The WriTer* in Me!
28/02/2006
i think im falling sick. pray it's not gonna be too serious
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26/02/2006
Team2's pitch was at 3pm so i left PA to meet up with jamie to settle some banner stuff. hahha for some reasons i dont undestand a single thing the man was trying to put across and i only can feign that i know. oops. haha but i really do, generally, get the idea. :p. Well.. then jamie gave an icecream treat!YumYUM!(tho abit sourish but hey, it isnt good to stay all sweet/all bitter in life isnt it?hahah) Yea then joy tagged me n i rushed all the way back to nanyang to support team 2! Oh man n i was really tired out by then, i nearly wanted to get ont he mrt, sleep all the way to jurong n then take the opps direction back.. for the sake of sleeping. but well, zuojin's call woke me up and i had to comply and get off at newton. hahahh. :p
Yea then team 2's pitch was fine too (: so proud of them! having only started training 2 weeks ago.. haha so mabbe that implies we could cut down on training time and do equally fine huh? haha others shall experiment on that next2 year. Oh n i really really have to mention this cadet from PLMGS.. the flag pegger. I think shes super commited and brave!She malleted her own finger during the com n we could all see the blood oozing out from where we stood. OUCH but she still continued running abt, doing nimble stuff and completing the pitch. Oh man! -kudos- heh but i think i was equally pia then as well. HAHHA. Really ok? :b
After that i went to JTS at clarke quay. I was like 1.5 hr early??so i sat alone at the mrt station, looking at pple walk by and finally got a corner for myself to sit and sleep and wait. hhaah..i feel like a beggar and i nearly stood up and wanna do a street performance just to rid off boredom. hohoho. lucky yueqi was the only soul to arrive early and haha provided amusement! i shall not mention wad she did but haha it was enough to make a terribly bored person wanna roll and laugh on the ground!yea, then aft waiting left n right we all moved off to the riverside indonesion reastaurant!YUMMY GOOD FOODDD!just that we started eating at 9++.(n it has been more than 12 hrs since im out of the house n i was really really tired). n as usual, the more tired i am, the more crazy i would be. Yet n i think i totally lost control n went hyper.hhahahah, think quite a number of pple was freaked out by the haidai saga hahahha.but it was SUPER FUNNY and entertaining. hohoho. i like people to go out of their minds with me! There's too much restrictions in this stupid society!hahahha n clarke quay is a damn damn romantic n interesting place. i will bring U there someday! hahahah.
ok more photos to upload! gimme time!
The Ny pitch! woot!pretty!
NyCT 06!
It's a nice view up there..
squaddies. sorry for the bad resolution
OH and one more! This is yueqi! ->
hahahahah!!:p
Phew! finally! again...
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24/02/2006
phew! yay finally finish posting!
Well if i really really have deteroriating health, then there are a few things that i really wanna do but have yet to! hahah. So i cant die just yet!
Ok so i shall try to rest more and eat more medication and .. do more qi gong. My dear kidneys, pls be strong like me! hahah
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19/02/2006
重新拾起潇洒，I've got better things to strive for (:
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18/02/2006
But i understand it. that thing u are feeling. And i dont want eyes filled with pitiness. what i need is understanding. and i know who do.and i love them (:
Im following my heart. Taking a terribly wrong step if i consult my 16PF report but i heck care. Perhaps that's why im getting senile. little brainy's definitely having a sweet dream.
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17/02/2006
it's true when i say it. It's hard to find someone as honest as me!
adapted, accepted. yea it's the best this way.
I will go on without (",)
Went for MOE scholarship seminar today and hmm new carreer prospects? probably. But my dream wont die! even if the starting pay differs quite astoundingly.hur. I believe im highly flexible! hehe
And i thought abt something when i was spacing out todat -perfected the art of stoning- . I have been kinda disappointed with my "achievements" for the previous years cauz it seriously doesnt looking appealing on the CV. Well but i guess i have obtained something immeasurable, inexpensive yet priceless. hehe interpersonal relations! I have to say that i have gone and reached out to more n more pple out there heh, something i wont bother doing say 2 years ago when my life was abound with figures, results, success and the various awards, events yadah. Learning to care, genuienely. yes cold blooded i have been but not that extreme perhaps. N yes it feels so much more secured and safe. For the love is shared amongst many..saving the risk of breaking down completely when that ONE will all my heart just backs away.
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16/02/2006
只可惜现在风平浪静。我又有什么资格要求雷雨交加？
你残留的画面是影子。光天化日之下默默地跟随着我。
但是我现在的天空，早已成灰，未曾有晴。
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14/02/2006
WEll if happiness is relative, then i guess im happy :)
Dont mean to dwell on the past, neither do i mean i rake up what is to be forgotten. 只怪回忆太温柔，让我想依赖。Give me a chance to rescue all that's drifting away
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12/02/2006
Hmm the latest hobby is to learn the guitar and BE COOl! know why? haha sounds kinda kiddo but hey i failed at being hot hahah n i love extremes so that will topple me back to being cool! hahah and yes i have to insist that ive been cool! at least a few occasions ok? hah
I realised I have yet to declare my new idol! haha Geraldine See! haha more affectionately known as DEAN! -screams- hahah -melts- ok i dont know why no one else but her ok, but the aura she gives out is what appeals to me. yea. So YEA she will get back to campus superstar in the revival round! even if not so, she will be crowned my idol for at least another 2 months! haha havent i told u im fickle?
and i am gonna ignore yifang's tag.haha so troublesome la. ok la, just a few sentence to fu1 yan3 you..haha
gender: varies with mine :D:D hahahaahha
qualities:
1. love me - MUST have
2. i love the other party - well hahah yea
3. lame like me - well, to be on the same freq u see. very difficult la haha.
4. strong character - well basically independent la
5. hardworking (not till the extent of workaholic) - so that he wont miss me too much
6. tolerate my close ones - cauz me myself cant tolerate sometimes. hahah
7. dont a koala bear! - get a life, im not everything
8. respect my views - i like to dictate ok. so come head-on and tell me im stupid n WRONG in the face and u get a pissed off face/:
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07/02/2006
Reflection for the day:
1)KAILING!STop scolding people! Especially when you have no right to! Just SHUT UP and stop being rude!
2) KaILING must not be so forgetful anymore! Must really remember what you promised by HEART. execute what you say! Dont be a bragger!
Yes yes im constantly changing for the better (: wah bhb hah.
Im looking forward to thur..sunday.. n next thur!hehe
莫名其妙的感觉，的确奇妙
匆匆地来，在有意间增加
悄悄地离去，在无意间消失
消失了却留下了不可磨灭的疤痕
偶尔会疼得疤痕
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06/02/2006
Short and sweet (:
Well yes i haven't been exercising and i can feel that lump of fats at the tummy!It's really hilarious when my mum goes "OH NO!!" -squeaks- when she sees that.
Proh smilies over and was a success worth celebrating for!! Hurrays! and presenting to you the emerging and excited proj of the week! Proj Slimaway! woOT!~ it will be another triumph for Kaiz!
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