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The WriTer* in Me!

30/06/2003


First DAY of SCHOOL And lots of interesting things happened..First, when i reach my class.. 3 tables and chairs were gone!! including the table i initially had... :'(..sqmates should know how much i valued tt table. Yea.. then when joyce and shu yi came.. haha.. no place to sit.. stand there.. sit on the computer table and read book.. so stylo right.. tsk. =).
ANd I forgot to bring my thermometer lor.. then i ran to the GO to get one. OK.. initially i thought that i would need to buy a new one.. tt costs $10. Then she gave me 2 little white strips called Thermo -dot. REALly DOT! lor. Juz handed me the things and shoo me off.. like.. i dunno how to use?!?! Fine.. then i maluated myself in front of doreen and shu yi.. putting the wrong side of the strip in my mouth..
OK then start of lessons Dunno why.. din sleep throughout lessons todae.. haha.. first day.. feelin quite fresh la. Yea yea.. and the day went on.. until .. Recess. Woo.. very packed recess. First, went to buy file with huixuan.. and we took something that was not meant to be sold -_-||.. sigh.. then.. went off the look for squaddies.. ran around informing pple abt this and dat.. sigh.. and got teased by yr m, yj m & we m.
OK.. then SS lesson was the BEST part man.. I actually PASSED my SS test.. not STUPID SHIT Test.. but Social Studies test.. woah!!!!!!!!!! EYez nearly popped out lor.. but no one shares my joy leh.. toopid joyce and shuyi went.. "wah lao!".. =_=.
slacked throughout english lesson.. got mocked and jeered by joyce kua abt the "migraine being torn apart ".. like my english isn't exactly up to std. but dun need to suan1 me like dat wad..=p. BUt anway.. hz the best lor.. "grotesque = show casing".. hurhur.
yea... then aft sch.. had mtg with Janet m.. then.. practise dual logue with dani.. then.. go for the FIRST EVER.. FORMAL sq meeting.. yea. SQmates! Please volunteer to enter the gang of MAD and ME.. you should noe wad i am toking abt.. if not.. we have no pple ... ='(.


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28/06/2003



FIRE is your chinese symbol!


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Last day of NCO course Basically.. was slacking all day long from 7.30 on til 3.30 la. First, we had a campfire debrief and re-lecture. The played i-games. Personally, i prefered the wacko game. Al m was given Allouious Brad COlin Keano II [like how you spell tt name?? try pronouncing it] hoho.. and apparently she managed to prononce the full name lor.. haha
Yea.. then moved on to .. free time + interview --> Finally my turn to be interviewed. Was asked those normal questions lar. Most concerning how to juggle the work load lor.. between council and NP.. wad a difficult choice to make man..they actually wanted me to rank "NP, DAlt, Council and Studies" i am a very hua1 xin1 person. Sigh
ANd Xw m and Janet M teased me again lar.. ok fine.. their whole batch like know abt TT and were all teasing me lor.. T-T. zhen1 xin1 hua4 da4 mao4 xian3... huh!
Oh.. then.. came the announcement of the posts. Heehee i think i am the most multi-tasked person leh.. 3 posts all together lorz.. haha.. din take the sq that i want but.. i am satisfied..
I still haven't touch my home work!!! WTH. Don't think i am able to finish them.. not even in the mood to do hw.


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27/06/2003


OK.. in PSS now.. changed the background to suit my mood. Ok.. after one night of cooling down.. i went to sch todae.. early in the morning at 7 am.. not scolding anyone.. i am proud of that. BUt They did not seem to hold any apologies.. oh Oh joelyn sae something like.. "nha, u so pity.. let you see" [photo album] like hurhur.. sigh. dunno if jasmine read tt letter out. But seriously.. sigh..
Ok NCO course todae Went off at 1pm.. aft lunch.. chick en rice again. B4 tt.. wore full U for baton drills + lecture on posts + MOI [mtd of instruction]. Very not tired.. really. ok fine.. baton drill is cool.. but my back very pain.. twisted it.. ouch.. and gave wrong timing .. oopz.. too fast.. Yea.. then for MOI.. kao.. forgot the steps to teach and rifle was like grrr... Wheneva i hold tight.. pple dun wanna snatch.. whenever i lack a bit [muscle aching like siao] then pple come steal my hubby.. FINE..


