The WriTer* in Me!
28/01/2004
oh.. tuesdae was hectic.. 1st it was the launch for toilet campaign.. hee=) so ..paiseh damn nervous on stage until i speak so fast.. no one could figure out wad i was saying. ok was quite cool that we could wear tt shirt for the whole day la. The assembly launch was GREAT.. especially e acting and the flash.. so pro man.. haha so proud of the team! keep up the good work! Ok.. then i missed act cauz of invest rehearsal.. yep
todae.. had the CIP rehearsal.. tt was quite fei4.. juz went there.. performed once and they sae bye bye liao.. hmmph.. nvm.. let's see wad happens on tt day la. yea.. then went to pitch in the rain and mud. Ok.. there's a flood plain in sch!! haha juz outside 4/12 classroom.. tt patch of grass.. the depth is about...7 cm?
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24/01/2004
誰 不 想 永 永 遠 遠
我 緊 貼 著 你 的 背 像 影 子 一 樣 跟 隨
戀 人 的 保 存 期 限
時 間 不 會 是 重 點
那 天 你 從 世 間 消 退 也 無 法 從 我 心 中 抹 滅
断了的弦 - 周杰伦 - 寻找周杰伦EP
断了的弦再怎么练
我的感觉你一定不懂
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨
我沉默你的话也不多
我们之间少了什么不说
哎唷~
微笑后表情终于有点难过(握着你的手)
问你决定了再走
我突然释怀的笑
笑声盘旋半山腰
随风在飘摇啊摇
来到你的面前绕
你泪水往下的掉
说会记住我的好
我也弯起了嘴角笑
你的美已经给了谁
追了又追我要不回
我了解离开树的叶
属于地上的世界凋谢
断了的弦再弹一遍
我的世界你不在里面
我的指尖已经弹出戬
还是无法留你在我身边
断了的弦再怎么连
我的感觉你一定不懂(你已听不见)
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接应都不对
你的改变我能够分辨
Oh then i went to Chinatown at midnight and watch the fire crackers!!! not all that amazing and magnificent.. cauz im like quite far away. to me they juz look like.. flashes of light refracting and reflecting here and there.. and some noises u can hear in the PA shooting range. but the fireworks display is.. wonderful.. 3rd time in my life i ever got so near fireworks haha. realised the sound travels real SLOW... mabbe with all the echoing and stuff.. it is like.. slower by 1.5 seconds leh. anw,.. i pity the pple living in the HDB flat.. they were juz right in front of the fireworks lo. NO kidding.. i think the fireworks can even shoot into their houses. IMAGINE.. u are wactchign firecrackers from ur house on the 9th or 10ht level and suddenly "BOOM" u see an explosion right in ur face!! and which kind of pple live in chinatown flats?? mostly ahma and ah gongs right.. if i am like 300 m away and i can feel the ground trembling and my heart thumping out with the impact.. how will the ah ma and ah gongs react??? i really wonder...haha
yea tt's the end of my day..
Thursday.. went to visit my relatives [aiya only one house to go and a few temples to visit] and tt took up half a day. then i went to J8 with my cousin.. watched Magic Kitchen.. which sux! the plot is.. EEEEyyewww.. abt love and sex and flirting from the surface. yea the whole story starts from a toopid curse and like these 3 women hAVE different flirting styles and have XXX experience of making love with other guys.. even guys of their fwrens.. aiya.. but the main idea is quite educational ironically.. it is to have the true spirit in love.. gah.. waste my money la. i only find a few parts funny lo. the one abt sammi wanting to make love with andy lau and they failed everytime they wanted to.. haha until they become paranoid.. things juz have to go wrong. things like fires.. and bed crashing and even flooding can happen.. -_-.. oh yea tt's another day
Friday.. is the slackest day in the entire 2003 - 2004.. wahaha. woke up.. watch TV.. went to have breakfast at 11+.. went to the arcade... got home 1++.. sleep.. 3+ finish lunch.. watch TV.. 6+.. slack at com.. 7+ watch TV.. 8+ dinner.. from then on.. watch TV till i slept. slack right? i enjoyed my day!
Today!! wah.. most enriching day.. haha did all my hw.. even made breakfast for my family.. haha and i TRIED frying nian gao.. all cao da one... but they do taste betta than my mom's for some weird reasons. haha. yea.. tt's all for my CNY.. cai qing tml should be fun and exciting!!!
