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The WriTer* in Me!

30/06/2007

BACK from OBS!i think this is like my third time to OBS pulau ubin! yes third time yet it's still fu n and exciting! Third time and i can still get lost in the not-very-big-building. Third time and i still wanna go again!! hahaha

Went with the group of MHA scholars for a 3 day resi camp this time and as usual, i am always lucky enough to have great watchmates for company!

think obs copy and paste the schedule for our first day from the HAP OBS cauz i did most of the activities before..only better! hahah second day was sea expedition on a 9men rowing boat and third day was high elements day!! hahah according to our instructor, no one in sec sch/JC has tried that before! It has this mushroom platform thing on metal poles 2m from the ground and you are supposed to cross from one mushroom to another higher one using ladder only! hhaha aft that theres this suspending 3-logs thing that swayssss as u attempt to put the ladder across. hahah to complete the course u have to climb up a windmill like thing that rotates as u high up. so if u go according to the law of CG, u know u will nv get to the top cauz if u go past the pivot, u will turn downwards.ahhaha so it really requires team work! hahah super fun one!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody08:52

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20/06/2007

I had the most traumatising night of my life. woah. either i was hallucinating or I really really saw something I shouldnt. my dad calls IT "Mr WHO" (: hahah my dad always had a humourous touch when it comes to this kinda thing.
but yes MR WHO was a dark shadow who was walking towards me in the middle of the night..
i didnt let him in
i was sleeping duh
i could hear the footsteps coming closer and closer
of course i was scared
and i was sure i wasnt dreaming
it felt very very real,
just that i could only watch him walking towards me helplessly
i couldnt move my limbs at all..like some handicapped
WAhpiang imagine my heartbeat just going faster and faster when i realise that im in the STUPIDLY INCREDIBLE situation that i smirked at everytime it's told as a story or shown on the tv
i wish it wasnt true but..i trust my own eyes
at the last minute, i gathered all my might n jerked my head, finally i could move
but the footsteps silenced and the shadow disappeared
my eyes were opened throughout thewhole episode..not sleeping!

hahah aft tt i just laid on my bed, surveying the surroundings, letting the heartbeat slow down. breatheeeee
checked my phone, thankful for the light - 4.40am.
heh i went to the toilet, burst my light bulb, short-circuited the house, and found out tt i ran out of toilet paper.

i went back to sleep at around 6.30, woke up at 8.30 feeling super shagged and decided that it's a super suey day and i may get smashed by flower pot, knocked down by aeroplane or tripped to death by little kids running around. ahah so i took MC.

EVENTFUL day huh? 20/6/07. labelled UNLUCKY. oh oh but im rather proud that i didnt scream/cry!!hahah BRAVE GIRL!!:P

talk abt bad luck

#kl still believes in the good of everybody21:10

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17/06/2007

yoho it's serendipity!!ahah it's been a long time since i used this word. but yea hahah i did something naughty today and i have to confess to make myself feel better like the selfish freak i am.hahahah i slacked alot during work, chitchat around alot, and left work 30min early!hahaha yes i had accomplices. INTRODUCING the YOUNG GIRLS CLIQUE!heh consisiting of yours truly, nivea girl xinni and olay girl jiaying!! hahah we form an alliance against the old-aunties clique. they SUCK ok? purposely suan my product IN FRONT OF ME like some childish insecure menopausal aunties.why? because one of the promoters stupidly brought customers to MY area and look at MY product and accuse me of cutting sales when i asked "what abt MY brand?" for goodness sake if u wanna promote your product, either you do it straight away or if theres some ploy or something, do it cleverly without people noticing. WAHH and she actually dare to confront me when i was going for lunch and gave me a WARNING. i snapped at her n walk away. when i went back she teamed up with a few others, stand at the isle near my product and say "cocoa butter, definitely oily laa.BUTTER leh". they were talking to no one, just gossiping among themselves. hahah utter childishness. DARE not even say it into my face and needed alliance. CHICKEN! the young girls clique showed me their support haha but i didnt want to react to the aunties anw hahah so after awhile they got sick of self-entertaining n went back to their respective stations and age. hahah how civilised.
heheh but i really talked ALOT to the 2 girls ahah about everything in the world from insects to lame jokes to relationships.haha when 3 promoters get together, it's a bustling marketplace.hahah n the store, big but amazingly empty, finally had LIFE.ahah

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:43

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13/06/2007

SICK! i wave the white flag -surrender- but still, 10hrs of admin work today. I understand why those admin pple say time goes by quite quickly when you are busy. hahah i was multi-tasking like mad today- photocopy 100 copies of this brochure, laminating description tags, writing notes, sorting out documents. hahah i love being BUSY. and till the end of the day, i realise the tea i bought from macs in the morning is left untouched on the table. hhah see im sooo not suitable for office job..i will end up not eating, not drinking, not going to toilet.

boohoo and i cant talk properly cauz my tongue hurts + i need to promote at swanston tmr (what the heck is that?) arhhh crapp.