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25/06/2003


Oh and i finally watched finding nemo todae. Wasn't as nice as i thought.. dunno why pple like it so much.. mabbe it's because pple told me too much already.. then i expected too much.. haha.. but some parts are real funny... ok forget it.. i am not in the mood for movies todae lar.
Here are my dedications to pple from SLC team.. as i promised.. in my last x(?) entry:
Firstly to calvin,
Seriously i think you are the most suitable person to lead the OT. desicions well made, firm and far-sighted. Wonderful leadership capabilities and working styles. High standards and never fails to care for the rest of OT. Open and daring, creative... perfect. Can be serious.. can be horny.. can be funky.. basically you rawk!Did i mention you wonderful results? Talents? haha.. participants feedback to me that you are a wonderful chairperson.. and also as a student..

Then to Phey wa,
A job well done phey wa! Thanks for all the help to LPP and later, LP01 even though you are not part of it.. you were alwaez there for meetings and stuffs.. and outings too [although a bit extra] but i really thank you for your presence. Especially for collaborating NY side and CHS side, i recoginse your help. And.. go ho9me and practise on the bell... remember practise makes perfect!!!

Next, my counter part dawei
Bascially, i really think you are a great planner, organising and leader. Plan everything so detailed... letting me slack when i wished.. hiek hiek... haha.. and always knowing what to do.. and i can proudly say.. you are the best!LP01 can't be LP01 without u!HAhaha.. and.. some more.. thanks for reminding me and the little details and initiating lots and lots of stuffs for LP01.

4th, to sylvia,hmm i wanna thank you for everything you did. Especially when i am feeling down or wadeva.. you were there to hear me whine.. haha. a great council director that could control the delegates. Responsible.. horny...quoted from aw yong xin yi - "crushable" hurhur.. thanks for the effort for coming down to every LP01 mtg [i got take attendacne one ok?] and especially the encouragements you gave me on the 23rd of June aft the G.A.

next, to charlene:Wonderful memories spent together.. thanks for the nice cover page though we din use it in the end. MHE director.. nice gurl..remember tt time when we were thinking of the names for the various characters in the profile.. hoho.. lame lar u. And for your effort put in for Lp01 and SLC.. alwaes starting work early.. being the earliest to submit everything... muakz

Then to Jiang Yue:I am seriously kept very entertained by all ur scandals.. rumours.. hahaa... kayaking on the lake under the bright moon light.. ooo.. haha.. anyway.. i appreciate your help .. u rock all the way. Hmmm.. actually i found out that you had quite a strong bond with your mom.. always pao1 qi4 us becauz of your mom one leh.. but nvm.. family is impt.. yea.. not like me.. pao1 qi4 my family becauz of SLC.. oh i am evil


Yong Liangmacho man.. but gentle in side.. hha though u stone sometime.. and hua1 xin at the same time.. u are a superb MSA director.. can handle situation well though it's not shown... a very mysterious person.


Eric cute little boy.. thanks for running errands for me and let me bully u.. hhaa..hope you are influence by me kaez? u really try not to get near any more kinda pple like jiang / syl liao.. will get u more blur.. hurhur

YIda Thanks for the help with the articles when the s3s were away.. i appreciate your help always... hope you've learnt from the SLC and make sure you organise it well next year!

KK move on to LP02..firstly to dani: My dear son.. thanks for all the help you gave... alwaes being opti.. alwaez being the sun...All the encouragements you gave.. esp. ont he day adventure.. the hug .. with the peng you song in the background.. oh.. i am real tired and you lent me your shoulders.. thanx

Next to Liyi: I could never forget how creative, nice ... and on the 24th.. how your tears roll down like waterfall... Good dancer manz.. ahha.. Thanx for the cool singing.. and .. yah basically eveything...


To Che Hao: Sorry that i missed you out.. real sorry. Leave a real long one for you k? Previously in LPP.. ha.. quite sad that you leave half way.. especially after contributing to the articles and stuff.. Dun niao at Eric.. you are a cute little boy too. Good job at the orientation [the host] and liasing with HA.. at least they din wreak havoc.. haha.. see so long liao.. haha

To rayner:Super lame.. funny.. thanx for holding the door open and being there to look after Kiligor national assembly for me.. hurhur.. then allow me to slack again.. yea.. u alwaez make me gek lor.. dunno to laugh anot... toopid actions.. blah.. haha

To Dingo yea.. liek wad syl said, your laughter alwaez make me laugh.. you and rayner great team man.. never fails to bring the spirit of OT up..and on the last day.. down too.. haha.. influential personal.. haha

Moving on to Log.. HUiZhong: It's a pity to the huxonkepori name did not appear in our articles.. you would have loved it man.. yea~ Thanx for the wonderful food during SLC.. yum yum.. you are a wonderful internal welfare provider..

Xiao Lee..:: alwaez diao me one.. find me irritating.. but nvm.. for for making sure that eveything goes on right.. everything abt LOg.. ask you can already.. wonder woman man~ Thanx!

