The WriTer* in Me!
31/03/2004
Yea.. then immeidately aft we finished the roti prata, we sprang up ran to eat icecream.. the one near the cold storage,, cant rmb wad's tt place called. hahaha... we ordered 3 flavours: hazel nut, rum and raisin and butterscotch. OH goodness.. is was heavenly!! i love RUM.. i feel drank. haha. then we rotated our cups to have a taste of each icecream... haha so dumb. aft we are done.. guess wad.. we went to cold storage for.. chicken steak!! haha tt's for me la.. and for em.. bacon stick! oh..then i think i spent $6.20 on lunch today.. +recess.. it will be.. $7.70. Ooopss.. no wonder i go broke very easily.
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29/03/2004
哪个风霜将你折磨
哪个雨水将你湿透
哪个要你满溢的泪水溃堤之后再全部吞落
一定会有个最后的解脱
解脱之后就什么都没有
冲来撞去终究是一群困在贫子里的可笑小丑
生命是否真的就是传说的那么的浅薄
所有我享受的地方和心仪的对象
竟只是表面之上
苦痛的路或许真的会有个尽头
可是我越是流泪我越是心碎
我越觉得不够
痛苦也给你热力也给你
烦恼也给你你要活下去
就是刮着风就是下着雨
就是冲着你你要活下去
一阵风吹过我的脸上而拂过我的发梢末端飘落细雨两三滴
化成一张巨大黑色的脸
哈哈的叫我现在就是危险
苦痛的路或许真的会有个尽头
可是我越是流泪我越是心碎
我越觉得不够
痛苦也给你热力也给你
烦恼也给你你要活下去
就是刮着风就是下着雨
就是冲着你你要活下去
全部的爱给你全部的恨给你
全部的泪给你你要活下去
就算不可以就算不愿意
就算为了我也要活下去
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28/03/2004
don't cry(别哭)
作词：vannessa作曲：wing编曲：winggt:wing
don't cry my love 别再哭了
你看天都亮了
oh-我相信就在远方
能让我们爱飞翔
don't cry my love 别再哭了
窗外雨都停了
oh-我相信就在前方
一定撒满了阳光
我相信就算长夜漫漫
偶尔觉得孤单
我们的爱依然坚强
虽然我们相爱太难
不能够长相伴
思念为爱找到方向
思念为爱~~~~
don't cry my love 别再哭了
你看天都亮了
oh-我相信某个远方
能让我们爱飞翔
don't cry
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27/03/2004
Went to watch the GEP pple busking at orchard with dani early this morning. haha.. yep it was very entertaining haha.. and i think they stand out the most for the busking events.. haha but it was a very very very hot and humid day.. pity them under the sun for many hours. haha went to look for mich aft her dance and she was like perspiring like crazzee already haha. Well i donated 2.40 bucks to them=) Hey! tt's 24% of my wallet k? haha then there's this salvation army bazzar going on and this indian lady keeps begging us to buy the coupons from her. Think im too soft hearted.. haha initially dani was rejecting her already.. budden i agreed in the end and donated 2.50 bucks to salvation army for the coupon.. 25% gone. The rest of the 5 bucks are spent on food. haha so maths qn of the day:pls go calculate how much money i brought..
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24/03/2004
-- Robert Service
the problem now is.. i cant bare to remove the grain so dear to me.
Goodness i think im starting to PMS. Ridiculating now.
Mercy on me, lady
My prog report is a thumb down.[reminds me of electromagnet right hand grip]
Like a toy in your hands..fully manipulated willingly
AE AE AE everywhere... and RED marks in SS, maths, english.. how am i to survive?Mid years is.. 7 weeks away..
suffering quietly yet foolish enough to appreciate
Oh n haha yest got phototaking session.. found out tt me, chail and joe all got golden hair..think it's bleached la. to be exact, joe has copper hair.. me too. Chail got golden hair. =)
I cannot control..it's all over me!..Help me
yup yup then i manged to slp early last nite.. around 9 bah.. haha and i was super hyper during all over melessons.. and i declare.. i DIN SLEEP during lessons for the 1st time all over mesince.. 3 months? haha.. hope things will get better la..=)
Much as i want you to get away.. i want u by my side..