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:03

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12/06/2007

Well did i say weeleng n i cant match up to the astronomical figures? let me correct myself, weeleng IS THE astronomical figure. MY GOD. her sales on sat totally surpassed mine by near 1k!!!!!! one thousand bucks is ALOT when tt is 2/3 of what i managed to seal for 8 hours and she worked only 2 hours more than i did! hahah even my boss said "so what do u think? is weiling smarter than you?" hahahah this is the difference between the gifted and the heck-care.hahah i think my boss will agree with me that i spent quite some time slacking and trying to make friends: emily, annalie, dong yue, adrina, amanda..hahah. Yea im like THE PR person around.haha' and for my good PR skills, weeleng, making alot of money from the exhibition, is gonna treat me good dinner and wine at hog's breath cafe!! WAHAHHA.

and im down with flu! worsen after i went swimming with weizai and ee on monday but I LOVE my monday! hahah i got my TAN back and i bought this green-tea-green racer back from mindustry and white hip shorts from Fox! Super matches my beautiful tan! yayyyyy and ee and i fell in love with this phillips mp3 player that resembles the LG chocolate phone. 1 GB storage space, latest cool black design..only $88!!!OMG hahah n i succeeded in conning my mum in "sharing" half the cost with me, figuring that i'll probably be possessing it most of the time cauz shes at work!wahaha. too badddd i see loopholes in deals and she doesnt (:

i dreamt tt all my teeth fell out. YUCKS. and it's recurring. and im having troubles sleeping as well. mum said it's cauz of stress and anxiety. im like "WHAT THE HECK CAN I BE STRESSED ABOUT?" hahah time to reassess my mental state!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:49

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08/06/2007

YOho!
I've got a ulcer at the tip of my tongue and it hurts quite abit. and considering that I'll need to talk non-stop for 7 hours for the next 3 days it's gonna be quite a chore. Well anw, motherhood fair turned out to be quite fuN!with LOTS of mothers and grandmothers and husbands with big wallets and shinny cards(: but aiya, i ended up being the person with the least sales :( and theres this new girl whom my boss brought in who is SOOOO damn good i faint at her charms when it comes to selling things. Shes such a natural - engage in topics of conversation with the customer that I will never attempt and just by watching her sell some products I could tell i will lose out by alot!I was right! i was never wrong about my judgement!hahah her sales were astronomical figures and we cant even beat her even when weeleng n i add up our sale figures.

OKAY and i chose to believe that my sales was "bad" cauz i left earlier than the rest to meet up with my dear squaddies (including angela whom i havent met in ages) at marina sq :D haha we totally drowned Carvana with our voices and laughters man! well it was quite fun to just sit down and recall back on those good old days and laugh our heads off about how stupid we were..and of course making new discoveries about our sqmates! (hoho eg deb wanna have a husband whos fit enough to give her 4 kids, bear thinks writing MC for her future doc husband and vice versa is romantic haha n mad's adoption blueprint!) hahaha fun-simple-bullshiting! (:

yes mad, deb n i concluded that we havent really tried anything totally wild and crazy this hols and that made it unfulfilling. BRAINSTORM! hah n hopefully i can live it before next month ends!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody09:04

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05/06/2007

我的王子，你的爱怎么就可以那么地轻浮？

slack slack slack day!haha until jasmine's invitation to watch shrek3. i expected it to be better and longer! ok perhaps Pirates of the Carribean isnt a good guage to compare the length with BUT it's certainly money-cheating-length! SO SHORT!hahah or maybe i just cant get enough laughs :P
and one HUGE CONCLUSION: SHREK's UGLY.

thats all i can comment (:

Ok motherhood exhibition coming up in 2 days. hell physically straining. Next time u see me, bring me honey water/foot massager. GREATLY APPRECIATED! :D

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:33

心痛、埋怨、还有不能释怀

都是因为你触碰了爱

如果这就是爱

在转身就该勇敢留下来

就算受伤、就算流泪

也是生命里温柔灌溉

KBOXing made my day!spoilt my slacking plan but brought me out of anti-socialism!GOOD!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody00:19

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04/06/2007

竹子的梦里，安静的夜境：

淡绿的茉莉，安静在夜里盛开

花瓣上的露珠，似乎发出清香的气味

月亮渐渐西沉；

忽然“砰”一声，

月亮完全没入地平线，大地陷入一片火海

竹子从小绿的身边惊醒。

现实咄咄逼人，难得一夜的寂静也如此急促、忐忑不安。

#kl still believes in the good of everybody11:58

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03/06/2007

YAY alumni outing today was a pretty good try! Thanks to all who bothered to give face and participate in the games (:
and another YAY to rest day tmr. I SOOOO need to sleep. Imagine a whole set of rusty gears need to just work at optimum within seconds of calling. ahahah im just marvellous! hehe

当眼神流露出的幸福
让我感觉到如此温馨
却又如此陌生
我知道那不属于我

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:20

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01/06/2007

i was on board a new 156 the other day n it looks pretty cool!

it's super unconventional!white sofa-like seats against red inner walls, lining the sides of the corridor. a bar table like thing at one side of the bus and there are 3 round seats at the back. Really makes you feel as if u are in some classy living room!! and i was actually sua-gu enough to take out my cam n start taking pictures. OK sua-gu me and lucky you! now you see the fruits of my thick skin!

<- i like this seat facing the window the most!scenic view!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody22:45

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