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The WriTer* in Me!

27/03/2005

Hmm i blogged a whole chunk ytd but it disappeared. Anyway, the main gist is that The first outing on friday morning was a complete failure la. hahah count the number before and the number who went and the number that reached sentosa. Nevertheless i had fun la.. flied kite for the first time in my life as long as i can remember.. hah and it was quite successfully..[if the line wasnt entangled and we have to raise the whole bundle of fishing lines up.. it would have been perfect] Yup.. then i rushed to pasir ris for class bbq looking like a lobster.
Hahah.. xiao xuan xuan was so clumsy! with help from meat, she banged into the ticketing machine [the red thing we used to slot our buscard into] and the metal grip came off and nearly hit the bus driver! OMG.. if the bus driver went unconcious..we would all be in the hospital now. haha. Anw another few more pissifying things happened at pasir ris. We booked bbq pit S.. hah but the map only showed pits A-R.. hmm so where's S? we concluded that twas some mysterious bbq pit and continued walkin.. only to find a huge bunch of people occupying our pit.. After we shoo-ed them off.. there was this irritating fatso who keep KPOing. Like act kind and wanna help us with starting the fire [not like we dunno how to] and making fun of the guys [bish them.. haha and ningfei made super funny comments.] the worst thing is he koped delia's kite to play even before she was able to play with it. like HELLO, where are your MANNERS!! Gah.. nv seen so kaopei pple in my life b4.. though i will meet up with worse people sooner or later.
Boo.. but i had to leave early.. at 7 i think.. where the fire was ready at 630.. so bo bian.. i had the priority to eat whatever tts cooked first.. yup.. then took some photos then i left :'(

#kl still believes in the good of everybody08:31

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22/03/2005

Should I blame myself for being too slow in sentimental stuff? Or should i just shrug it off and admit that im just too frivalous. hhaa my dear hc came and went away. n i started realising the implications of this 8 hrs after the end. I used to believe memories can stay with me forever.. so i dont really have to say goodbye to anything or anybody. Now im really afraid of forgetting. Forgetting all the little things that we did..that once made an impact to my life.
lingered at pai xi di fang today..didnt bare to send the people leaving away. then i went back home.. slacked from 3 pm till now, with my Gp essay ringing in my mind but i just cannot bring myself to do anything.
Just give me one more day to remenicse on the good old days, just one more. I think i can move on tmr :D or at least, pretend that i can

#kl still believes in the good of everybody22:31

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20/03/2005

Aimless, clueless, CCAless [sorry syl, i have to kope but my own lines] PhD aggrevating.

just posted my huang cheng memories online @ imagestation. user name:kaizz

Logo on the building changed to magimee. gates painted red. All for the founders day. crap. not in mood for long essays today. so writing in point form. haha.

#kl still believes in the good of everybody19:22

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14/03/2005

I was pretty much occupied this 3 months and i really really enjoyed myself. But i think im starting to get the aftermath syndrome. What will happen, when term II starts and monday lesson ends at 5 20 and i find myself walking pass the admin block unknowingly, just to find it empty and lifeless. Will everyone be therE? When everyone else goes for CCA after school and Im left all alone, will I be able to find the same bunch of people at that place, altogether again? Those lines, which i have repeated tiredlessly over and over again.. will i ever get a chance to say the whole piece out ever again?

Those precious things, which i have sacrificed for this.. i may never get them back, no matter how hard i try to makeup. No matter how hard u try to convince me that it hasn't change, the fact is that it has. Then what will i be left with? Nothing

Then i will have to keep myself busy again. Just to get numb and to forget. Then this thing which i commit myself in.. will yet again leave a mark in my life, admist other sacrifices. WHen can i truly learn how to move on? When can i learn to face it and not forget it?

#kl still believes in the good of everybody23:03

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08/03/2005

realised it's almost end of the term and i havent really blogged abt my CCA.. haha my beloved huang cheng! [though it often gets ostroed by outside pple according to others.. but more than half of my class's in huang cheng.. so -shrugs-] WE are fun loving.. lame and LOVE TO SING!!! Hohoho.. we prefer slacking though, just looking up into the nightsky.. in search of the orion belt.. ah how romantic!6 girls 4 guys + 1 dao yan 1 SM 1 bian jv! haha some decent shots first:

Tadah!! my dao yan Alvin!

zhen bin, vincent and ah hong respectively.

Now on to "IN DECENT" shots hohoho:

desmond with super funny face! TANG YUAN!!

The blur blur chao hsiang..

hahah melissa with seductive look!!

-Zooms into yanling's cartoonish face -chuckles- -

Sweetie cutie vaneh!

playing wei Qi during our free time. and yes we are intellectual :D Our fav. passtime other than singing n star gazing is playing chess [playing class not= no life k??:b]

yes.. we are a big bunch of pple.. ahaha or rather.. monkeys!

and yes.. we do slack at the stairs at times.. especially late into the night when everyone is darn tired..

but we do LOVE one another!! mwahahha -note.. nothing can be inferred from this pic. NOTHING-

#kl still believes in the good of everybody21:21

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01/03/2005

I dreamed, I believed, I persevered, and I've achieved it! Good job four eleven, no matter you went up on stage or not! Love you gals! Im really so so proud of my former class!! esp those whose names appeared on the newspapers.. [giggles] so smart!
But those were just the minority.. for friends who cant stay in HCI, treasure every minute in the school/ whatever activities..even lectures!
bu2 yao4 rang4 shi2 jian1 liu2 bai2!

#kl still believes in the good of everybody09:43

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