most enjoyable part of my job (:

like today i found out soooo many stuff abt so many new friends.hahah ok lets see i had lunch with 2 girls who talk throughout abt seeing THINGS and their experience with THEM..hahah we somehow deviated from talking abt religion.hahah it was kinda freaky cauz one girl had SUPER BIG eyes and she can SEEE thingss so she was SO SO SO convincing when she talked abt her first hand experience.living in JB gives extra credibility!haha i just glad i have not-big-enough-eyes and cant see them. (: ignorance is bliss.heheh

then i found this olay promoter that resembles veron!my 73 classmate!hahah i nearly wanted to "yo" to her n sing jay chou.hahah shes damn cool! shes 18 n has a diploma in accounting already, currenly doing another in IT. then she has this brownish->gold streak of fringe n shes in black jacket n pants.overall just one word, cooL!hahah called justina!

hahah then theres this auntie promoter for health food supplements and im like her lucky star! she will open bill every time i transfer my luck to her.and ONLY IF I transfer my luck to her.hahah so u can imagine 2 spastic pple putting their palms against each other in the middle of watsons transfering qi!hahah then in the end she really really clinched a deal and she came n hug me!hahah

yup!then theres this bioessence girl who commented that im too CHO LO and must keep long hair to attract more guys!hahah rubbish la then i kept bickering with her but she always wins!irri!but heheh i dunno i just happen to appear less refined in front of promoters/strangers cauz i must let them be scared of me.hahah (: im actually v demure (:

ok enough crap for the day.hahah i love being surrounded by pple (: just crap and crap!





oh oh met up with syl on friday halfway merchandising and slacked for 2hours (instead of the usual 1 hour lunch break) haha. looking pretty like always! (: just that i got prettier.hahah got photo for comparison!





BEFORE AFTER

hahah :D


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