The WriTer* in Me!
31/10/2003
1st thing in the morning.. went to sch in cem skirt.. then yifang ziying keep saying i got sexy legs.. then took a pic of my legs [legs only.. like sticks]. Then i copied huixuan's amaths hw [apparently.. toopid roses wong took my amaths tb out.. in council yesterdae and din bother to put it back to my bag and i can't do my work at home???].. haha i made like.. 6 pple wait for me: hz, syl, jiang, angchieh, hxuan,dani. hahah.. oh and i showed them the dani smirking photo.. damn funny.hurhur
2nd the prize giving cem. 3/11 won SO MANY PRIZES!!!! the most in the whole level lor... hee=) got 7 individual awards out of 9.. including BEST PROGRESS and MODEL CLASS.. YIPEEEEE
3rd Back in council room aft prize giving cem. slacked a while in the room.. trying to make the board look nice [for sec 4 farewell] crapped wif hz... wanted to play daidee but can't. haha.. there's a rat/mouse softtoy in council room that looks like hz.. hee hee.. then i kept throwing the thing at hz.. syl..and kept punching it.. haha and it kisses me dunno how many times liao. haha.. hz kissed me!! ok lame.. Then had reception at the 4th lv aft much anticipation and serving the parents...
4th aft recess ah.. went back to class and had a mini conference with waiyee.. sunnie and chailing.. turns out ALMOST everyone in the class gathered round the table and debated over OUR FUTURE.. aft knowing tt so many teachers are leaving NY. concluded that since IP is more impt than us.. we shall work hard ourselves lo.. bo bian.. the most go ITE learn hair-cutting[waiyee] then set up salon lo.. haha.. but i think if MM could address the whoel level regarding this and clarify the doubts right, there would be less assumptions and misunderstandings.. and mabbe pple won't be tt aggitated?
5th.. aft receiving report books.. took lots of class photos.. cool cool ones.. and had a class hug... haha.. bumping here and there.. dunno who i knock into also.. haha.. then went to the stairs 3/12 to take more photos...haha.. cheered for ms tong and ms fong lo. hmm sad tt ms fong leaving us to teach GEP.. tsk.. all bec of her.. my physics got hope lo.
6th the council farewell.supposed to make the sec 4s cry la.. budden.. decided to let them have another happy memory.hahaha so happyyyy.. those who know u can laugh now... heeeeeheeeeheeeee it's like.. a dream come true!bwahahhaha.. ah can't stop laughing man de la...keekekeeeke ;)
7th.. is the most exciting part of the day. aft dalt.. i went to dao3 la1 ji1.. walked to the dustbin with my broom and dustpan.. piang.. then syl and mich fong called me from council room window. they look so happi and excited to see me.. thought got anything to fen1 xiang3 with me leh. so i happily poured the lizard eggs away and walk.. grinning to the council room and go "yes dearies?" then.. toopid syl got my skirt [ not a surprise.. cauz she alwaez hold me skirt] then.. mich got a bottle and started squeezing it.. onto my skirt and it's blUE!!!. Then of course i scream la.. BLUE INK LEH.. e bottle looks like.. fabric paint. then they started to run. Out of instinct.. i took the dustpan and the broom.. and i actually gave a chase boi..yes.. across the corridor.. to the hall there.. with a broom and a dustpan i must mention.. so paiseh. hahaha.. then had dismissal so din mention to catch them. Aft tt.. went to council room to.. suan4 zhang4.. then when i wanted to find my ink mark.. it's gONE.. haha so it's transparent ink. To revenge... i fought with them to get the bottle la.. haha.. then i was so slow.. i din know syl threw the bottle to mich already.. and she had.. ran out of council room to trick florence who happen to walk by and she was like "MICHELLE!!! YOu HELP ME WASH MY SKIRT!!! YOU MUST!!!".LOL then i fought wif mich to get the bottle...haha she's strong ok.. then syl come ka jiao and try to tickle me.. when i m like not affected at all.. then she end up like hugging me.. haha so funny.. then i managed to snatch the bottle and poured a few drips on mich.. then gave chase to syl who by tt time rushed to e council room and i too.. squeezed a few large drops on her shirt.. hhaha.. then i locked them outside the council room..
