The WriTer* in Me!
29/09/2006
YEOW kai Ling's officially the world's greatest idiot. she vows to learn to be tactful in what she says. she officially apologises to all the great speech teachers who have taught her before, including the interview-trainers. Cauz she has let all these pple down :( her stupidity has allowed no room for the techniques learnt to be applied. the dull inflexible mind made her stumble upon words and utter god-knows-what nonsense that no one including herself understood. arghh mom said i may have just put a blockage to the doors of my dream scholarship with the stupid things i said during the interview today and i had my name penned down on the blacklist. oh well. -cross fingers- but i certainly do hope that wad i said made some logical sense. ahhh next time i shall practise in front of the mirror with prepared Q n A.BEK QEK! i want that internship soo.,, much
well anw, chem was okay. expected a low A but arghh missed it still and got a B. tsk
i think i just proved the hypothesis that brain degenerates and degrades as one ages.. seriously la, i think im getting stupider. anyone who agrees with this theory say "aye". Good. i can hear that almost unanimously.
curse the _ _ _. it has been working up n aching for 2 weeks in a row!oh man. best la.poof! just makes you feel less confident about anything else..if there's still a dream to keep working for :D
but well on the brighter side, let's check on the progress of project-kailing-slimdown:
Monday:Kbox for 7 hours. burns extra calories in diaphragm and oesophagus. GOOD
Tuesday: Morning jog. 2 rounds around school. the sucky slope up chinese high terraces is worth special mention. V.GOOD!
Wednesday: Morning jog 2 rounds again!decided that too much slope makes the thigh/calve muscular=no good, so i minused the slope.NOT BAD!
Thursday: Sun-Tanning-Programme for 1 hour or so hahah before trekking to n fro college side. i love my sun-kissed skin!! VV good
Friday: Donut that makes you lao sai. + prawn noodles w alot of pork + ribena+ icecream aft interview depression + random whinning-gotten red ruby ice + bacon and 2 chicken wings for dinner = VVVVV BAD
Net evaluation: good!hah
sighh it's an unlucky day. i havent got an A for my prelims yet. whatever, i think i will never get it.rahhhh. but well sometimes the disappointment can be temporarily forgotten with selected active brainwashing "you will get it!".ahahah :p
Muggy mode's supposed to start tmr! hahah i will try my best to concentrate on my goals (since this time it's the REAL thing) and not get distracted :p
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28/09/2006
GREAT ＮＥＷＳ！ ＫＡｉ ｌＩＮＧ ｐａｓｓｅｄ ＧＰ～～！ －ａｐｐｌａｕｓｅ！－
ｏｈ ｆｉｒｓｔ， ＨＡＰＰＹ Birthday to YueQI!
okok then urm im kinda nervous now cauz im going for my all-so-important interview for home-team-associate tmr. :S MY dream career + scholarship may be just | | this distance away. BUT if i flop tmr (like how i flopped maths :( ) and if the same pple are gonna interview me for the REAL thing, i doubt they are gonna accept me. SOOOoo good luck to the very nervous girl!
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25/09/2006
Seriously speaking i wasnt a teeny weeny bit stressed by LEP n Chem S papers .. but somehow i just cant sleep well. i can sleep for a well 7 - 8 hours and wake up feeling as if i havent slept for an entire day! tsk tsk i need eye mask!
and i dreaddd getting back the GP paper. oh mann.. why do i only have one day of rest?!?!haha but given other pple have already started revision for As, i shall just take another day off and take aftnn naps tmr and aft tt just start mugging!(:
I CAN FEEL MY LIFE COMING BACK! IT's JUST 2 MONTHS AWAY! COME ONE BABY!
okok update on my life.let's see
URM RIGHT after bio paper3, that was wednesday, i went out for movie and shopping already! YAY i rock! yes i know! then thursday was the can-just-let-me-die-remove corn day!wahh that chinese doc..i hate him i tell you! i was close to screaming when he pricked the corn umpteen times with the needle already..wahh he had the cheek to laugh at me and say "very pain hor??" WAAAhhh. haha but at least it's effective(: i can run n jump with ease again! then friday! hahh busy day!but ended with nice dinner n company(: hahah heres a SUPER GREAT THANK YOU to tan jierong, my co-organiser for the wonderful day! hahah i know you read, so thanks again (: i owe u lunch! yaya then it's sweet saturday and sunday: of course i mugged for my Chem S (: with 3/4 of the time thinking about something else like sleeping or food or pool! hhehe n i finally couldnt stand it and played pool on sunday!! n good food at chompchomp n ice^3!lovely!MONDAY!= kbox day (yes.. im gonna erase the chem s part).. 7 hours straight!!73 rocks! hahah okok to sleep now!
you made smiling for no good reasons at all so easy n enjoyable(:
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15/09/2006
ok bye bye to 3As 1 C score! new aim ABCO. please please bare minimum already!! let me get it!
ok 2 more days of core paper and 2 S papers to go!! 1/2 way THERE!! there n all i need to care is A levels and YAYY!
heheh after prelim's gonna be FUN!! KBOX POOl BEACH SHOPPING!! yipeee. 200 bucks set aside! im gonna ENJOYY
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09/09/2006
bleak future man.heheh
but only in this sense(:
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07/09/2006
ok prelims are really near n i went back to sch ytd n mr sam lee commented that i look like some carefree girl that graduated from hc already with nothing to do. heheh well....take it that i dont care anymore~~ hahahah
YES YESYES i looking forward to some lease of LIFE after prelims and A levels! Alright!
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05/09/2006
惨白的月儿弯弯勾住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望
雨轻轻弹 朱红色的窗
我一生在纸上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一缕香
随风飘散你的模样
菊花残 满地伤
你的笑容已泛黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
北风乱 夜未央
你的影子剪不断
徒留我孤单在湖面成双
花已向晚 飘落了灿烂
凋谢的世道上命运不堪
愁 莫渡江 秋心拆两半
怕你上不岸一辈子摇晃
谁的江山马蹄声狂乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉
super nice song by JAY!! hahah actually it's just fang wen shan! SUCH A genius man! hahah <3
mugged with yueqi at esplanade library today! oh man it's the most classy library ive ever seen!sofa..glass panelss..and the lighting is like super warm n nice to sleep!hoho yes you can now imagine kailing konking off every10min. haha but time is running out!! n im absorbing at tortoise speed i dunno why!! okok mus evolve into cheetah already! wish me lucK!
hahah well splendid week! (: i must speed up on mugging already! if not i cant finish!! hahah
lovely day!
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