Kep Yong Thanx for replying to all my walkie talkie calls and running around.. delivering keys.. helping out with order maintaing.. you are the busiest dude..will miss you aft SLC...and thanx for the inspiring words..

WEnxi: Maria.. wad i wanan tell you is.. you rawk!! operating 3 photocopying machines at the sam time.. the machine break down you also nv break.. and thanx for the effort to comfprt and cheer up eveyone during the last night.. though it din work.. but i really appreciated it..

Chienz.. Watch MATE!! Like the Pooh i gave??? superb dancer and yup.. for all the fun durin parties... dancing sessions and something else.. you are sexy man!

Adam Laughing buddha.. better have some control over your laughter.. din mean to be evil but .. it's really nice to have you there.. hhaa.. thanx for the lunch.. the regular updates.. you are a keen worker.. luv ya..

Finally, Bernard: Long legs!! hhaa.. was very entertained by you la.. seriously.. and you can do accounts too!! hoho.. remmeber the first mtg.. dui.. tt was so funny.. eat more veggie!! dun become a carnivore!!


OT you rock big time.. i can't bare to part with u alL!! 9th SLC OT is the best in the whole wide world!! LUv all of you!!!




Greens are some of the most powerful and
intelligent people in the aura spectrum. Greens
are extremely bright. They process information
and ideas quickly; jumping from steps one to
ten. They do not like dealing with all the
steps and details in between.

haha... i am 41 % gay.. www.thespark.com haha dunno true anot
Any way SLC ended in a high note. feeling quite lost now. Suddenly nothing to do... even though there is.. ain't exactl very passionate abt them. Yea yea.. all these will fade off someday.. tt is wad i am afriad of.. 4getting all these.. sigh.
23th and 24th June were the shoikest days of june hols man. Had so much fun during SLC... general assembly shouting 'delegates, decorum pls.'.. asking all the pro pro questions.. being pissed by some of the participants, encouraged by some, jeered by some, irritated by some, comforted by some.. everything was a special kind of encountance. "we had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun..." yea.. this was seen during SLC night.. all the songs.. the performance. While pple were high and screaming and jumping about int he audi, the scene at Ops room was entirely different.. totally...the whole OT was crying.. though some stronger ones did not.. the atmosphere was.. dull.. everyone was lost.. sigh.. but SLC isn't over.. it's jus a new beginning...


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22/06/2003


Some Quizzes!!

Is the glass half full or half empty?

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What's your usual [mood]?


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Sorry to those who dun understand.. bare with me.. these few days are really SLC days and i am crazy abt it!!! I actually hear the sound of walkie talkie every now and then.. even though i dun have one with me.. bo bianz.. hold too long liao. Then all those messages keep sounding in my head.. hallucination..



Geez.. what a daythe whole day was screwed up since morning. FIrst thing iwoke up, had a quarell with my mom... then when i reached CHS.. arh... the start of a terrible day. The handle on the audi door was like.. sticky dunno with wad gluey thing.. WTH.. and my finger kanna a bit. And the audi was opened at 8.. when it is supposed to be ready at 8. [open does not = setting up] the visualiser was gone.. so we had to draw a temporary one last minute. YEs and pple complain tt it's inverted.. like u can't figure out and can't think fast enough to react.. my fault meh? Grr.. fine.. and i screwed up the pre-covention briefing... pple sae my voice trembling.. but pple really thirsty wad. Sigh nvm. THen i went on to the council and country briefing.. which were like sigh.. time are all mixed up.
THE WORST THING Is national assembly! WTH! I can't stand Kiligor. Tok TOk TOk.. tell them to solve the problem directly and dun turn around in circles already... then continue.. felt really powerless lor..but i think when i tok.. at least they got keep quiet and soem really listened and there are good speeches.. OK fine.. i thinki am a perfectionist.. gah..


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20/06/2003


SLC adventure camp is today! but i cannot go to CHina town, have to stay in CHS to write 3 scripts. First, i thought i have to write convention briefing script. Then Calvin said i had to refurnish the english script then translate to chinese. OK.. like my translation skills not very the good you3 mei1 you3? ok nvm. basically todae is slack lar... nothing much organised by us.
the thing i remembered most clearly was the meals Ate a double filet for lunch, the Elsie's Kitchen's packet dinner... so yummy.. and oh.. esther bought zhui guei+cai po from china town.. 4 for $1.. and peanut paste.. for $1.60.. so nice!!!
Happy that i managed to finish the convention briefing scipt and the translation.. and council director's handbook.. yea.. sense of accomplishment!
Today dunno why, feel like thanking pple..from SLC.. Firstly, thanks to sylvia,charlene,jiangyue,dawei,eric and yida for the wonderful LP01.. bernard and adam for entertaining me today... calvin for walking around and torturing me with the chinese translation. Esther and advisors gang who bought the food. Ailin, han jie and yong kai who vetted the script and ppt. and.. all peepz of SLC!!! yea.. 24th then i churn out a list of wad each person has done for me.. yea..