Later.. DAni and cindy came in.. not fun one.. they knew that it was a trick liao.. so.. not bothered by it at ALL.. only toopid angela la... really thought it CANNOT be washed.. hahaha. SHould ahve took pics man.. so hilarious.. still laughing now...
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29/10/2003
hoho.. then physics.. got to play with balloons.. were doing funny stuff with the electrostatic force la.. haha.. took some lame lame pics tooo... realise.. tt .. we are worthless. All the elements tt made up a human.. is.. is.. at most.. $10!!! yea like wad joyce dearie said: the irony is tt the more human investigate and study.. the more worthless and puny we find ourselves to be..
OH I din Slp during maths todae.. miracle.
see that im joting down in point form?i am .. confused at the moment la.. dizzzyyy.. alot of stuff swirling inside.
but i watched the sun set todae.. it's lovely.. walked along the road... outside the fence surrounding science block classroom.. see the sparrows fly.. chirp..the snails crawl ..hear e crickets.. the sound of drain water flowing.. <--really sounds like a small and clear stream at tt point of time.. i feel relieved..calm.. tranquil? yea.. proved it.. i need a break man.. from .. all the.. mundane stuff.. from all the pple.. and noises.. juz be alone.. or mabbe with one or two.. who knows me real well..and juz really sit there and do nothing lo.tt will be .. nice i guess..
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28/10/2003
LAlALalalala...
2 MOCK CHINESE EXAMS nxt week... BLeAH! wadeva~ HIstory test and SS test 1 st wk of sch.. Wadeva~ I announce that i am fully booked everyday... from 24 NOV - 6 Dec. Yea boi.. i mean EVERYDAY. Take a look:
I do believe i have a reason to scream now. bare with me : ARGGGGGHHHHARGGGHHHHHARGGGHHHHHHARGGGHHH
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27/10/2003
Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: High Borderline: Low Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate
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26/10/2003
作詞：娃娃 作曲：陶吉吉
風吹落最後一片葉 我的心也飄著雪
愛只能往回憶裡堆疊 oh~ 給下個季節
忽然間樹梢冒花蕊 我怎麼會都沒有感覺
oh~ 整條街 都是戀愛的人 我獨自走在暖風的夜
多想要向過去告別 當季節不停更迭 oh~
卻還是少一點堅決 在這寂寞的季節
艷陽高照在那海邊 愛情盛開的世界
遠遠看著熱鬧一切 oh~ 我記得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黃的葉 感傷在心中有一些 oh~
我瞭解 那些愛過的人 心是如何慢慢在凋謝
多想要向過去告別 當季節不停更迭 oh~
卻還是少一點堅決 在這寂寞的季節
又走過風吹的冷冽 最後一盞燈熄滅
從回憶我慢慢穿越 在這寂寞的季節
還是寂寞的季節 一樣寂寞的季節
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25/10/2003
My heels are decomposing... from lack of oxygen from e blood for respiration... I HATE court shoes.. esp. when i am supposed to stand staright and cannot really move?? OUCH.. there was one point of time.. where by.. they finish reading the LOOOOOOOOONG list of prize winners and mrs westvik made a speech.. wah piang.. wad i sat down back stage ah.. i cannot stand lo.. almost fell back to the chair.It's juz like.. my heels gave way to my body weight lo.. ouch.. and its still numb now.bleagh then i had to tip toe aft the ceremony.
Ya noe yellow stands for wad? stands for "i'm a waitress" sign. The parents la.. see some gal wif yellow blazer .. [isn't it obvioius tt i am tokking abt myself].. then juz hand u their plates [dirty] n say.. "i dunno where to place them".. and the others follow straight.. and there i m.. throwing rubbish and dishes for the parents.. oh well..admit it.
Haha.. but aft tt i get to eat la.. had lots of tofu..and nearly got murdered by syl.. had 2 servings [laugh like a glutton].. wanted to have 3.. but we had to fold the table cloth [rmb.. yellow = waitress].. so too bad la.
