由衷

The WriTer* in Me!

27/02/2007

Oscillation. I know why the physics people used to tell me that it sucks.hahah other than gravity playing a part in it,it really does suck.I just wanna stay put.perhaps it's easier that way and less torturous(:

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:54

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26/02/2007

but sometimes men are greedy
they want more than one angel
they want more than than what he can give
they always assume there is more
when what they get is what they will never have without him

i should just stop idealising my puny world and get real and get on with my pathetically controlled life.
talking about pathetic, As results are gonna be released in 3 days and all i can do to embrace myself for it is to pack tissues into my bag.Im so sure it's not gonna be straight As.the basic mentality is: ONE B is enough! hahahh *pray pray pray*
oh and thanks to j ko the great friend who put in alot of effort to make me happy today(:hahah some talent scouts for most randomly-entertaining-newface should just poach her.hahah
but WTH la i was in the tanning mood today n even brought a change of clothes to sentosa,only to be blessed with a thunderstorm 10min aft reaching siloso!NICE la.hahah worse still i injured my knee quite badly i just wanted to cry on the beach tram.darn it painful.haha but i am STRONG girl!nv cry!hahah

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:34

我不会怪你对我的伪装

天使在人间是该藏好翅膀

人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良

怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌厚厚的温暖

你总能平复我不安的夜晚

不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光

我才看见它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专属天使唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上

拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌大大的力量

我一定也会像你一样飞翔

你想去的地方就是我的方向

有我保护笑容尽管灿烂

要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡

绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:20

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25/02/2007

what is the whole world so damn confusing?haha and why are there so many supposed to be?
ahhhh whatever la, maybe it's just me being sturborn about definitions and expectations.OH WELL wadeva~
feet damn pain!!but promoting's kinda fun
crap mood.
bye

#kl still believes in the good of everybody01:09

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21/02/2007

成双的寂寞
是解脱？是衬托？
我说是过错

我是诗兴大发的才女！哇哈哈！

ok whatever!i wanna complain!hanakimi today only showed 2 scenes of JJ lin!hahah n how can they say the ugly big-nosed photo of him looks like RAIN?MY GOD!bleah

I swear from today on,i will be a responsible and commited employee(:

#kl still believes in the good of everybody22:27

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18/02/2007

HAPPY CNY peepz!hahah most importantly happy resting days for the tired working souls.my parents arent that lucky,both have to work in the aftnoon today.oh well hahaah thats the price to pay for having parents in seemingly important positions that require them to go back to work on public holidays but actually it's just sai gung in glamourous disguise:D ive decided not to go for fame.for today only of course:P

bleah the causeway should be SUPER jammed now cauz EVERYONE's flowing into malaysia.sigh.i mean they should la, singapore's so boring.

the eve of CNY was a lil different this year.hahah i didnt bother watching the countdown show on ch 8(first in 19 years) but played mj till 1.30am!hahah josh came over despite objections from his parents.sigh bad boy!hahah but it was really nice(:

DISCLOSING KAILING'S WONDERFUL CNY CHU1 YEARLY ROUTINE

1) meet up at my uncle's house aka headquarters to offer incense to grandparents and urm just to re-live childhood memories.hahah everything there used to look uber gigantic but it's kinda like entering some kiddy room now.im taller than everything there already(: but my uncle still keeps photos of young us (my cousins n i) haha.given that we dont really meet up often now (perhaps twice yearly only)..i kinda missed those times when we would just talk over anything or just play random stuff.like those pri sch times we played che-gor-ba..sec sch times just singing the latest chi pop.hahah now..well other than asking abt each other's studies/work/boyfriends/girlfriends..nothing much la.hahah oh well.

2) going to 2 ancient tanjong pagar temples to pray for wellness for the rest of the year!hahaha pretty self explanatary ya?hahah it's just interesting to see how the temples have been upgrading themselves through the years.hahah v high tech worshipping now.eg lcd potraits.

3)LUNCH!we used to be sooooo satisfied by KFC every year hahah but recently weve decided to spend more and eat at chinese seafood restaurants.well..i still prefer KFC:P

4)HOME SWEET HOME'(: yea

ok some photos to BRIGHTEN up the day

PHOTO COLLAGE FOR THE NEW YEAR!!!!hahhahaha i was in the dress-hiphop mood so there u go: t shirt with short hipster camouflage skirt,yo-yo-cool earrings and funky brown streak hair

OK I KNOW YOU ARE DISGUSTED!:P

but this is still wad i have to say(:

