The WriTer* in Me!
31/03/2008
酒越喝越多 就越来越少
钱越来越少 就越来越怕
时代越来越进步 人就越来越复杂
heard this song over a radio programme, pretty apt!
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30/03/2008
将独自一人的欲望架在心上，为不会赏识的人腐蚀了灿烂的青春 - 愚蠢
一比二的赌注，到头来还是一场空
我已不晓得 应该执著或辜负
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26/03/2008
有些回忆 是因为忘不了 才叫回忆
有些朋友 是因为不能失去 才叫朋友
有些人 是因为不能释怀 也叫朋友
我正在想念这位朋友
没有共同话题，没有共同兴趣，更没有共同背景 的一个朋友
我却 不由自主地 没有理由地 思念着 这样一个不答调的人
或许思念 仅仅把现实美化
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18/03/2008
I like seeing my name at places, as narcissictic as it may sound. Dunno why but i guess it makes me feel like i have some impact on people's lives - thats what living's all about.
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11/03/2008
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesnt stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I cant get near you now
Oh, cant you see it baby
Youve got me going crazy
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if Im with you
Ill take the chance
What a wonderful classic! Gets me teary sometimes but theres always things around to distract me. Sounds mean but at this instance theres a PRC girl in transition reading glasses, hunched over the course reserve table, leaning close to her laptop as if the words are ant-tiny. Reality check girl! theres no story romantic enough to fit that song! hahah appellate brief is a chore! I shall just join my dad's company and take chinese district judges to Supreme Court and earn 100bucks per day for s living. Good money eh?
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09/03/2008
Cheap, worthless, fictionous acessories of life.
So it hasnt been easy. Im just numb to the process. It's likened to a habit.
I actually enjoyed my documentation lessons. I feel rather creative in my class. hahah i get easily excited and enthusiastic about things but i just cant hold them for long. Hope it can last me through the OCIP trip this time.
Sakae at 6pm makes me dizzy till now. Cant believe i spent $60 in the place im gonna fulfil my life's second ambition today. HAHAHA. but after trying the steak there im all the more reassured of my abmition and shall hereby reaffirm it: I will book the whole freaking Jap BBQ restaurant at CHIJMES, walk in and have a slice of beef, pay and walk out without a frown. (and treat jamie and maybe constance to the leftover HAHA and may the list grow cauz cons said it's sad to book the whole place for myself)
I think i may have phobia for studying already. my head aches everytime i sit down and get prepared to start work. oh wellllll
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