AFt dinner.. went back council rm and slacked la.toopid syl.. ming1 ming1 know i am skin and bones liao.. still sit on me.. good la.. sit until the chair topple(= [geez.. reminds me of phey wa SLC scene...rolling off the chair.. *feeling evil*] same to debbie huang and cs.. <- hey hey.. but i manage to let them fall with my leg power..ok lame nothing better to do. Haha... then listened to xiao lee tok kok abt how to save the life of the pot of flowers she got from the reception table.. all the crap abt.. transpiration and photosynthesis.. poor flower.. being tortured by roses wong.. [keheheheheee <- there goes my trademark laughter] hahah.. nearly fell off the chair again. Yea.. laugh laugh laugh.. then at 9.30 go home liao lo.
I WANNA WATCH ZHOU4 Le4 YUAN2. if u duno wad i m tokking abt.. it's the 3D Jap horror movie coming out nxt weekk.. eeekk. but it sounds so interesting leh. think i only dare to watch it in the morning.. then i will have lots of activities aft tt to help me 4get wad i sae in the theater. geez.. wad a waste of $.. =p
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23/10/2003
I don't like it when people compare their results lah, though i do it sometimes too.. but sometimes it gets rather touchy if u are not sensitive enough. U compare to know how you fair?Or izzit with the ultimate aim to prove urself better than others?Comparing.. i feel superior at times.. inferior at times.. but ultimately what do i get?only the sense of.. accomplishment / dissappoint at that short moment.In return, if you let the other party know that he/she is worse off [let's sae she/he gets 20 marks less]..and u hurt tt person deeply.. it's not worth it.I rather choose escapism.. haha.. coward?wadeva.. i choose to live happy and self-content [tsk.. eh.. =)]Haha.. but i think it's ok if u ask abt someone's score wihtout having e thought of COMPARING.. but juz interest.. isnt it good if.. pple can dun Compare.. it's through comparing that one knows what he dun have.. tt makes him greedy .. comparing makes one knows wad he has and others dun..he will be cocky n over protective..but he will get happiness. .of somewhat a kind. Oh well.. kl's philosophy again.. ignore me peepz..sigh.. in conclusion..dun ask me abt results anymore.. benefits u and me fullstop .
Elections on monday.Dislike the new system.. but what can i do.. [feels the limited pow?haha shud say that i have no say at all] i dun understand. izzit e admin's SC or the student SC?if u wanna let us be in charge of the organisation.. let us have full control.. atleast have SOME say in the way it is run.OK .. i shud stop. Good luck for those in election. OH i saw this gal campaigning outside the staffroom with a buig buig board.. admire her courage.the prob is there are like 678697 pple arnd the candidate.. hmm shall i vote for all cauz for goodness sake i dunno who u are.haha.sorry abt tt but it's not a good way of campaigning la.and e one in the canteen.. personal concert?oh well.
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22/10/2003
Bio 1st paper.. was damn nervous b4 tt.. then pulled chieh hwee and huixuan off the the washroom.. haha.. turns out ok.. thought i was going to fail or something. BUT chem was downright sucky.. everyone got SO HIGH?my class.. think more than 75% A1 and A2 lor.. sigh.. me B3 la.. was damn careless tt day.. think it's effect of CLIT.. din really place much emphasis on chem.. yea.. deserve it la.Elect HISt.. i wanna thanx ms koh for being super NICE.. haha.. added 2 marks for my part a.. b4 tt i couldn't pass.. YIPEEE.. at least i pass my combined humans.. wif a REAL low C5 or something.. oh and i LOVED the way Ms Lena marked.. this is what she wrote "GD, Almost HIT L4!!!"<-- am i supposed to be happy? and MR DEREK TAN!!! ARHH.. those who take BIo.. know e qn on small intestine..and its adaptations..i wrote tt it's "highly coiled" then he drew a real ugly pic on my script that looks something like a spring??and wrote "AM sure your intestine dont look like that!" -_- wadeva.. vandalised on my script leh.. my handwriting tt day was like so nice? haha
Then got a early dismissal.. mrs yeo isn't here.. then crapped in class for very very long.. haha.. got scolded for nothing.. and gossiped abt... BROTHERS.. Grrrrrr.. boiling mad!
Yifung's BRIGHT PINK PILLOW is so nice to hug.. almost slept on it.
Oops.. 4got abt a mtg aft sch..
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21/10/2003
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20/10/2003
If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win, but you think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you've lost.
For out in the world we find;
Success begins with a fellow's will.
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are outclassed, you are.
You've got to be sure of yourself before;
You can ever win a prize.
