The WriTer* in Me!
28/08/2008
BUT i ALWAYS get adrenaline rush when im on the courts. Everything just speeds up and i can't even think calmly...explains the mis-passes and such. but it's ok just need to play more (:
I know why im half dead nowadays, im only responsive to adrenaline..ever since secondary school. NOW..maybe only class part gives me the dosage. haha.
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26/08/2008
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24/08/2008
YAY! hell lota people at handball session yesterday! Looking forward to forming a girl's team! (so that i have a proper CCA to be recorded) ahah.
<-- I was pretty "drawn into the woods" a few nights ago at timbre. No idea why it captivated me but i was really lost amidst the amber-green leaves.
Still cant break out of the zen mood after one week of school. Also concluded that my brain's not as agile as 3 months ago. keep stuttering when i speak etc. RAH. bad weekend. See, im not even capable of forming long sentences now. Need to play more sudoku.
But somethings still didnt fail to upset my zen mood and are making me very confused since last night. Damn it. Life sucks sometimes.
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23/08/2008
bee aye tee tee yee are. somehow. someone needs to dampen my ego.
Anyway i took a john holland personality test in school today during one of the mods and it turns out that i have quite a congruent personality (contrary to what i perceived of myself, surprisingly). Im social, enterprising and artistic (HAHA). Have always thought that my character has been rather extreme but it seems like things are finally settling down. Good start (:
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22/08/2008
Conclusion: SMU has good food (at least asthetically appealing)
First week of school's almost done and it feels as if i have been in school for a month already. Strange to be feeling extremely compelled to finish all my readings so religiously, as if spending anytime outside library = waste of time. Oh my..i need a life. Handball session faster come and take me away!
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17/08/2008
picture paints a thousand words.
especially if you made the thing in the picture and shot it.
(and when your finger is exasperatingly in it)
It is a story of perceived simplicity in substance and appearance; and of sophistication known only to those who strive for content in every twist and fold.
a piece of handicraft art for those who understand. for those who don't, it's but just a pretty paper rose with black wired stalk and leaf.
This will mark and moan the end of my beloved zen days!
COME ON Year 2! (and the first olympic medal for Singapore in YEARS)
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13/08/2008
Went for major shopping with yueqi and i have never spent so much in a day before. It's a happy kind of guilt. Brunch+Lunch+Dinner out+ 1 pair of slippers + 1 pair of court shoes + 1 pair of kawaii-10-bucks-only-just-buy-la shoes+ 2 pairs of normal-looking-but-10-bucks-each-so-heck-it shorts = 100 SGD!
But it's the least tiring shopping trip ever. No long waiting and we each had a shopping list to adhere by, and we even spent less than 10min in any shop that we went to (unless we were trying shoes)! hanging out with that girl is so easy and chillax! haha love ya!
The above aside, my older friends are getting lethargic. Mostly evinced through our choice of activities (being so freaking bored of shopping/eating out together already) -->
1. Surf facebook together
2. Crash lecture but actually only interested in doodling random stuff
3. watch tudou ^^/mobtv/youtube/whatever
4. Eat/nua/hitting soft toys on the bed
5. just..chasing away boredom (:
save money lahh.. i dont die wishing to get out of the country because i have my lovely friends (: Much thanks!
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11/08/2008
-凯 点头x次 (:
"说了会让对方烦恼的。反正也没有能力做些什么。 不如围起一堵墙，不让他接近真正的自己”
- 凯 点头2x次 :P
假期，就是可以幻想，做大头梦。爱死了！
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03/08/2008
But not when there is a load hanging at the back of my head. )(*#@^!*& why did i volunteer to do the shit job in the first place. ahha OH WELL.
GOALS:
1. Finish half of editing by the end of hols
2. Spend less than 200 bucks before school starts
3. Lose flabs
HCSC reunion dinner was fun (: though it was quite sian at the front..but i can feel myself alive again when the EATING starts and the stage games made everyone sing (shout) chinese and boy band oldies together. hahah MUST only be Hwa Chong man. haha i found my happy self today (: i think!
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