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22/01/2004
作詞：袁惟仁 / 作曲：袁惟仁
終於你找到一個方式分出了勝負
輸贏的代價是彼此粉身碎骨
外表健康的你心裡傷痕無數
頑強的我是這場戰役的俘虜
就這樣被你征服 切斷了所有退路
我的心情是堅固 我的決定是糊塗
就這樣被你征服 喝下你藏好的毒
我的劇情已落幕 我的愛恨已入土
終於我明白倆人要的是一個結束
所有的辯解都讓對方以為是企圖
放一把火燒掉你送我的禮物
卻澆不熄我胸口灼熱的憤怒
你如果經過我的墳墓 你可以雙手合十為我祝福
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20/01/2004
WAh then got one thing i very gekked abt todae.. haha.. uncle jack told us that the sch will be closed by 2 30 pm.. [we had 10 min left] and he told us if we dun leave sch.. we'll be locked.. like?!?! and we actually believed la [!?!?!?!?] ya lo.. then supposedly we got trg one.. end up i tagged along for dry shoot.. then like aft 30 min.. jiaying called to sae we got cheated!! uncle jack juz only wanted to lock all the DOORS and not the GATE of the sch.. bleaugh.. so we CAN trg. Toopid us took 156 all the way from clementi back to sch.. haha then bought biscuits for reunion picnic. oh.. then aft quite sometime.. there's nothing to do.. and quite late liao..sending jiaying back home.. haha we used the twine and practically.. lured the cat in sch all the way from canteen to the main gate and back to the science block. hhaa.. the cat quite toopid hhaa.. next time if u can having.. fishing rod.. mabbe u can have "catting" rod too! wahhaa.. its so cute and lazy lo the cat
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16/01/2004
oh well.. stirred up some trouble which i hope will be over.. *phew* was so afraid that It will affect alot of other things. though it's not showing now.. i think it will be la.. more or less.
Ok seriously there is something wrong w my organisational skills.. haha too lazy la. hmm.. lala.
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14/01/2004
phoof.. dunno for wad reasons everyone seems very stressed. Had a tiff with my mum last night.. I juz wanna Destress.. cauz hz was complaining stress.. i was complainbing to her.. so we decided i should call her to destress the both of us.. [oh.. tokking really helps] then i was on the phone for juz 30min [ok shan't use juz] and she barged into my room and suddenly screamher head off, "Still toking on the phone.. put it down NOW!! say you got test.. still dun wanna study.. not saying tt i won't let u use the phone.. u can use it aft studying... see.. NOW u have to study until ??? time and eat into ur slping time.. why can't u be more organised??" yes.. my fault mum.. my fault.. my fault to wanna find some way to destress so that i can pull myself up to study at 9pm..
u know the feeling is like.. i dun have her support.. which is very impt to me.. stressed up in sch.. and go home stressed up by parents..i can't tell her the truth lo.. cauz sh'll use tt as a reason to pull me out of everything [tt's wad she wanted to do LONG LONG ago].. i dun wanna give up.. not now.. sigh.. then i cried. veli fragile leh..
hah then we [hz and me]met in sch todae.. found the anxiety test in the PCCG book and we were so eager to do.. juz to find out the score sheet is w the teacher.. haha but nvm..then there's this.. erm a page of drawings of exercises that u should do to destress.. wahhah.. huix and hz were being very lame... haha funny actions.. dun believe.. try out in front of the mirror.. all the actions as mentioned in the book..
bleagh then come PCCG.. wad a close shave man.. nearly got selected to be the "model" during LSC.. scarry!! why? haha cauz im out of shape!! as in professionals will be there to dress us up and make up and stuff .. its to show tt with all the dressign up.. pple can look very nice... hmm now u know y im selected la.. apparently.. ms chen said i was too dark.. [fwafafa.. joe too cho lO.. joyce malnutrious.. yifung an imp?!] ok.. but heng.. she chose mich and luolan. haha not bad actually.. got sponsor dress one leh.. haha
OH .. my english elective teacher is her!4/12's eng teacher. i hope.. everything would be OK..
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13/01/2004
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12/01/2004
Desperate to be positive? not at all. in fact, i AM positive.. hahs for god knows wad reasons. Somehow.. i juz believe in this instinct. Shaken we are... beaten .. too early.. and tt's impossible hah ego? anything u call it.. it's how u interpret it.. doesn't matter to those who are in the same frequency=).
it feels as if i am walking right into a trap.. of reverse psycology.. hmm..
