The WriTer* in Me!
29/03/2007
hahah n yup i dug out some lyrics of the songs in the movie.all love songs nothing special but you'll have to watch the movie to know what they specifically mean i guess.
ENDLESS STORY
If you haven't changed your mind
希望你能在我身边
Tonight因逞强而疲惫太我不成熟了吗
Every time I think about you baby
现在我才敢说 I miss youIt's so hard to say I'm sorry
*不为了别人只想为了你
唱这首歌永不结束的story
在这永恒的光芒里Always 想传达?永远永远
Memories of our time together无法抹灭就这样
don't go away温暖地溶解
然後明白温柔的水滴
在我心里蔓延如此烦闷地
I'm missin' you请不要放开握著的手
如果能实现的话
我想再一次为了你
唱这首歌永不结束的story
永不停止的爱tell me why
告诉我吧 永远永远在一起
HITORIO
Another flower petal gets torn off again,
Because I don't have the power to stop the wind,
It floats to the opposite bank where you broke down in tears
As my only farewell giftI
It's alright, just forget the promise we made that day
I walk a single step past this love
Why is everything tore off like this
A trail of stardust streams down again
Because I don't have the power to stop time
Don't lift up prayers, only one will do
It's alright if you wish for your own happiness
I allowed a pain of the same color
I blame it on mistakes of a different color
A light of that same color burns
Hiding a door of another color
Now, for your sake, a faded flower falls down
Now, for your sake, a faded star falls down
In that dream, good night
One more spoon in this unfillable love
Why does everything drive me mad like this
I feel a squall coming down on me on the streetcorner
Because there's no umbrella to protect me from wounds
Don't look for ways out, only one will do
It's alright if you search for your own happiness
I engrave with a rhythm of the same color
I erase footsteps of a different color
I draw a scenery of that same color
And locked up a season of another color
Now, for your sake, a faded night comes to an end
Now, for your sake, a morning of a new color will come
In that dream, good night
SWEET DREAMS, BABY
SWEET DREAMS, BABY
If someday we meet again somewhere
Would we start over?
Is there a place to continue from?
We outdistanced the times we couldn't reset
Don't cry, kindness and weakness arent the same
TRUTH
Let me stay with you even if it hurts both of us
Why must I always demand so much
Don't you know my heart could never stay put
There's simply only one love I want
Believing in miracles we can come across
I go on playing a melody for you
Even if I end up losing everything
This feeling is forever, It's my truth
Believe in yourself even when you stumble
Wipe your tears as you walk on
Open up your heart beyond the memories, surely
There is a hope we call tomorrow
Give me your loneliness
and I'll give you my tenderness
Don't forget the dream we saw that day
Even if we're separated, in this heart
I will feel you forever, It's my truth
Your whisper reaches the scattered stars
Illuminating my confused heart
In every encounter and farewell, what people search for is
This strong bond that will unite them someday
All the sadness throughout the world
If it's for you, I can take it all in
Even if the whole world deserts me
I believe in those eyes, It's my truth
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28/03/2007
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27/03/2007
ok actually theres more. i like this saying: Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living, the other helps you make a life.
I wish for a life.hahah common wise old mama, grant me with the wisdom to make the right choice!tell me which course to enter to!!ARGHHHH i think i will resor to tossing coin.seriously running short of time n i cant make a decision.ARGh
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22/03/2007
-Epicurus, greek philosopher
Heh i really think i do enjoy my job.not the promoting part though, the helping ppl and knowing new ppl part(: and i think im getting a lil rusty..a little too relaxed.haha cauz the 8hours seem to pass rather quicky nowadays.well thats when ive nothing to worry about.
UNiversity applications are irritating ok?i just wish i dont ave to apply for soooo many things and look through sooo many different information again. Somehow im always late when it comes to meeting deadline.just when i was so excited abt applying to PKU psychology, i realised the closing date was 5th March -_-
oh ya oh ya i must say im really really very happy to waste my day off with joelyn, melissa and sihui on tues.ahah i told myself i will settle my university application by THAT day but in the end went over to NY aft my staff mtg just to wait 2hours to play captain's ball with the sec 1s.i mean come on, im still playing CAPTAIN's Ball with a bunch of people 6years younger than me.yes S-I-X years you pple borned in 88,you are 6years older than a sec 1!poof ok other than that being a teeny weeny bit depressing, im still glad we outplay the other team n had fun cheering!hahah oh man it's good to be young n active!!
