The WriTer* in Me!
29/12/2005
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27/12/2005
深深的疑惑
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26/12/2005
i LOVE mickeymouse pouch! haha i LOVE swensens treat! n.. :x.. ahha. yea..thanks yif n dani!
but well thanks to yif im high tonight! haha AHEM sum.. ahem bat. ahem.. what did i say again? hahah
yea~ less homework to do!! hahah i want a slack GP teacher next year~ oh.. that's my xmas wish i guess
went for a super filling lunch! 16++ bucks per person. im so sure my mum is in a festive mood! hah but xmas dinner was sucky. shh.. dun let my maid know.. haha. i had brocolli and some pork n rice. it was spent in front of the com reading NANA. haha n hey it aint no bimbo comic k?
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23/12/2005
贪心的人们给了它错误的诠释
在喜欢被认可后
便想进一步的去占有
往往得到的时候
幸福已经在执著的追求中
悄悄溜走
这时，人又不快乐了
寂寞的力量是可怕的
被用来消遣寂寞的人
是最可悲的
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21/12/2005
I always wanted to prove to myself that being totally busy is not an excuse for everything. u did that!
Homework oh homework, i wish i could just throw u into my stove to boil the tang yuanS im craving for!
hehe cool my entry is in point form! totally no coherence!
im getting charcoal-ed! hah and i like it. I miss NYCT, the more i sink into in, the more i miss it. the numbness in the hands, the stinging pain from the sun, sweat dripping like unclosed tap, the blood and the scars, the ever melodious pegging, high-pitched yelling, the smooth moves as if they are formulated, the flag flying high.. haha nonetheless i'll move on (:
Completed the citygate ytd, thanks to MAF's experienced people and advices. oh and thanks da en for the treat for dinner! hahah it must have been a bomb. :p
hmm "haha" is frequently being used as a filler.. aha <- there you go. but how do u know which is genuine? heh perhaps all.. perhaps none. a way to remind myself to stay haha? or am i really feeling haha? HAHA im talking crap. dont keep your expectations too high and dont take it for granted. i bite!
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18/12/2005
i could cry harder watching KING KONG than perhaps love. wth.
ok in a way that's good cauz im becoming more human. (:
another day wasted
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17/12/2005
But well yea, i promised mama n myself to start work soon.
Feeling rather lazy for anything. haha needa find sources to rekindle my passion for everything. (: n yea i mean everything. it's just that kinda feeling that you dont even feel like waking up, dont even feel like eating.. dun even feel like talking to anyone, not even.. hah ya u get my point.
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15/12/2005
i will say "no"!
hehe anw im kinda beat. running about to attend different activities everyday. heh seems like i still cant shake off the tendency to act superwoman.
anw nearing the end of the week means more time to sleep (:
cant stand it, im getting dumber by day.
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14/12/2005
POSER outfit today! ahah cap + pony tail + shades + all black. cool huh?! Sure did look like a camper (:
I felt younger today.glad to have been in nanyang and not else where.. hehe and yea the nysc spirit's still there! really perked my life up quite abit..the least i found some motivation to continue bouncing on (:
remembered the cheer "initiative, passion responsibility" haha i wonder how else n where else they will be emphasized and recognised as core values. haha.
New discovery! hah you nv know how much you really miss someone, not when you dont see or hear from that person, it's when you see that person and you find that you cannot really find the old being there? haha if i did make sense for the line above.. hmm dunno la.
Oh and another sudden feeling.. just wondering why it seems that people can make life-long good friends in every outing they go but i can only just sit n watch n dont exactly feel anything? haha. perhaps i have not learnt to cherish each and every human being? shrugs.. it just amazes me how many "dears" and how many of them really close to your heart you can find in such a short period of time.
well am i antisocial or am i just dao. haha. must be NP's fault.hah
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13/12/2005
haha feeling high! cauz just now there's a girl selling icecream at my door. she called me "zeh zeh" keep "zeh zeh" here n there in a very sweet voice.. hahah then i am so delighted that i bought 2 from her. haha dumb but well... haha
N i got highed by my bro's new PS2 game. haha idiot
Worksession was fuN! hahah citygate very boring meh.. i thought it was quite fun. hahah the real boring thing is the walk around with seemingly alot of things to do but actually u just dunno where and when to help. haha right michelle? hah
Oh ya , went to have a sneak peek at nysc camp this morning, heard of the very cool activities they are having. kayaking + 2 whole days of FUN at sentosa! haha how i wish i was born like 2 years later. hah. Oh well, im gonna get tanned tmr!
-oops i just forgot mum told me not to get near the beach. but.. who cares?haha-
lalalalala u cant change me when im high.neither can anyone really cheer me up with im depressed. well perhaps other than a few (:
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12/12/2005
1. My threshold level of this kinda lovely dovely stuff has dropped.
2. 引起了共鸣
oh and from the start i could already sort of guessed the whole plot la, so it really isnt the segment to look forward to. Just pay attention to the acting and how they capture the scenes in the movie, especially the tear-dropping scenes which are super beautiful!
I love the first song in the movie ALOT! hah i will somehow find the soundtrack!
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11/12/2005
boohoo! i miss yifang!
i miss joyce!
n i dun like selling pens! not when everyone is so stingy :( haha n not when i can only sell 7 pens n people can sell like 24 - 30!! i must improve next time lo. Find a strategic place! HUH! :p
n i got da shan-ed by ah bengs! argh. change dress code!
random random feeling random! i need to do homework. someone give me a kick pls.
你是我守候的温柔，
就算泪水淹没天地，我不会放手.
每一刻孤独地承受，
只因我曾许下承诺，
你我之间熟悉的感动，
爱就要苏醒.
万世沧桑唯有爱是永远的神话，
潮起潮落始终不悔真爱的相约，
几番苦痛的纠缠多少黑夜挣扎，
紧握双手让我和你再也不离分，
枕上雪冰封的爱恋.
真心相拥才能融解，
风中摇曳炉上的火，不灭亦不休，
等待花开春去春又来，
无情岁月笑我痴狂，
心如钢铁任世界荒芜，
思念永相随.
悲欢岁月唯有爱是永远的神话，
谁都没有遗忘古老，古老的誓言，
你的泪水化为漫天飞舞的彩蝶，
爱是翼下之风两心相随自在飞，
你就是我心中唯一美丽的神话。
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09/12/2005
i need icecream therapy
什么叫精神恍惚
什么叫意兴阑珊
什么叫坐立难安
明白了
那是在11点说早安
吃到2点再说声晚安
一整天的事情都很random
唯一贯穿的只有焦虑不安
现代通讯科技的快捷简单
只突出了内心的障碍有多宽
接着。。。 吃饭
过后。。。看着办
呐喊
因为我不想哭出来
N i think the prog ran very smoothly n they were all very very engaging n entertaining!! hah cheerios to the prom team!
cant get started on homework. hah LAzZEeee for now
ok what abt distracted?
fine im not going to care!NOT going to!
cross cross cross X xXX XX it from my mind!argh
im worried.cant do a thing
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07/12/2005
好像可以对好几个人专一似的
我的专一不能转移
我尝试过好久了
还是不可以
好生气~ 想爱，却爱不透你
对不起，memory 已被占据
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05/12/2005
not saying that the trip was not fun.. haha well we are good at self entertaining la! hahah
posted photos up on imagestation.com .. username kaizz. check it out if u have a account (:
next time.
there's work to do (ok there has been work to do since i touched down)
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