TIme is RUnning OUt!! and we r gonna wait no more!
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10/01/2004
Persevere on.. whoeva's going through pain / torture / mental stress / dispression.. yea i know lots of pple whoa re goign through this... press on.. hang on for the glorious moments and achievements.. hang on for your dreams!
Since when do a have en excuse to do all these that i won't be forgiven doing?? NOW!! haha so i shall make use of this period then =) As u can see.. haha im adopting a rather positive attitude towards everything.. hmm.. thanx to alot of pple i think haha. huix thaught me to meditate.. hongz taught me to tiao4 lou2...sqmates taught me to yang tian chang xiao...syl taught me to think positive...pw taught me to be ridiculous and destress...chieh taught me to be dumb and 4get worries...jes taught me to relax.. haha
think all these made me .. more yong4 gong1.. my ma see that i became lazy ever since i stepped into secondary [cauz i was like.. real hardworking rascal in primary sch?] haha.. ok lo.. prove to her i can be yong gong and hardworkign if i want to.. haha.
::Exhibition todae::hope the results are good la.. dun want the unit's effort to go to waste.. tsk.. and the rumour.. is really placing alot of worries and stress...ANw.. tt's beside the pt.. juz hope everyone had fun..i have!
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07/01/2004
Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The
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^^^ the above is so true..
OK i din manage to slp early last nite.. but tonite.. definitely..
Mabbe due to the continous trging / work.. haha.. becoming rather hot-tempered and impatient nowadays.. wah.. and when the fire .. the anger is burning ah.. u betta get away from me if u wanna be in piece man. i'm serious. juz got into a toopid cold war for toopid stuff.. and gah.. duns ae liao.. so toopid. Oh well.. mabbe tt's my real self ha.. that's what pple usually sae mah.. a person's true self can be seen when he is really tired / before he sleeps.
gah not making any sense.
and YEA! invest stuff r confirmed!! gonna start working!! hope the souvenir turns out nice..
oh and 4/11 and 4/10 are merging for CIP performance haha..doing lion dance lo.. hee+0 how convenient.. 6 of us altogether haha.
oh.. my bag weighs a ton at least todae.. piang.. so many books stuffed in my bag.. including tt 38 bucks per book thing.. PRECIOUS lo. hah
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06/01/2004
i was swaying right left front back.. in front of my chinse Tb with tt horribly LONG passage.. trying to keep myself waking by sitting in different positions.. and it felt really uncomfortable.. with my back aching.. and my waist juz doesn't feel right. when that adds on to drowsiness and u have to struggle to keep awake... pooff... horrible!
physics was not bad... at least i din slp.. chem.. 4get it.. yawn. english.. hhaa went to library and slacked and read a few lines of storybk.. with hanip entertaining the crowd with some ra book.. manage to slp for a while behind the shelves.
have to bring some medical oil to keep myself awake tml liao.. but got history!! ahaha.. and the test is postponed!!! to think i studied till like 1am last nite? nvm...gonna slp early tonite.
Ok.. another thing is that, i m saving $$$. haha.. for lots of stuff..like finally.. cauz i finished usign up ALL my savings since primary sch... [sadly to sae.. most of them spent on eating]
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05/01/2004
1) repack swc file
2) briefing for orientation
3) skit
4) DALT logist stuff [print words]
5) call tt notebk guy
*HISTORY TEST I 4GOT
6) orientation camp
7) dialogue
Not alot actually.. think im juz thinking alot while slacking.. haha. hmm.. yea...think im juz making a mountain out of a mole hill.. mind going wild aft long break. haz.. chieh hwee was like: smilez more!relAx! haa yea..
anw.. had a great laugh todae.. haha throughout the day manz.. especially during mtg..juz being lame here and there.. think all of us need to destress la haha.oh.. it's a great way to destress by being corny, sarcastic and lame!!!
oh CT new record!8:41!! whee!! and there is GM tml.. wheee!! and liyi will be taking pictures.. wheeehee!!! and ms soon will be coming back!!wheeheeehee!!!
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02/01/2004
1) Orientation is drawing near!!!
2) CT is drawing near!!!
3)SS test is MONDAY![i haven't study!]
4) HIstory test is Wednesday!![also haven't study!]
5) two pieces of hw due on MONDAY!!
ok.. think the only time i can throw all these stuff at the back of my head is CT practice time la.. hha todae got new record.. 9:12. =) Rock ON!
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