okok the main point was the food trail after that.we (the 4 of us) were supposed to be treated to tea party at sixth avenue and we were sooo looking forward to that.so to clear up some space in our tummy, we hiked all the way from NY to 6th ave just to reward ourselves with more walking cauz the place is closed on tuesdays o.O ji suey. alright nvm then we dragged ourselves n our sweaty sticky bodies to forture to eat dinner and laugh n crap and do stupid things n realise we did not grow any smarter in 2 years.hahah and sqmates being sqmates, we were so gluttony we decided to go bukit timah food center for dessert!hhah only to give up halfway seeing KAP and it sucked us in with fries n icecream and COKE(: hahah i love my squaddies!! it has been a long time since i was so comfortable with a group of ppl(: i could be just kai ling.not a promoter, not a nice good buddy, not a chairperson of sth, not a daughter of smone, not a sister of someone, but just kai ling.
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19/03/2007
customer: "oh wad's this?"
me: "oh,body wash!you can.."
customer -wipe into shopping bag- "this one?same ah?"
me "oh no..this is moisturing lotion.made from pure cocoa butte..."
customer -wipes- "anything else?"
me "oh we have lip balm also.."
customer -wipe- "ok thanks(: bye"
me:o.O buhh-buh..bye
HAhaah. in the end the sales totalled up till almost 850 in 8hrs.so it's an average of 100bucks per hour!!ALOT more than what i usually sell.haha
ok then to make the day even better, yueqi came!hahah ms cheerful really brightened my day(:
love her to bits!hahah it's like normally when i tell ppl this this this,they ask why.but ms kuku will just say "dont emo!think happy!" hahah n yea tt was the distraction i need (:
then i met liyi,dani,chienwei,huizhong,charlene at nydc on...sat nite hahah n crapped abt our holiday jobs n Uni applications.hahah i reckoned i should really give PKU a try n baker's inc's welfare is totally, unacceptably GOOD!hahah anyone looking for part time job should just go waiter at baker's inc.haha then chien also intro-ed me to this excursion leader job,to bring lil kids to vivo,sentosa etc for excursions.hahah since im growing to love interacting with kids then i thinki should give that job a try.hahah once per week only(:
talking about kids haha because im selling kids' supplement, i think i really can connect to kids!hahah just for listing, i made friends with 5 kids in particular and it's damn random.1)this kid called jasmine whom i played scissors paper stone with, 2)this pair of siblings 1yr apart who entertain themselves by bumping into each other, separate, and run n bump into each other again.FUN.hahah 3)this pair of siblings again called zheng han rui n jie ru (: so darn cute. i merely handed the girl a ad card n a sample sweet n said "this is for you and this is for mummy.bring mummy here later k?" i really didnt expect her to DRAG her mum to my counter.hahah then she said "zeh zeh, i brought my mummy here!"
hahahah i think im starting to love adorable kids(: not when they are pubertying like my irritating brothers.hahahah oops
so much for the week's update
hahah n suddenly im in contact with alot of pple again.tts good(:
haha thanks to xiaowei for calling today(: hahah squaddies definitely care:D
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13/03/2007
but anw yea, no bad mosquitoes encountance, no snakes, no im-not-supposed-see-things.just that it rained 3 times before the parade and we waited for like 1.5 hours for the thing to start.hahah the poor guys were so drenched.hhaha
heheh i missed talking to my darling(: she has this special ability of guessing wads on my mind.hhah tts my darling syl.thanks for the burger n icecream treat!<3
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09/03/2007
so for ytd..hahah it's 3-8 妇女节, sth which j ko has no idea abt.hahah everyone say "NOOB"
:P hahah i was just randomly listening to the radio(958) then the host just rantled on and on about changing the name to 女子节 or sth so that it doesnt sound so old and exclusive for aunties.heheh and so to commemerate this day, i bought a beautiful pink rose for the bimbo(:
oh and im having a date with darling syl on tues aftnn!!:D
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08/03/2007
poof but im still alive.
im seeking a shelter and im being a shelter.talk about multi-tasking
poof i think my boss doesnt like me already la.mediocre sales results plus loads of stupid shitty reasons to postpone work and such.i feel so bad.
hahah budden again i think my moral standards are pretty adjustable ah?but still it remains above a threshold.
i dunno what crap im talking about.
messy messy messy argh.
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03/03/2007
sorry to all who thought that im a high achiever.im just not tt great.i bet there are close to 1000 ppl getting 4As haha it would really be a challenge to fight tt league to win a scholarship of my choice.
time to retune and redefine my life..learn to be humble and haha less ambitious perhaps.
凌云壮志一朝散，炙心柔情同夜断
问君可有如愿事？雨尽风缓眠淡安
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01/03/2007
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