The WriTer* in Me!
17/11/2005
给我精神的依赖
脚步请开始放快
被孤单压抑，我怕我等不来
心又开始自我阴霾
no im not desperate! (: just fantasizing! and i believe i have the right n it's correct!
YAY im a certified first aider! After 2 of training + one retest! haha
Quite stupid, i was quite confident i could pass until i found out i failed the first time cauz i forgot to do a most simple action in the whole routine. hahah darn. i was SO SO SO feeling like crap when i found out my mistake!but heng the examiner decided to be lenient towards the end cauz not much time left for him to be picky la.ahha
haha fav pasttime for the 20 firstaiders (us) -good cheap food at PS foodcourt (3.50 for korean bbq set meal! 3.30 for wok chicken rice + soup!!) then working out on the DDR machine in Xzone! haha yea jamie? we improved so much in just 2 days lo. surprisingly yeowch was SUPER good at DDR. hhaha. well so mean. hah
Flying on saturday, 8am. I want U to be there!
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16/11/2005
1. LEp immersion stuff. SO SORRY jocelin! arrrgh
2. The way to PLD! omg.
3. I lost grasp of who gave me which bdae/ present when i was stock checking[yea, i have to check on them to know they are still there!haha] just now
4. I keep losing gifts i received! DAMN! stop losing things la
What the!? i need anti-aging pills man!
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14/11/2005
dont worry xuan. im not going to kill u!
Well fac outing was quite fuN! yea, good job jinrui! Oh n thanks Giam hur for xiang1 yi1 wei2 ming4 -ing with me! haha! man3 zai4 er2 gui1 is the correct idion to use! hehe got a water bottle + a notebook+ free bowling game!
I love the bowling part! hah YAY i top my chart! with a score of 89! hah not very fantastic but it earned me 2 bucks worth of burger king treat from sam! haha (:
Oo, met syl in the morning too (: had a nice long crazy chat! haha i love u darling! alot!
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13/11/2005
不停地，不停地转
被思念捆绑，
有种熟悉的温暖
溶化了我的勇气
无法面对眼前的寒
给你冻僵的笑容
说出让你开心的规定内容
气话却藏在里头
替我报仇，让你心痛
可惜，又是我把它们吞回，
自己承受的最后。
我只注定和辛酸邂逅
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11/11/2005
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09/11/2005
颤抖是垂死的心在跳
沉默是爱与恨齐呐喊
分开是与回忆永相伴
I was about to win a 8 tai2 mahjong game with tianjiao n bengz when tianjiao had to win the game with a 1 tai2 pi4 hu2! ARGHH! im like doing qing1 yi1 se4 + yi4 tiao2 long2 la!! ARGHHH
hahah n beng was bankrupted! haha proved my theory of bei4 guang1-ing :op
Polyclinics love to exaggerate about how short of stock we are (flu vaccine). Sengkang said they had stock but when i went to check, they told me the whole singapore is out of stock.. Then i went over to hougang polyclinic.. they said stock for today is out but early tmr there will still be stock! LIKE?!?!?
Nvm.
Oh i just read my natal analysis sent by james. ahah. Hmm quite accurate i must say, other than the part on artistic talents. HAHAH. I probably gave the wrong birth time i guess. But the rest are quite zhun3. haha shall just post abt my weakness.. if not pple say i yaya abt my strengths. :p
- At times terrible temper -nods-
- Good at starting a project but suck at continuing it. =super nods=
- Most important thing to learn : humility! =nodds=
Yes.. enough said about how imperfect i am (:
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07/11/2005
hint 了那么多次, 你都catch不到
我独爱溶雪后的微笑
这, 你还不明了?
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06/11/2005
只缺个辛酸的抉择
放开手或继续受着
我想你知道是哪个
说声祝你生日快乐
我要为你写这首歌
不要在意他的脸色
生命有他与否一样会快乐
说声祝你生日快乐
自己寻找的才会深刻
不要怀疑，不要猜测
让心带路是对的
祝你生日快乐，愿你找到快乐
In my little room, messy and cosy
Feeling the afternoon sun, hearing random bouncing of basketball from the court downstairs
Supposed to be doing I&R for PW.. but i just cant bring myself to doing it :)
So i did an I n R of my current life! haha
I want to be a lazy bum!
I just want to sleep and laze around!
Ogling at JJ n his cute dimple.. im watching th MVs everyday!
Listening to November's Chopin!
smsing darls and know how they are doing with their other darls
Contemplating what surprises to give them on their next birthdays..(hmm 7th nov..whose bdae ah..cant rmb leh.. :D)
Thinking of new ways to irritate my parents w/o them being mad at me! haha
Still working on new methods of communication with my dad (i will jiayou on that!)
Did i say i LOVE listening to syl and yif over the phone? haha yup, i do! though i dont like it when they all end with byes-so sad! haha think of more creative ways to end a call next time! haha
Oh ya.. yif ive a present for u noW! haha this i promised :)
I love talking to jamie on MSN! :p
I love being totally irrelevant and crazy and random once in a while..
Being not that SMART and INtelligent (hehe yaya-papaya) once in a while
Act cute, act blur, being a siao zabo.. laugh at myself :)
I wanna complain about him! being so dumb, ignoring all my hints!
Hhhaha but i wont harp on it! if he still doesnt get it, im not gonna care, just forget it!
lalala yup, and after some crazy splurting of nonsense i will nv forget to return to reality - let's look at my schedule:
7 MOnday - OP rehearsal, ECACO formal
8 Tuesday - OP!
9 Wed - Bimb-glutton's outing to chinatown
10 Thu - ehh.. am i free? I think i am..hah!Work sessioN!!
11 Fri - I rmb i have smth... but what? hmm.... well.. check into chalet at night?
12 Sat- GM!Chalet with family! 4/11 class outing! Hello, BBQ!! n lunch at white sands!
13 Sun - laze the whole day like today! hahah 完美的一天！
14 mon - hmm? nothing? <- (hint hint, syl.i think i need to shop for some things :p)
15 tues - first aid course!
16 wed - first aid course.. but got lep briefing.. how?
17 thu - first aid course.. thank goodness last day!
18 fri - preparing to fly!
19 sat - 8am flight to china! hehe
3rd Dec - back at 10pm -yawn-
YAY! i wasted 1 hr of my precious Sunday - which is meant for slacking! n reflecting! so ive done nothing wrong!
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05/11/2005
btw the chinese words u see below are my try-out products. Just writing for fun :) yup, n laugh at the difference in standards when u compare them with JJ's or Jay's hah.
HOls hw aside, need to get started on compiling MAF pass-down report, CNY proposalS..new cheers! argh n LEP immersion stuff (: my hols should be quite filled.
Out from 19th nov to 3rd dec to beijing n shanghai. Yifang wants Xmas exchange present..haha fine dear, u will get a SUPER BIG one k?-make sure u get smth tt's equally big-
Of course, all my darlings will get a present each (:
不求结果的爱， 也可以很幸福！
happy? yes! - for many reasons (: blessings, people around me being blessed, being loved, being well satisfied. and me? Yup, im blessed! Recovery of my kidneys is optimistic, love is all around! haha
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01/11/2005
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情，
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情，
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下叹息
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温柔亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
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