The WriTer* in Me!
30/01/2007
dont mind the haggard looking me!but i've got highlighted hair!!hahahh thanks to syl who accompanied me today, listen to me whine and selected the colour for me!heheh <3
anw i like the shiny brown, i think it;s called champagne brown or smth.hehe just thought it looks some where between dyed and natural (:
well anw i went to the library in a desperate search for methods to improve my sales and i borrowed 2 books in the end: 50 psychology classics and 5 ways to persuasion.
ahhaha in the end i became more interested in the difference in gender and their definition of sex in terms of psychology explored by the 1st book and the 2nd book was just about how to get a proposal approved and accepted by your boss.hehe quite useful but not what i needed.oh well.hope work turns out fine tmr(:
anw interesting facts: 25% of married women have experience of extra-marital sex; 80% of those with pre-marital sex did not regret it; guys use different parts of the brain to feel and communicate respectively->that pretty well explains their retardedness in expressing emotions!hahah!
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29/01/2007
THIS IS LIFE~!
Went off to watch ONE LAST DANCE with joshua after work on sat and bleah it wasnt as good as the reviews put it leh.I mean ok the way of presentation is rather new and cute and the plot requires some thinking (note:some) but it wasnt really that genius i think.and i guess i can understand the little synbolisms they used in the movie but i just dont get whats so great about the whole thing.heheh ok call me sua gu.
anw becaue i didnt praise great world city, sales on sunday wasnt good at all.the weekend crowd just wasnt there and hahah i got daoed by alot of people.hmm there was this particular angmoh that was very cocky and arrogant.I was smiling all the way while talking to him just trying to introduce the brand and he purposely faked a singaporean accent and say "i would love to enjoy cocoa butter,have a nice day. i mean hey I KNOW MY ENGUISH doesnt carry any professional sounding american/british accent and that is just because im not a native speaker of this stupid language, does that make me liable to become a laughing stock?TMD!poof
but well anw i was feeling quite sick on sunday so i couldnt care less and just ignored him and continue to sell like the walking dead i am.
Oh and hahah i like the way im spending my monday now.jobless,carefree,drinking sakae green tea,listening to 933,typing on the laptop(: someday im gonna sit by the beach,sip lime juice and just enjoy the sun and music.simple and nice.who cares about earning 1000 or 500 per month!hhaah i just wished i didnt have to face the stress of meeting sales target everyday.it's really exhausting.It's not like studying days when i can slack for a few weeks and start getting worried (worried,not stressed) a few days before tests.hahah but well, maybe i'll get used to it soon(: hahah like what joshua said "get spurred by rejections!!"
anw it has been a long time since i posted some photos so here's some to brighten up the blog!
i loved the design of the lights in the concert hall of esplanade.wait..did i post this photo up before?
and then somedays i just wanna act cool.
hahah syl said she thought the person in the picture's a guy when she first saw it in my phone.hhaha did i mention i got stalked by a girl at bukit batok mrt when i wore this to 411 BBQ?goodness la
hahah then this is the photo taken during O1 campfire.heheh just a moment of lameness to take us in red uniform!hahah n jierong's head's really shiny!hahah:Pand please forget my ugly hair!
cauz it looks so much cooler now!heheheh i just like my hair looking pong pong!cauz looks as if i got alot of hair!hahah
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26/01/2007
TO all folks living in toapayoh, thank whoeva's up there that you are living in a very kind neighbourhood; that all your neighbours are quite rich; that all of your folks are patient and courteous enough to listen to me rantle on about this quality moisturiser.THANK YOU TOAPAYOH!this neighbourhood rocks!
ok basically the above is a very illogical and superstitious way of hoping for good sales during the weekend!it's just the simple idea of kindness begets kindness(: so if i praise that place, that place will be wang4 for me!WHAHAHA
can't you just tell that im DESPERATE!?
whahah and this is my life now:
work->wait for lunch->work->wait for 8pm->dinner->computer->sleep->breakfast->computer/tv->work
sian daooooooooooo.im just so looking forward to dinner everyday and it is till now that i finally realise why mum and dad emphasized so much on having dinner at home as often as possible.it's really heart-warming(:
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21/01/2007
and i think i just cannot get the promoting skills.like my boss has been setting targets for me and i just CANNOT hit them.rahh.i feel so mediocre. like on sat, she set a target of "at least 12" for me and i managed to sell 5 before my lunch break and i thought it looked quite optimistic.who knows for the next 4 hours i only sold 4!OMG.and SO many people said they will come back after going atm for money but DID NOT COME BACK. i trusted them so much la!poof.i hate to be betrayed.that woman even said "i will comeback!sure!" -walks awhile and turns back- "see you ah!" then i waited for 4 hours like a fool.rahh. and i resorted to all methods to convince customers lor, seems like i dont have a very trustable face.like i told an auntie "trust me this once!"-pleaful eyes- then i still had to give her my name n phone number to make her feel safer using the product.hahaha.
working is fun i think.haha but tiring.ahhh im so shagged already.n i wonder when i can get my pay:(
i wanna hug someone!hah
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18/01/2007
but the first week can train my leg power.but well, i fell asleep while eating lunch!hahah at KFC.and my conclusion is that i cant sleep when im standing so the moment i sit down, the sleeping spell just kicks in automatically n it's all so explainable that i snooze off.hahah :P
happy working, fellow working bees!
