The WriTer* in Me!
28/09/2005
Mugging mugging mugging.. low efficiency.. but it's the best i can give already. sigh..degrading mind.
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20/09/2005
When u feel so much more belonged, happier in your dreams?
You start to doubt if all was real, for all seemed too perfect
You double checked, and reaffirm yourself that it is true..
you let your guard down and
the next minute you are back to the nightmare..
this time.. this is permenant, real, undeniable, detestable
"This is my dream or the butterfly's dream?"
What if one day it all ends.. and like I found myself out of utopia,
I was lost, empty of any thoughts.
What am I to do?
When dreams start on the end of the former,
and I tried all means to stay unawake..
small bits of it linger around..
the rest are but just hollow..empty space.
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18/09/2005
n 3 bad luck cases in a row thereafter.. booboo
the world is so fair, so fair.
So after all the pain n heartbreaks, sunshine and rejoice follows? well, sometimes the world decides to be fair too late.. too late.
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12/09/2005
谋事在人，成事在天
many many years of MAF has past, and the same problem persist. No matter how hard we try to ensure that everything works.. the countless tedious checks, the precautions.. every single detail..but it had to happen :) The centerpiece incident at grandlight up, the time factor at full dress, the bad sparkler and the lightings web at MAF night. haha.. somehow being imperfect made it all much more beautiful - at least people know we didnt BUY them. hahah they are all made from sweat n blood.. hammering n twisting of wires.. feeling liks crushing all those holders :D
没有瀑布与岩石的阻挡，溪水就没有悦耳的歌唱
We have gone through much obstacles, right from the start - hte decision of the theme till the very last minute snapping of the hoisting rope. One by one they come in our way, one by one we managed to solve them quickly and smartly, thanks to support from teachers, fellow councillors and of course my very very competent members :D
怀着希望，前头路哪怕长，哪怕黑，永远相伴
Many thanks to MAFCO 05 :) Great job well done! you will receive love letters very soon! haha
And the following Very Important People!!
Jamie weiling darling! - thanks for all the support and encouragement that you have given me throughout this period :) Staying up late with me.. giving me emotional and moral support..standing up for me wheneva SOMEONE bullies me.. hahah! MANY THANKS!
Jingyi! my fellow TD workingcomchair.. thanks for all the inspiring messages you sent :) 由你的陪伴，我不孤单 !
MeatbalL! my dear crappy friend!hahah thanks for always being there to listen to all my whining and complaints :) never failing to deliever a smile wheneva i see you ^^ all the gossips yadah ydah. .nv failed to brighten up my day!
Steph! Woah you rock my life man! Thanks for all the reminders and problems that you foresaw.. and solving all of them together with me. Especially the last few days when u stayed back real late in school (sorry for refusing to eat lunch for the last few worksession.. i sure made u sound like a naggy old grandmother :p). Well anyway.. much gratitude for the help rendered :) could'nt have done it without u :)
Mindy(auntie :P)! thanks for always reminding me to tell u teh orders for food. haha.. so thoughful. Sorry for not taking the initiative :( but hey.. really appreaciate your help alot :) oh and especially giving honest feedback :) thanks!
Yeowch! hey.. u might not know but.. all the lame messages you sent.. hhaha did cheer me up when i was feeling a lil stressed and helpless out there. haha so thanks for that
Gloria!For ur comforting smiles and funny things u do during worksessions that brought laughter amidst all the stress n such :D
Xun! for the funky grandlightup music! and capturing all the nice MAF pictures :)
Glori! Oh hey funkily weird gal..haha thanks for your encouragement message man!
Ze! for lending ur shoulder always..hahah wheneva im tired or something :p always dependable.. thanks!
okok outside council
Syl! always being there to 默默支持我. hahah i aint that unappreaciative k? Your messages really mattered quite alot ;) thanks for all your understanding, care and encouraging little cards and presents!
YiFAng! hahah remember there was one time after your taiwan immersion that we talked till quite late? hahah you really really helped alot in giving me the strength to move on then :) Important k?hahah you are valued :D
Zhixuan! for always tolerating this panda here when im a lil conky in class due to lack of sleep :)
Jes! hahah for coming and support me :) haha though im still abit afraid that u might rape me :p
joyce! for keeping your promise n come ..hahah though u missed the grandlight up but well.. haha at least u came! n that's ALOT of support from u! :p thanks
YuQin! for the support from your whole family!! n im sure u prayed that it didnt rain right? haha it worked!!thanks
Max, HuiXuan and Sunyang for specially sending messages to add oil!
hahah n the list goes on.. :D
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11/09/2005
thankyou 
close up
sppedy practice 2
speedy practice
song session practice
centerpiece!
fireball!
MAF!
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06/09/2005
rap：
石板桥，老城角，回忆回到回到那学校
第三排第三号，坐着传说中的女主角
你看着我，偷着笑，笑我书法练得很糟糕
寥寥草草的字迹怎么去写纸条
想请教，山神庙，谁是你传说的至尊宝
我猜不透，摸不着，桌上刻刻刻着不知道
打开第一页，字两行，写着悟空悟空的烦恼）
很古老，十六世纪的城墙
让时光，回到爹娘的爹娘
爷爷和她见面的老地方，有他们路人皆知的桥段
二姑娘，十九岁能说会唱
在村口，每天绣着翠鸟鸳鸯
爷爷去挑绸缎一尺三丈，哥伦布当年也和他一样
故事慢慢讲，甜蜜地想象，爱情的电影桥段连场
没弹木吉他，没送玫瑰花，白色恋爱的表达
简单拌着简单，幸福就是这样
好象她种在抽屉里面日记的芳香
爷爷讲的故事慢慢讲，慢慢讲，陪我睡着
想偷偷陪你一起看星星，一起看
爸爸放映着的老电影
月亮在水上漂，倒映在石板桥
叮嘱忘了多少
想偷偷陪你一起看星星，一起看
爸爸放映着的老电影
听你的心在跳，看你的脸在发烧
月亮照亮着我们俩，傻傻的模样
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05/09/2005
我不能高兴得太早
应“先天下之忧而忧，后天下之乐而乐”
毕竟有些事，防不胜防
尔能明呼？
灯火通明朝天阙
愁颜缺喜意。
待到10/9月盈夜，
方可释怀矣！
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