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20/03/2004
AFter the com.. went back to sch and. talk and eat and play!! ahhaha.. CT's never been so fun and entertaining. cAptain's rugby..maffia..pizza craze..haha .. memorable times.. place.. pple.. Thank you CT04.. for giving me so much so much=)
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19/03/2004
NYCT04.. tml's a BIG DAY!! all our hard work will pay off!Get ready for the last and final and best pitch of your NYCT career.. it's the last one!
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12/03/2004
4/11 during formal dinner: top from left:suny,yifang,sab,gwen,huix,hanip,jiatian,jiaying,xuetying.
Bottom from left: lu, dor, kai, ahzhuang
NYSC B8.. well some of us..haha it grew from a few.. to this many.. and its not the end product.from left:pheywa[i like her makeup],angchieh[i think she looked great..too bad she din change her parting],huiz[OMG.she's pretty],yuqin[as chio as eva],dani[rare chance to see her liddat], XL [chio sia], jiang[very elegant i must sae] and me
B35..women in black!! notice.. all in black!haha sqmates looked so so so chio tt night.. bet u cant recognise some pple.From left: jess,wanx,joe,ahma,Cs,stitch,pan,jas,mad,deb,me,lu
Took this class photo aft interclass games.haha the red things around ms chen's neck is not a scarf/shawl.. oh.. can try to contrast how some pple look here and during formal dinner. goodness they change so much.ALL 33 of us.eleveners rulz~
1)"Cookie the monster" should be cookie monster in seseame st. haha then for some reasons it became cookie the monster like -_-||. haha then we had "pika the chu?" ahha
2)"bugis function that jountain": its bugis junction la.. budden.. it juz got mixed up
3) "Toddler in..u noe tt wheelchair" heard of toddler in WHEELCHAIR?? of cauz this smart person meant pram or something la
4) "u noe i got this primary friend!": primary friend ah.. wad abt secondary friend and advanced friend?
mwahaha.. so dumb.
Oh then there was this guy that was holding a icecream and walking out of mac and suddenly we heard this "BANG!" haha n we turned and saw this guy looking very irritated at the glass door and we saw this oily mark on the door... hurhur.. he knock into it.. haha then talked abt lots of scandals and horny and san ba stuff haha..
LSC was GREAT erm.. other than the deportment classes i must sae. Really... i really enjoyed everypart of the camp.. and it's like a leisure camp that is woah!
DAy1
Arrived in sch to get poles to the resort.. haha yea then not after long we set off to pasir ris resort. yup .. on the bus, kept singing n singing w the radio blasting at the back. and took some photos. Everything still quite boring. haha but upon reaching tt place.. think i started to get HIGh. 1st it was the deportment lesson.. make up. haha.. quite boring other than the practical part..when u actually put them on urselves. haha i dun look as if i got make up on at the very end.. dunno why also. then i also felt useless .. dun even know wad my mother bought for me in the little make up kit.. haha end up have to ask everyone "eh.. wad's this? fondation?loose powder?" ok qutie dumb
Next is the indoors interclass games!! 4/11 rulez the house~!Esp.Captain ball team ..in which i belong.Includes: joyce, waiyee, sun yang,jiang,sab,chail and me! haha we rulz. We played up well against 4/9, 4/13 and 4/15 and got into the semifinals.haha then we lost to 4/14 i think.. ya.. then lost to 4/9 in a overtime match in 3rd and 4th placing.Was quite confident that we could win.. but i juz guess we cant outwit their wonderful duet strategy. haha. Yup.. other games incldes: volley ball with blanket..and dog and bone. Think we did quite well in those too!! =) 4/11 juz rocks the house.
Ya.. then we wash up and got ready for INdian dinner. OMG.. i cant stand la4 one.. then tt indian food is so spicy that i almost fainted cauz i cant take it.. it's like my whole mouth is numb! haha.. ya.. then aft dinner[and aft lots of crapping] play "money talk" = a terribly boring game tt involves lots of maths and money.. hah then we can go backk to the rooms and slp!haha but b4 slping.. of course... we played bridge until very late.. haha then was rushing like crazee back to our rooms to catch america idol!haha and we din regret!
aiya.. very tired.. go take nap then update.