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14/01/2007
yup it was an eventful try-out for my promoter job today at compass point watsons(:
Being a healthcare noob, it's just amazing and laudable that I can actually convince people to buy my skincare products.HAHHAHA so to all you people out there, dont be conned by seemingly very knowledgable promoters out there, they mostly mug last minute like me or slack off by chit-chatting with other promoters when you are not looking (and more importantly when the supervisor is not looking:P) and appears behind you suddenly when he or she senses that you are a big fat seemingly-easily-deceivable sheep who will be talked into buying a totally new product(: well, thats experience speaking. haha standing watsons for 6 hours (2 hrs shorter than the usual working hours) was no joke. I mean i felt absolutely energetic and normal for the first 4 hours until a little impy promoter (named jaslene, one year younger) came and pulled me for lunch break with a 21 yr old promoter named varael and after that i just felt so sleepy.haha but i guess the reason why they got employed as promoters are they are a noisy bunch, like myself, haha so we can clique rather well! (: So you can imagine how rowdy and noisy it would be in watson compass pt when three of us decided to slack together and find some not-so-secluded corner to chit-chat. ahhah they got told-off today and lucky im not there :p
but well anw, other than the fact that i feel so shagged once i got onto the bus and started sleeping and when my legs suddenly felt jelly once i was on my bed, it was quite an enjoyable stay at watsons trying to sell stuff (: but i still cannot decide whether i want the bread baker job or this promoter job. 6 months man!!MUST THINK!
and the hour between 2130 to 2230 has never felt longer.for goodness sake!i hate the wait
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07/01/2007
hahah i must blog about the concert at esplanade last night since it's the first exposure to the first-class lifestyle for me.hhaah.here goes:
Chapter 1___
Mum: Hey are you ready to go?
me: (just woke up blurry tone) huhh..ya, i guess
mum: ok then we need to go NOW!
me: !!!! (roll down from bed in ruffled hair)
mum: the invitation letter says dresscode:cocktail dress
me: !!!!!!!!! what! haha i dont have that!and im not going to wear my prom dress
mum: just wear a jacket
me:orh
Chapter 2___
on the taxi
mum: what if your jeans dont pass the dresscode?
me:they lock me outside?
mum:nvm just buy there.
me:o_Oat esplanade?!
mum:^^
Chapter3___
at the door of before-concert-reception
mum:wah alot of my bosses.i dont wanna see them how?
me:eat outside first?
mum: ok then we come in later when most of them are in.
me:orh x_x
Chapter 4___
at before-concert-reception (15min later)
mum:we should have come in earlier (grabs orange cordial from waitress)
me: YA!the food is damn nice ^^ (stops cute waiter)excuse me what's that?
waiter: erh,mushroom rice
me:OH!cute! (grabs)thank you
mum:(grabs another) wah should have dinner here la
waiter:*STARES
mum: (looks at another waiter) eh got bacon!
me:^^"
Chapter 5__
in the concert hall (another 10 min later)
me:wahhh i like the building!
mum:ya it's very bid and oval!
me:THe durian spikes are right above us
mum:so what happens when the roof explodes and theres a big hole?
me:POKEY!:p
mum:WAHAHHAHA
others: -_-
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hahah but anw,it's really really flattering to be big to walk in a crowd of big shots.CEO of this this company, angmohs looking very rich, my mum's bosses aka few of the most affluent pple in singapore.heh other than looking a little bit not up to standard as of now, it inspires me to earn as much $$ as them (: oh oh not forgetting to mention, a hell lot of models there (with the angmohs) hahah. it's the SSO's anniversary concert btw(:
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03/01/2007
well anw i watched alot of movies recently.hahha n i wanna watch MORE!i watched deathnote2, curse of the golden flower!!hahah i wanna watch the museum thing!supposed to be super funny:phhah and i just realised L from deathnote acted in NANA as a noobie, no-one-cared-whats-his-name role.
haha I think im anaemic.like especially after watching curse of the golden flower, what the king said to gong li.hahah oh well.
but anyway, mum told me a very cute comment abt the movie.ahah someone said watching the movie was like watching a whole bunch of buns.hahha the dress the women wore were so super low cut and reveals their assets almost too perfectly.hahah
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01/01/2007
无中生有 肯定自己
我在杂乱的房间里
想静静地一个人度过新年的第一天
有些高傲 有些潇洒 有些态度
哈哈 是故意摆出来的吗？
黑呜呜的衬衫、短裤、头发、眼镜
这么暗淡地跨年 酷吧？！
与大家齐声倒数，大喊：“新年快乐”
这我隐约记得
但我怎么更难忘记我一个人，
坐在电子琴前，傻傻地学着弹奏“cant help falling in love"
黑白的键盘闪着红灯，
我跟着红灯机械地弹奏，听着我无法弹出的美丽
“这是我吗？”
我呆呆地望着荧幕，十分钟了
心中反复回转，想着同样的两件事
是恶魔的我却想成为天使
想到这里 就觉得可笑
天色暗了下来
有种想看日落的冲动
我以为两个人的日落很幸福
但现在的我觉得 一个人的日落
更浪漫，更美丽
像我喜欢的潇洒
但是
我还是个向往幸福的女生吧
因为这样 才会懊恼、痛吧
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