#kl still believes in the good of everybody15:38

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17/02/2007

i got another MC again for $10.ahaha i dunno why i feel so sorry for my company to be so suei to hire a sick pig like me.hahah ok or rather a drunkard who drinks my health away.but anw aft dropping by HC in the morning for CNY celebrations, i got caught up with meeting friends, eating, talking to teachers and so on that i didnt feel like going to work.PLUS the sun was rather hot n i swear i did feel my head and eyelids going heavy, so i decided not to go to work.
hahah it was supposed to be a go-home-and-sleep day aft i meet council pple for lunch but i stayed in orchard area in the end till evening time n met josh aft tt to have steamboat with my dear squaddies(:
i love my squaddies!!!! hahhaha ive never felt as lame, as stupid, as regarded, as ..belonged to a group so much.hahhah batch 35 forever!!i mean hahah i guess we sort of GREW up together so our frequency is somewhat similar hahah n everything else just falls in place. there is nothing such as different cliques n all..hahah everyone's pretty tuned in to different frequencies at different times.hahah sqmates jiu shi sqmates(: BUDDIES for LIFE!!(: really look forward to more gatherings!!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody01:01

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16/02/2007

havent been blogging for long, lets see whats there to update

1.lonely vday made un-lonely!HAHAH thanks to j ko who gave me flowers FLOWERS lots of FLOWERS hahah n a very sweet n neat I <3 kailing zara yellow shirt.hahah n it doesnt mean she loves me, it means i love myself when i wear it on myself. sad man but it's nonetheless sweet (:

2. fell sick b4 my work week began so im gonna earn 250 bucks for working 1.5 days.hahah so better be more hard-working tmr if not i'll feel super guilty for cheating my company's moneY!but tt's the benefit of being full-time!hahha SACK ME LA!:p

3. i was finally drunk for one day!hhah and i let the drunkard in me took over and rantled alot of stuff.hahah the feeling is..how should i describe it..free?haha i totally had no sense of judgement n i was totally impulsive, just said whatever came to my mind.hhaha n they may lead to serious consequences but lucky nothing happened.hahah phew!but i was 30% sober(: so next time u wanna hear the truth from me, get me drunk.haha i somehow felt the real me better(: i should write a poem next time im drunk.hahah

4. my toes are numb from standing too long :( n i freaking got cheated by a doctor! the signboard says "general consultation $10-$12 no surcharge. so i freaking needed an MC so i went to look for him, in the end he gave me a HUGE CHUNK of medicine which i hardly took (maybe one for sorethroat and one for phlegm) n happily ripped 28 bucks off my bank.LUCKY i had 2 days MC in return.

#kl still believes in the good of everybody00:25

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06/02/2007

像两首节拍不同的歌

却又同时被爱情合奏

旋律勉强着

愉快不能够假装快乐

你心中有宽阔的天空

空气还稀薄

曾经等待因为会改变什么

你总会属于我

但是最后时间证明了

你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友

只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉你难过

于是我给你笑容

谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱

我只希望用全音符

吟唱出爱上你

那完整的幸福

当你的心没有耳朵

即使我为你唱着歌

你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友

只是不小心拥抱着

你道歉你难过

于是我给你笑容

谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

你说我是你最好的朋友

却不应该再拥抱着

你退缩你冷漠

于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心

会永远的寂寞

#kl still believes in the good of everybody22:39

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05/02/2007

It's rest day again.hahah i spent the previous night watching dvd until 5.30am when my brothers start to wake up to go to school and i slept till 11am(: then continued watching dvd aft "breakfast" until i decided to take a stroll to a shopping mall 3km away and shop for some vday gift idea.hahah abit of a moody day today and random things just attracted my attention:
1. fallen starfruits on a hill at the roadside.then i went to count how many there were and tried to find the tree responsible for the mess.couldnt find it though, think it ran away.
2. this ahma with towel wrapped around her head cycling in the middle of the bus lane and the bus driving at the speed of a snail behind her.funny she didnt get honked and continued enjoying swimming on dry land.btw, that is not against the law.FYI bicycles are NOT supposed to be seen moving on the pedestrain's pavement but ON the road.yes ON the road, just that it cannot be allowed on express way.so if you meet a veryvery slowpokey bicycle on the road, have patience cauz theres NOTHING you can do to it other than ramping it down and go to jail(which i dont think anyone has the free time to do so or wants to get their tyres dirtied with blood and flesh mesh)
im feeling so random and lost.hahah

#kl still believes in the good of everybody21:32

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03/02/2007

someday all promoters are gonna go to hell. myself included but i guess i should receive better treatment cauz i might just be the kindest promoter around. for i dont:
1. ask u to withdraw money from the ATM when i see your wallet's empty
2. deceive you step by step with a big blue plan in mind and claiming to show u to a free gift
3.I DO NOT preach about my unshakable righteousness in helping you solve your problem when all i want is to get your money,signature and after that i wont bother smiling to u

yes tt's all im just pissed
~BYE

#kl still believes in the good of everybody00:25

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