Life's battles don't always go;
To the stronger or faster man,
But sooner or later the man who wins;
Is the one who thinks he can.
.:: Walter D. Wintle ::.
Chinese.. i hate my ying yong wen.I promise i did memorise the GE SHI.. but miraculously.. i got them wrong.. the add. on the top.. i flushed em to the right.. how great.. that the exactly e very very crucial mistake i told myself not to make.. but i juz mixed them up.sigh.. and got one more mark off for not writing the qn. no. LIKE WTH WHY DID I 4GET?Got 2 more marks for cuo4zi4..huh!what's e use of a dict. b4 me?hahs.got 12.PAPER II and zuowen was kinda .. life savior? thanks ms xie tao for being very very very nice.. 1st time i got SO HIGH for my compre.. thanx mr wu for summary.. for giving me 1 extra mark..thanx syl for lending me the chi ws..1st section was satisfactory..i hate my tian chong.12/20?huh.. the phrases dun make sense to me..till now.
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18/10/2003
OH well.. getting e papers tml.. hope i pass every subject.. at least PASS.. sigh. haha heard from huiyi that they told mrs seah to give em more strings so they can hang themselves up at the end of everything.. haha...aiya.. no energy to illustrate.. but she sae until veh funny la.
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17/10/2003
THE WORSE THING is when i reached the place where i was supposed to collect something.. the guy there told me.. all along it was out of stock!!! and he din make the stuff we ordered. -_-.. so you are telling me it's a wasted trip????GRRRR. I mean.. he had like.. a month or so to contact us lor.. i gave him my phone no. leh!!!PIANG! GRRR.. then i went back home duh.. still drizzling while i was walking to the mrt station.. cold.. shivering.. when i got home i was sneezing like crazee.. had a 4 hr nap and dun feel like doing anything aft tt.. *yawn* sigh.. what a day.. that is wasted
Ok then aft the briefing went to settle DALT stuff.. wad need 3 quotations.. verbal one.piang.. nowadays ah.. pple really dun like to tok leh.. told them i only need VERBAL quotation.. they all sae.. "what's your fax no. I shall send to you. that is after lunch time, 2 hours" like -__-. And oh.. there's minimum competition if u wanna go into the occupation of making lion heads.. haha.. in the whole of SINGAPORE.. there are less than 5 stores selling these kinda things la.. yea.. in SOUTH AFRICA.. there are 20? haha CHINA about at least 200.California state in US, 30. hurhur. poor singaporeans.deprived.i din fake the numbers ah.. me and mad did detailed RESEARCH while trying to look for a pathetic shop via e internet.
REalised there are quite a number of stuff to settle.. even aft exams.. i sort of miss the atmosphere.. where u can like concentrate on STUDYING only.. and NOTHING ELse. NOw it's like.. facing a many-front war. SLTC, [reminds me of SLc] NP, DALT, GrAd CEm, 2 farewells, NYSCcamp,orientation..and counting..I was wondering last night : whether i can pull through 10 days of camp.continuous.Of course i told myself i can do it la.. budden.. there's a limit.. eh peepz... if i collaspe halfway during council camp or anything arh.. dun bother abt me.. juz let me slp. ARH.. aft NYSCcamp. still got family chalet.. pah..let em go plae wadeva they want and let me have the aircon room n nice nice bed all to myself..
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15/10/2003
I LOVE MYSELF haha.. yay.. dunno why.. inspired by stone carvings.. so change style.. new life.. new look yea boy!
okie pokie.. hahah went to JEC wif joe and renhui.. supposed to have more peepz la.. but.. ahem.. pple all go sleeping liao.. haha.. got one pigo.. woke up at 11.30 when we arranged to meet at 10.. poof.. nvm
haha.. think we skate until very sian liao. Yea i know how to speed now.. haha.. at 80% danger knocking in someone.. or falling cauz i wanna dodge pple.. so.. sigh.. 1m/s is a good speed afterall. haha.. then too sian and freezy liao.. left the place 30min b4 time's up [actually.. there's no overtime charge leh.. so.. actually can play for evry long one.. budden.. aiya juz dun feel like skating liao].