Day 2
Quite irritated.. the aircon broke down for 3 times the last night.. like the technician came.. and aft 10 min it was down again.. then we gave up and juz on the fan for the night. haha.. then end up ppl were complaining they were almost chilled to death[other rooms] and we were like "it that lucky or not" haha. hmm yea...then crapped quite abit during breakfast then we went off for outdoor games at the beach.. Had 8 stations.. haha can sae i enjoyed almost everything.1st one was the turning round a cone for 7 times... then u weave through cones and aim a peanut into someone's mouth. haha.. some pple got so giddy aft turning and simply collaspe :0. and the rest were equally fun but its quite an amount to type out everything so.. yup fastfoward. after finishing our last game.. we lined up haha n SANG our hearts out from the beach all the way back to the resort.. wah.. like..really let everything out lo!!
next deportment again. quite useful like.. table manners and how to sit stand walk. bahahaa..
practised classdance for quite a while aft tt and changed into formal dress. haha i let every1 change 1st.. then i went around lookin at other ppl.=) felt so evil. i was trying to let chieh hwee change parting, almost succeed but in the end she combed it back. -_-. Yea.. then while waiting.. we were pigging on chips and looking through magazines to decide how we wanna style our hair..haha.. apparently it was supposed to be all FUNCKAY stuff but in the end the gel is so..LAN4 that the style jzu went off in 5 min.. so we gave up and juz do some natural styling. my hair is the worse nightmare!So UGLY! think we were running late already.. then every1 was rushing to the D'MArquee in high heels and along the way already started complaing "Jiao3 yao4 duan4 le4!" haha. took some pics outside.. an went in for dinner. Every1 was taking pictures inside.. haha everyone look so so so nice and different.. woohoo! yup.. then the food came so slowly that aft each course pple juz cant wait to take photo. my highest record.. 6 photos [mass photos] taken between soup and main course.haha anw.. yup the food was superb!! i nv finish a salad so willingly and nv drank tomato soup to the last drop. the mash potato is like so much difference from KFC's and its definitely more delicious.haha.. yup.. then we were SOOOO hungry waiting for desserts that once the desserts came.. we gave up taking photos immeidiately and rushed for desserts! haha i think our table is theonly one that feel so piggy!
Then aft the dinner.. i was RUNNING EVERYWHERE to take photo. "COUNCIL batch 8 pls meet at stage!" "2/2 ' 02 pls meet at stage!" "4/11!!!!!" "sqmates!!!" arhgg!! i dunno where to go.. so in the end i was running here n there. Then in the end.. hahah went to dance crazeely with my class. think we all 4got that we were in gown and juz "let loose" haha. wooo.. it was COOL!!and destressing! seldom see pple so crazee b4! hhaa..yea! we were shouting "YMCA!!" 'CHIWAWA!!" hhahaa.. i LOVE tt nite!
then we had to go back.. so hyper tt i din want to slp.. supposed to party at someone's room till very late but.. din in the end.. quite a cold blanket la.. haha but b4 tt .. did have a small gathering at hz's rm playing cards and laughed my head off at a gig n nerd couple. =D rushed back at the eleventh hour and 5 min aft tt the tcher came to roll call..haha heng.
day 3
Started off w breakfast...heehee..quite delicious as usual and then it was class dance competition. tt rhythm is so into me that i will nv forget!4/11 rulz! anw yup.. then we had prize presentation and 4/11 got 3rd!!!for the outdoor gme we got 1st!!! n the volley ball we got champs too! yea!
