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The WriTer* in Me!

29/12/2007

i loved my attachment at the pro bono office, especially the last day! (: i will definitely volunteer at CLAS more to train my interogating skills. On a sidenote, it is simply amazing how some people can stay detached emotionally. it is not an easy thing for me to do, especially if i have the power to grant aid to that person or to relieve a little of his suffering or poverty. Impartially is easier said than done i guess. Wonder if i can ever achieve that state of mind.
I guess in the end, most things lie in grey areas..and it shall be only resource-smart to help the pure whites.
Theres something that my boss said that i thought was very true - that as students we may think that ethics is very much common sensical. If we were to be lured by fame or money, things become blur and thus it is important to drill ethics in. and i think im very susceptible to the power of money. hahah i can foresee myself losing track and getting corrupted. HWAHHAHA so save me if u suspect something's wrong with me!(:

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:09

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25/12/2007

Merry xmas! as far as i can remember, it's the first time im CELEBRATING christmas proper in my life! proper as in i attend PARTIES and even have gift exchange!! (: ok la, not really christmas but christmas eve! (: i love the festival! christmas is the day of gift exchanges and love!

I have been spending like crazy these few days!easily a few hundreds gone in this week. im only nominally comforted by the fact that everyone else may be spending as much, if not more than i did, cauz it's xmas. ARGH. ok no more splurging until 2008!that's of EOY resolution!that being said, im still pretty proud of my fruits of the various shopping trips! new tshirts, top and shorts for school..presents for special people.. GOOD FOOD!

camwhore! ("kailing looks like a boy.both from the front and the back" - thanks alvin, THANKS-.-)

#kl still believes in the good of everybody01:29

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20/12/2007

as much as i try, somethings just don't fall in place.
as much as i try, somethings just remain that way
as much as i try, somethings just cannot be in my favour
as much as i dont try, somethings just come my way
as much as i dont try, somethings just shine upon me
as much as i dont try, somethings just stick by me

life is a game of contradictions and irony. a game of trying to pursue what you cant have while taking for granted what you have until they are gone. life is such a murky mixture of regrets and desires. i guess that's why some people who left and distant individual others are so illogically important.

It's been quite a while since i had camps and this time i had 2 in a row, stretching over 7 days straight. camps are happy things (: they let you see the side of people you dont usually see in school or in normal daily activities. and things usually happen at camps, or rather after camps. queer things. things im dodgy about actually. anw i like the spirit at camp. you can feel so close to people you barely know, let your guard down and just have pure fun without distractions from the outside world!
i think im different during camps. i get crankier, funnier, lamer and more attention seeking. normal days im just a geek, a mugger, a boring law school student. camp is my stage!! i wanna change ambition! hahah i wanna be a professional camper! go for OBS for the rest of my life. yea right. hahah

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:31

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09/12/2007

CAN do vs WILL do

I need to start recording people's birthdays in calendar!my brain is failing me!so sorry to my dearest sqmates joe and ee for missing your birthdaysss!!!! :(

Reflection day

#kl still believes in the good of everybody19:54

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04/12/2007

"If they can make penicillin out of moldy bread, they can sure make something out of you."

- Muhammad Ali

HOW encouraging. HAHA. yay tmr's law chillout day! beach beach beach! and early dismissal!hahahahh YES. darius rocks i love him to bits!hahah DARIUS ROCKS, hes my hero!hHhaa

anw the attachment thing is turning into a major sit down and listen to zq talk cok session. gossiping is fun! hahah. and airhead kboxing is even more so!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody20:26

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03/12/2007

First day of attachment at law society was kinda boring at first but it got kinda exciting towards the end. Had sort of a mooting session and argued whether to admit a queen's counsel in a hypothetical case. haha feels like im doing legal systems all over again.
anw, ive got blue extensions!! the colour comes out very very easily. I wonder how long can it last!

it's just 3 streaks. haha oh and thats my lil bro there!looks like me?!hahah he really reminds me of garfield (more than honyi does) haha fat and lazy.tsk tsk

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:12

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02/12/2007

yay!another hour and it marks the end of leave me alone plus blog revamp day!
2 weeks of law society attachment, here i come! you spoiler of all plans! i hate you.

Im spending money like they fall from trees. I just bought a canon printer/scanner/fax machine today and I spent another 10 bucks playing arcade.. Im thinking of buying new bag plus collared shirt plus shoe plus dye my hair. Someone must remind me that I will have NO money if i continue flunking my exams. ahhaha.

oh ya im quite sick of facebook. hahah gonna cut myself away for awhile. unless i get a camera! APRIL APRIL APRIL! it's time for you to skip jan, feb and march!

连我都无法相信我自己的感觉。

#kl still believes in the good of everybody22:09

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01/12/2007

thank god Im a girl. For that gives me excuses to explain moodswings and sudden deprivation of emotions. I just feel so numb about everything today. The latent effect of a combination of depressant and hormonal changes. ahhh that explains everything. my actions are so consistent with the stipulated effects of oestrogen/progesterone plunge.
leave me alone

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:34

my dreams are always very telling of my wishes, hopes and desires. Im such a primitive organism. Hello kailing you need to be more sophisticated! dream of policies next time please. instead of FOOD etc(: hahaha
anw YAYNESS the hols are here!but i screwed up my contract paper AGAIN. but it doesnt matter i just wish for my GPA to get at least 3.2?ARGHhh.

#kl still believes in the good of everybody10:58

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