Yep.. then we went down to arcade.. hha.. spent $4 each in total i think. spent $3.50 on the "(wadeva)-bish champion" game.. screaming like mad women in the arcade. YEa.. i won hahah.. toopid kingkong.. slow reaction. :p hmm.. then played the shooting game whereby u have to dodge the shot by the criminal by really moving sideways or squat down one.. sigh.. play until my tighs are aching now.. lao3 le3..then played the racing game.. hhaa i won again. Next.. DDR..[eh.. seems like i am always the one playing hor]wadeva i sux at DDR.. got a E .. juz can't step on the correct platform without losing my balance la. finally.. played table ice hockey.. hahahha... yea.. great fun.. and my earphone broke into 2.. while be violent at the table.. boohoo ='(
yea.. at abt 2.. went for lunch at long john's and met hupan,jingzhi n gang..then went to watch infernal affairs II wif joe.[rh no $$]. NICE NICE show.. at least i understand most of the story la.. can anyone tell me.. wad happen to ni ren - shawn? is he still undercover or is he really a baddie? then liu jia ling.. did edison kill her?i know it's the NI XIAO pple knock her down by car one.. but edison called her and made her stand there on purpose or wad???
there's no good or evil , there's only a difference in power
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13/10/2003
i din touch emaths todae.. haha.. spent all my time on clit.. memorising the 2 toopid books...hope wad i studied for PAPER 1 is enough for emaths paper 2 tml.. PRAY.. wad else can i do.. haha..
Apparently pple commented that the chem paper was easy.. jasloh in particular.. was outside mrlee's window when she yelled pass "chem paper easy right.. for ms lee's standard". woah.. now i know how much pple under ms lee suffered for all ur chem tests.. poor things. Mrsyeo blaff me.. sae got no NH3 and SO4 stuff.. but ... sigh.. got one on nitrate.. and wad the heck is the radical free cholrine thinggie tokking abt?? sigh.. the equations made no sense to me lo.. ask me to state overall eqn.. like huh??u mean there's a overall reaction ah.. all along i thought it was a CYCLE..sigh.. then i juz crapped through.
Should look at my section B10 i think.. haha.. at first i but the MO thinggie as covalent compund.. then the other questions dun make sense.. haha.. then i realised the toopid mistake like 5 min b4 the end of eveything.. so my foolscap is like BIG CROSS! hahah and i actually put a * there and sae "10d AT THE BACK!!!" and i pray hard for the teacher to note my puny little *.
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10/10/2003
b4 that was emaths paper 1..ok i am a total idiot who thought that paper 1 could be that easy huh.. and i spent only 1 or 2 hours the previous day on it.sigh.. ok seriously.. i think i made lots of careless mistakes and stuff and.. the worst thing is i juz can't see how to solve!
Haiz 4get it.. went to parco bugis after the 2 h 45 min paper.. and saw the whole class of pple outside waiting for taxi.. yea something happened. then haha.. still quite amazed that i actually got onto a cab after waiting for only 5 min.. haha.. that shows how many taxis there are outside.
yea.. met my mum there and had tapanyaki... yum yum/.. think that's the ony decent lunch i had this week.. almost every afternoon i have been surviving on instant noodles..
2 more papers.. i wonder where i can find a glimpse of hope...from... ... ... ... ... aiya.. no matter wad.. i think i can find it la.. it juz lies somewhere.... jiayoux!!!
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09/10/2003
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08/10/2003
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05/10/2003
hmm.. realise i 4got all e details that i revised for physics like 1.5 weeks ago already.depressing.. have to go all over again.oh and bio.. according to reliable info.. has a high possibility that mrs wong's the setter... so if u know her style.. she's a killer. she gave tips la.. like.. 'draw tables to compare and contrast the different transport systems and other systems you have learnt.. namely xylem vs phloem vs oesophagus vs blood vessels and all the tube-like stuff u can think so.. and photosynthesis vs respiration vs digestion and stuffs like these'
phew.. ok.. i have to go drew the table now.. Clit.. forget it.. i finished doing notes.. but.. juz can't memorise la..shall pia at the end of friday..
oh and i did a calculation on thurs.. i have to get at least 92/ 110 for my chinese paper 2 for overall A1.. haha.. with all the summary and compre stuff..tell me how possible tt can sound. that is provided that my compo get 50 and ying yong wen 15.. sigh.. hope?i'm digging hard.
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03/10/2003
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