Then we had to wait for the bus to come.. n did some corny stuff.. take photo and played arm wrestling.. aiyo.. dun xiao3 kan4 pple nt in sports CCA.. they are quite tough too!! hahha and we saw LOTS of nice biceps..heehee. Then took photo ah.. then slacked. pai1ed more corny photos and we finally decided to play bridge to pass time.. haha. On the bus.. yi1 mian4 sing.. yi1 mian4 plae bridge. Woohoo.. waiyee and I rock!!haha..10 : 4 also can win! WOot! haha
LSC 2004....and 4/11 04... I LOVE YA!!!
however..all was just a nice and sweet dream that burst.its quite sad.. especially once i step into school..it was different. the atmosphere was totally different. I went to keep my poles at the science block..and as i kept i was thinking.. it felt real good not to waste any moment of the camp for that dream might never happen again..at least in the months to come. Stress is aft e swt dessert. Behold my friend!
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07/03/2004
Had a few very very terrible dreams recently..
got one time, i was 'resting' in class [chinese lesson] after writing zuowen. Yup then i actually fell asleep after.. 2 min. Yup.. i saw myself in a forest.. mangrove forest to be exactly.. streams.. the smell of mud..birds chirpping and stuff.. hhaa.. then suddenly i saw this cage of monkeys beside me ya noe?.. and a mean a cage of them.. not like the zoo.. a few in ONe large pathethic cage.. but here, i see a WHOLE CAGE FULL of them.. wah seh.. scarry man.. the next thing i know when i open my eyes.. chiehhwee appeared haha and i actually thought she was one of them. erm.. haha solli. =p
the next dream.. even more scarry.. all happened within 30min of nap.. it never felt so real in dreams..it was.. very very real. Tt occured aft i studied for bio.. from 2 - 530 am on sat. went back to slp at 5 45 liddat.. wah.. then tt horrible dream started. for some reasons i was on a taxi.. with.. huix hha[dun ask me why.. i dunno] supposedly we are going to orchard but the surroundings dun look like singapore. well i suppose im so ulu i dunno the place and i juz assume tt. then we went pass this buidling that looked like .. a victorian church..opera house?i dunno but i saw chiehhwee, hongzhen and a few of my classmates whom i cant rmb standing outside raising posters with slogans and such. hurhur.. class gathering i suppose.. well.. then i saw...nichola n syl walking outside..funny.. when i turned back to find huix.. i found syl right beside me -.-. alright, then i ''rmbed'' i was to accompany her to her church in orchard. ok.. then the taxi entered this really dark side of 'orchard road' with dark growling clouds above and lightning [imagine those gothic scenes where u can find a vampire la].. ya then we alighted the taxi and syl juz ran into her destination.. haha and i was alone in the scarry alley. erm.. ya.. quite scared.. then i walked in the direction in which the taxi came. well.. then aft a while, i saw luolan and xuetying.. haha then they told me 'oh.. calvin's behind' then i said 'haha..ok=)' haha then i REALLLY saw calvin and a gang of other pple walking towards me.. hahhaa.. corny man. ya.. then i saw chailing running towards me .. with a PRESSURE LAMP! hurhur..haha and the nxt moment.. i was lighting it!haha but the pressure lamp looked different in the dream... all the metal parts are covered with mud.. and fertiliser.. [can smell] erm.. ya.. then when i lighted the spirit.. the whole thing exploded... and i was covered in smoke. [woah!] haha then when the smoke cleared..i saw myself in a locker room. saw some girls and a environment like the ladies, so i suppose i m in a gal's locker room. haha then i saw jes in the toilet with 2 other ppl erm.. ya..then the next moment.. i was runnin.. cherlyn tan was chasing aft me!!!! hahah i dunno why. then she suddenly disappear and i saw my bro and his 'coach' oh and he said he was sec 1 already [he IS pri 6 now]. erm ya.. then i saw peibei playing w a chinese tea pot! i snatched it over. and i broke the beak w bare hands and she broke another part and we started out playing.. but i accidentally drew a line on her neck.. and it showed streaks of white [skin].. then she grapped my hand and drew a line damn hard with the sharp end of the broken beak.. -*ouch* haha.. then i realise my bro was fighting too... n the 'coach' came in later and took control of the situation. then i rmb he said something like ' i cant tolerate this. cant help u this time.. i have to write a report to the principal...' haha then i got demerit points. hurhur.. end of dream i woke up and went to sch.. took my bio test.
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