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The WriTer* in Me!

27/02/2005


Hmm I know I am supposed to be super worried abt tmr's results.. but somethings simply weighs much more than that. I dunno whether it's the cynical me, or the ignorant me: why do people only know how to cure and make up but not how to prevent? sigh.

Goal of the day:
Realise your limits


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22/02/2005


以不变应万变

I'll take note of the comments. but im naturally born with a dao face! get use to it! aha.. and if I have AP, well i can only say that everyone else has AP too. I prefer the phrase, uniquely different. Hmm i think i sound silly.. cauz basically the whole incident is silly. i have no grudges against ANYONE ok?[up till now] ok.. mabbe perhaps my bro.. but we have been bickering for 10 years! hahah

已矣呼!一笑置之呼!


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15/02/2005


I feel dumb. I feel uneasy. I feel fake . I feel useless. = ( I dont feel like myself. Mabbe it's just today. -shrugs-
I wanna go KBOX! soon. like there's time but.. yea i wanna go! I wanna go for dramafest and talenttime toO!!! sigh


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13/02/2005


Whahhaha so this is how it feels to win a fortune! SHUANG AH!! Oops.. sorry. Here goes my CNY fortune-strike story.
On the 3rd day of the CNY, classmates came my house for mahjong/daidee session [yes!!ive got so many gamblers in my class!mwahahah like me!]





Well anyway, it didnt go very smoothly. Hardly win any game. BUT things are different after that night [ok at least until now]. At the fateful night.. at that fateful moment, i just so happened to be walking by this BIG BIG 财神爷 at 春到河畔 and it just so happens that he sprayed this cloud of golden strips of paper and it just so happens that i got caught in the middle of it and it just so happens that i got a whole chunk of it all over my head and body. Wahah even the uncle behind me said "eh you've got alot of gold on your hair" and he started picking them - _ -
Yup. then ytd night i went my mum's friend's house for steamboat cum birthday cum reunion dinner. There are a couple of 15 - 19 yr old people there so we get along quite well. Hahah then it came to gambling time! First it was black jack.. lost abt 3 bucks. BUt NEVERMIND. then it was "in between". It's like you get 2 cards. If the 3rd card u get has a value in between the 2 previous cards then you win the bet. Yup.. and everytime my cards came it was ACE + a picture card. So naturally i was combing all the coins on the table to my wallet. And when mahjong time came, i won 2 games out of the 4! like WOW! hahah in the end i earned like 7 bucks?heeheehee MONEY MONEY MONEY!!


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09/02/2005


Happy CNY everybody! It's 01 38 now.. and i still have 7 hours to struggle to stay awake :)

CNY celebrations photos up HERE! do take a look.

Hmm i seem to have over-reacted. so im sorry for any misunderstandings :)

Sometimes i wonder if there is really a possibility of forgive and forget. Most of the time i forgive is because i forget, and after i forgive, the incident will be forgotten. BUt can all incidents be forgotten? Ok i admit that im a lil petty, leave me a bad impression and you can never change it.. same goes for good impressions. May be that's a part of me that i will have to try to change.
Someone teach me a tactic to control emotions please. Crude words just fly out of my mouth before i can stop them + my low tolerance for displeasures.. hahah im gonna get into so much more trouble. Ok so my new year resolution is set : CONTROL EMOTIONS!

lalala 15min out from 7 hrs have passed. yay!! Ok just completed the student needs survey -yawns-

0200 6 hours to go!

Don't judge me too soon. I am not what you think I am. I may look outgoing to u but I am telling you that I don't like to talk most of the times. I speak when communication is necessary, when i need to vent out my emotions. Other than that, talking as a form of entertainment or socialising - sorry I don't really enjoy doing that. The environment Im in doesnt allow me to do so, sadly. But i hope those close to me will understand :) Just stand by me when i need you..no need for words. Just BE with me. That's enough, cauz Im enjoying your prescence.


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05/02/2005


Still nothing much to update :) TT's good ok, at least im not whining!

Hmm ive made friends with my neighbour's dog!haha its name is Chean, or something liddat.[funny. i dont even know my neighbour's surename yet i know their dog's name :S] Initially he kept barking whenever i go near my neighbour's gate and i nearly got bitten by it once. hahah but somedays ago he gave this whizzing sound when i went near him and even raised his paw. I gave him my hand and he gave a low-five. HAHHA SO CUTE!!! now im convinced that not all dogs are as terrible as jiaying's old-mad-dog. ;P

I miss squaddiesss!Esp the siao cha bos[ok almost every sqmate is a siao chao bor]. everyone's so occupied that we cant meet up!

CNY's coming.. gong xi fa cai! mum just bought a mahjong table, so that we can play mahjong on CNY eve! Hahha i used to hate it when those aunties behind my block play mahjong the whole night, creating sound pollution..haha but seems like i'll be joining them this year!!hhaha 凑热闹!BUt i want a pool table, not mahjong!!ok i sound childish.


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02/02/2005


: ) nothing much to report. Everything is simple, sweet and im contented! i love my life, though there is much out there that i haven't been exposed to. but right here, right now is all that matters.


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