The WriTer* in Me!
29/02/2004
CT04
Try as hard as we may for perfection, the net result of our labors is an amazing variety of imperfectness. Mistakes are a part of being human. Appreciate our mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistake, which, at least, others can learn from. Nevertheless remember, success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm. The greatest mistake one can make in life is to be continually fearing we will make one...rid off all fears!!!!!Fight stong
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20/02/2004
Went to Kranji War Memorial today. Actually.. went to bukit timah war memorial first. Ya.. somewhere near bukit timah nature park.. haha apparently the only thing "happening" there is likr.. racing up the steps, counting the no. of steps. haha then we thought there's a bumble bee on her neck!!! haha then we were staring staring while she's tokking.. hha think she thinks that she herself is making a very interesting speech.. haha but actually we are juz discussing wad's thething on her neck. haha.. then toopid jiang yue and joyce and me tried to sneak near her to look at that "thing".. haha then we look so pervertic haha staring at her chest...
Yup then went off to Kranji..very saddening there. the atmosphere is so solemn. can remember vividly some engravings on the tombstones. "peace, perfect peace, when loved ones are far away?" ...i gave my flower to a soldier who is known unto god...
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19/02/2004
Perception - the lens through which we view life - is at the root of how we deal with all of it. As Victor Frankl, a Holocaust survivor and author, put it so eloquently, "everything can be taken away from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms-to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way."
attitude is the big A. and it's adjustable. I hope i can learn to do that.
Even Bio.. the whole lesson.. i was.. swaying in front of the teacher lo.. falling aslp.. AGAIN... her voice is .. lullaby. She juz toks like a machine gun and everything was not going iN! AIYA. think i have to go for mutiple tuition classes aft competition liao.. the teachers are going to see me everyday!
ANw.. happy thinking dae to the guides tml.
OH.. and yesterdae we had class lunch. Aiya.. dunno why leh quite boring as compared to last year's. DIn had much food.. and i think everyone very stressed by sch work.. haha then plae the games also very bo liao one. haiz. Not the correct atmosphere i think.Ya.. then we juz playd Zhong JI mi MA the edited way.. n sang songs towards the end. OH.. and the syrup drinking competition towards the end was kinda stupid.. but as long as it helps in disstressing.. who cares anw. hmm.. then for some reasons.. someone started to dance WALTZ.. haha.. then toopid joyce rejected my invitation.. and she burst out "i onli noe how to be the guy" -.-.
CC Prelims nearing... 1 week countdown~
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18/02/2004
NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU LYRICS
If I had to life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so early
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
[Chorus]
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you
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15/02/2004
Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends.
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Unity. You Turly Desire Unity. You wish that the
world was together as one, and world peace was
among us. You enjoy sitting in natures peaceful
spots to get away from war and hate.
What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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14/02/2004
for wonderful times!!!!
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09/02/2004
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08/02/2004
A moment of thoughts
Some people hated family ties
They hold on to your freedom, ties you down sometimes
Lock you up from all the exciting happening around the world
I yearn for something different, adventrous and free
I just wanna get away
but everything... is just an illusion..
even friendship, commardeship and love..they are just elusive
Trust, faith and hope...
what exactly are they?
Betrayal, failures and pain
these felt more real
Yet, the human kind chose to stretch and grap hold a what obviously cannot be
they find joy and triumph in it
In the end, when all prove themselves to be nothing but illusions
Emptiness, lonliness is the only thing solid to fall back on...above the bottomless pit
You cry and you wish to die, in the pit of darkness
you fell a thug, pulling you out of the pit
A thug by the chain you once hated and dreaded...
Now you wished even more to cry and to die
For the stupid attempts that you have tried to saw off that chain
Thank you sqmates... for what u guys did on saturdae.. at coro..
and thanks syl=) i mean it..
you guys..are the greatest pal one can get..i nv shared so much.. haha u guys..let me splut out wadeva i had...in fact, that was the greatest day for me [spiritually]since.. sec sch starts.
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