分易分聚难聚
The WriTer* in Me!
31/07/2005
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28/07/2005
微风吹过的一瞬间
似乎吹翻一切
只剩寂寞更沉淀
如今风依旧在吹
秋天的雨跟随
心中的热却不退
仿佛即使闭着双眼
熟悉的脸又会浮现在眼前
蓝色的思念
突然演变成了
阳光的夏天
空气中的温暖
不会更遥远
冬天已仿佛不在留恋
绿色的思念
回首对我说一声四季不变
不过一季的时间
又再回到从前
那个被风吹过的夏天
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27/07/2005
I am slowly finding back myself, my old self. Just that i do scream sometimes unnecessarily..hah.
Well anw, I missed the whole day of school for temasek sem today! Ok it was much more interesting than I thought it would be and it sure was fun ogling at the army guys there :D. The keynote address was amazing, i nv tought we would suddenly have so many questions to ask, hahand i asked one too! :D tagline presentation was sure entertaining but i still prefered VJ's.
SAFTI has good food, good reception, nice buildings!
ok quite tired, shall write in point form
went for tour aft forum.
I held a bazooka, a Modified M16, a 1500rounds/min machine gun..and a laser machine gun lighter than my bag.
YUp, MAF work session after that. Quite ok :)
Basically im happy now.
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24/07/2005
He was really... philosophical and well mabbe a little weird.
HE striked a conversation first by guessing what school i was from, which level, which stream yadah ydah.. then he turned n studied how i looked like and he derived some conclusions about my family relations (woah but he wasnt exactly correct).
Then he started telling me about life as a student. like "you havent seem any of the word" i said "ya, true". he continued, "uncle can tell you, as a taxi man, i have seen many, im going to be a business man soon, in the field of bio-engineering. you need 10 years to see only a bit. that is the only thing that i can tell you" (i thought, hmm he's gonna go on to very big issues)
Right, then i told him about my "ambitions" and he adviced me to give up the though now.
"Let me tell you, 10 years, or even 5 years down the road, you wont think this way. Passion will not mean anything to you. MOney is what matters" (hurhur ok going practical hur?)
Ok then we went on about how bio technology will develop in the next 10 years and what kinda world will it be like once it peaked (i quote from him "when it peaks, you will have 3 headed and 3 legged walking around!")
Then he went into buddism (OMG). he said "this is something you must learn" . . . "is everything permanent?" I said "no". He said "so everything is not permanent?" I said "yar"
He asked "how is that so?" I replied with a few examples of changes.. "Are you certain that everything is not permanent?" "Yar.." "are you SURE?" "Ya!" "still a ya?" "OH!" I was kinda enlightened in a weird way. hahha. ok.. i shouldnt be a persistent and get tricked by him.
And he went on to talk about his views on the possiblities to make a teleporting machine - since every thing is inpermanent and changes every now and then, if we can configure something back to the state whereby it was a few seconds ago, we went back in TIME! Woah. sounded sci fic to me!
Hahah but it was surely an entertaining talk la. haha it ended with a discussion about univerese and cycles..hhaha and we even exchanged numbers. hahha hey that is only because he said he could introduce me to a tuition center to teach. haha. I was kinda worried after i gave him my number.. sekali i get cheated how? hah
went to Zpop to chill out with yifang on saturday. haha her brothers and his friends are... cute. haha listening to xiao boy boy talk was our source of entertainment then. Given that we went to the concert firstly for JJ then for DErrick!! the rest of the concert was considerably boring. yea.. especially when a SMS about work came and spoilt my mood. Gah! i need a life man, especially on a saturday night, pls dun bother me with any WORK! hah. JJ ROCKS!!cute and talented! he was so refreshing la.. others just sing songs.. he played on the piano and sang + he did the drums sound with his mouth! way cool! hahah I love JJ!!!!!!
n lil boys like GIGI -_-
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18/07/2005
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16/07/2005
When the conflict arise,
I don't know what to feel.
Not disappointment, not anger,
Neither pleasure nor acceptance.
Just confusion and lonliness.
For you have once again got yourself
out of my reach,
out of my understanding.
Silence is not quiet.
It is when most thoughts, unjustified,
bombarded my mind.
来易来去难去
数十载的人世游
爱与恨的千古愁
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13/07/2005
如果坦白是摧毁的根由，
这虚构的承诺本不该存在。
若友谊只建立在刻意的幽默上，
这便是笑声与友谊的交易，
永远只能停留在互利的关系。
吾知己待何时可再寻获焉？
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04/07/2005
Yay.. major depression officially declared OVER!! Im smiling and going crazy again! whheee! hhaah thank whatever's up there. BUt hahah i seriously think my IQ's going down the drain.. having dysfunctional brain lo. CAnt remmeber names.. cant remmeber dates.. cant match faces to names. GAhhh.. very bad lo..i think i will suffer from memory loss very soon.
Nexy year birthday wishlist: an electronic organiser. hahah
OK DAYS after blocs will be hectic. Very hectic. MAF, finals of competitions, promos. Cheer me on~ :D
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