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The WriTer* in Me!

30/11/2004


:( grad nite was over too soon! Overall quite satisfied though there were much flaws. The food wasnt nice for me, prefered last year's hahah but you can say that service was better, I haven't even finish my food the waiter was already keen to take it away. The party wasnt hyped up! Partly due to the lightning and the DJ..on the lights at 11?!?spoiler la. hmm then everyone had to leave at 12.SO SHORT! gah.. but nvm, i would juz fall flat if the party continues anyway.hha. Wanted to go for pool at lucky plaza with jk initially, but the place looked too ulu and unsafe + all lifts and elevators stopped working + we are not properly dressed, hhaa so we walked back. HAIYA i still dont think i've enjoyed myself thoroughly leh..jes said she might get some vodka but i still didnt get to drink in the end. The worst thing is i dont have my camera with me!i mean it's most probably the last ocassion where u see everyone dressed up,like so gorgeous and looking nice.Aghh.-pah- nvm it's over anw. Left with a month with almost nothing to do. Any part time job offer? Or any course??


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26/11/2004


冷漠是种掩饰,掩盖伤痛。

越痛越冷、越冷就越是痛。

忙碌也是种掩饰,掩盖茫然。

越糊涂越想忙,越忙越是不知去向。

热情亦是种掩饰,掩盖孤寂。

试暖人心除寂寞,越凸显空虚。





WHeee! I AM SO ALIVE! haha though i am currently feeling very tired almost everyday.. but at least they were 充实. Chalet the past 2 days.. farewell b4 that then went for KBOX! CAlendar Filled with events.. and more to come! HAhahah ok u can tell im very very happy!!
Oh i pierced my ear btw..the day aft Os and now it's infected gah. Hmm whatelse..Oh i went to my first horror movie - SHUTTERS on thurs night. OH MAN.. SCARRY! Why i so suei..first time watch horror film then kenna so scary one?!?! Anyway throughout the whole movie, my hands were right over my face and i was looking at the screen only through the spaces between my fingers la. So when the music gets scary, i will just close up the gaps. Huiyan beside me wAS different, her eyes were wide open but she covered her ears so the best solution is derived: I listen and she watch :) I PROMISE not to break another heart...(^5ive cs)
Gradnite coming! EXCITED!haha dad doesnt allow me to stay in hotel still. Tsk.
Hmm oh yes.. i chose HCI, subject combi should be Maths, LEP, Bio, Chem.



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20/11/2004


Lalallaa!!! Hahaha I have a Olinda+a Sylvester in my squad!! hahahah! Alright, so half way through 38 chalet vacation, in the midst of playing a damn retarded UNO game..cs and jas juz appeared and stunned us with their "havoc" hair. Cs look like angmoh now..and jas..lian la.hahah cs's hair got 3 colours somemore. Zai sia?!
Oh and from now till next monday im all booked! tt's good in a way..cauz when the exams ended..i just felt like i have got nothing else left to do.

KaiLing's Holiday wish list
  1. Play badmintioN!
  2. Go play lots of pool!
  3. SING KBOX!
  4. Go wildwildwet!
  5. Learn to ride a horse!
  6. BUy mayday album!
  7. iCE skate!
  8. laserQuest!
  9. haha fishing!
  10. learn takewando!!!-HAH-
  11. train up-make the fats disappear-
  12. Just sleep
  13. Level up to lvl 30 for maple story!
  14. Improve english :(
  15. Get my tan back!

Ok just keep that to 15.. if not like very greedy... :p




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18/11/2004


Whahahahaa I AM KAKASHI!! Heehee found out a few days ago that wenqi is a fan of naruto too!! Arhh!!
OK it's the last day of O levels next and I am having a terrible headache out of no where.GAahhh cant study! Liberated tommorow at 17.45! i still got 19 hrs and 15 mins to go.




Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net



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11/11/2004


SOmeone tell me what am i slogging so hard for the past 2 days. And.. wayyyyy before O levels. Pah the paper was sucky, the pupil reflex question don't make sense and i don't know how the hell the pill can get digested if there is this stupid acid resistant coat. Hahaha but..i guess the whole of SIngapore thought it was difficult la.. im sure MOE will do something abt it.. they know how "POWERFUL" complaints from parents + students are. :] Well, just forget about it and move on to the other papers!:p


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08/11/2004


I shouldn't care about somethings anymore. Maybe it's some kinda regrets that is contained within me that I am so agitated now. I know it's none of my business already but hey Im just concerned.. in fact very concerned. It is not that i do not wanna give trust.. the problem is I cant give when there is nothing i can rely on, or worst, i find no reasons to trust but even more to doubt. NOt that of aspirations, goals or such but mere experience and understanding.Of the system, or the people and of the spirit. Quries?yes a lot.. pls.. i need some help here i cant help but feel worried..insercure, cauz i care.
Right, back to my point, mabbe i shouldnt care so much and just focus on what i ought to be doing now.
But then again..there is someone that i current detest and wish to devour. Understand my anger?No you dont. It's nothing to YOU but do YOU know how much you have affected others?Gah forget it, im outta it anyway.tsk.. i have this problem with letting go.. and picking up.


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02/11/2004


壮志未酬心不死!现在的我应该要学会放手,不然心会很痛



倔强

当我和世界不一样就让我不一样

坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚

我如果对自己不行如果对自己说谎

即使你不原谅我也不能原谅

最美的愿望一定最疯狂

我就是我自己的神在我活的地方

我和我最后的倔强 握紧双手绝对不放

下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望

我和我骄傲的倔强 我在风中大声地唱

这一次为自己疯狂 就这一次我和我的倔强

对爱我的人别紧张 我的固执很善良

我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光

你不在乎我的过往 看到了我的翅膀

你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰

逆风的方向更适合飞翔

我不怕千万人阻挡 只怕自己投降


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