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19/06/2003


First, sorry to B36, ur pic a bit blur.. dunno who take one [point finger..]




B35!!!!



Charlie ma'ams .. hohoho



B35+B36


Haha that was a funny one.. huiqi and cheryl wong look constipated.. zuojin.. dun look like zuojin... chailing very dao...siew fun looked stunned.. haha



hohohoho.. had company outing todae.. Yea.. and sqmates help me pai1 alot of photos of amanda ma'am.. and other videos... very nice right? thanks arh. Bascially, everything started quite nicely lar.. played ball games as a company.. the usual debrief stuffs and eating snacks... budden.. it turned into a individual sq outings next. Played a total of 3 captain's ball games.. [wah... how can i get sianed?] First Delta VS Alpha.. then Delta vs Bravo.. then played with B36+34m .. hurhur.. cauz B35 too powerful liao [yea!!!].. in the end.. i think we still won.. haha..
The game ended When Melissa was found injured.. leg bleeding.. and ho sihui go shouting 'Melissa liu xie la...". OK lor.. then we stopped playing balls and went on entertaining ourselves.. playing "zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3..." hoho.. i kanna once once.. did 5 pumping.. ho si hui kanna thrice.. first time go stand at B34m and B36 there for 10 sec. Second time have to go Se 1 there steal the ball. Third time went to bravo there and shouted "wo3 shi4 da4 ben4 ben4" + funny face.. haaa.! Debbie had to do gang1 guan3 wu3.. but in the end she did the 5566 china doll dance tt is so.. err... Melissa was supposed to shout "Wo3 shi4 da4 mei2 nv3.." but she actually requested to shout "wo3 shi4 jun4 nan2"?!?!?!??!?! Melissa!!!
Arh ok fine.. Then ma'ams decided to pao1 qi4 us and go tok to B36... then we went to the reservior there.. look at turtle.. then a took pics of B35 Oharna... yaya.. and then we became so sian we decide to leave..
Adventure camp tomolo!!!and aft 24th--> the last day of SLC.. 26th got Council camp.. 27-28th is NCO modular course.. and i haven't even done a single piece of hw.. i die liao lar


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17/06/2003


ooOOoo... juz played the Finding Nemo PS2 game [borrowed from my neighbour]... so dumb... yet cute. Haha.. have to complete all the quests while u swim in the sea as Nemo...and u have to like.. swim through all the bubbles.. and trap baby clamps in bubbles and use ur fin to burst it.. [and apparently the clamp is gone!].. haha -_-..and woah! NEMO can swim with only one fin!!! the other fin can be used to carry an object [eg small ball] and nemo will go swimming lob-sided.. haha.. so cute. OH and when nemo is being clamped by a clamp.. his tail get stuck and he can't swim and when he managed to get his tail out.. he speared into the sea bed.. dead.. [HAR?] hahaha...



TO ALL SQMATES: GO HERE to check out the tracks in the album... juz log in using the same username and password for the hotmail one! HAhahaha can't stand it.. so funny!!! (ii,)
Yea.. can we decided to strike off the msg to ma'ams part.. write letters instead. and even included another song.. "eternal flame' the the album.. wah..s qmates.. all of u are good singers!! OH and Ee Jia ying and Ho si hui.. the whole world can clearly hear wad u all were doing -->"wo men shi S.H.E"!! and the MAchi didi song 'bwoh...bwoh bwoh bwoh.... bwoh bwoh bwoh.."



Yeah!!! The B35 album I is in the process of recording at the ever-free zerp priced studio...-->my house~ Yea.. they sing into the phone, i receive the sound wves from my mic.. and in it goes to the computer. THen, i add some harmony and adjust the volume using sound properties and adjusting the amphitude and frequency of the wave.. and TaDAH!! one piece of wonderufl music done!
Haha.. we even have some bloopers tracks.. damn funny... especially when the recording in done and eveyone goes.. "yea!!!!" so loud and full of zest!
Not forgetting to mention they used up at least 2 hr on my phone bill ='( yea... and i had to disconnect and conenct my phone back juz to adjust the volume.. and i din get to SING.. FAlallalalaa!!!!! (!!,)


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16/06/2003


You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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Actually.. quite true.. expecially the rejection part.. haha
Anyway todae's OREINTATION... YEa@!! Woah.. reaches CHS at 6.30 in the morning.. evevywhere still dark.. anmd 20+ pandas gathered in the OPs room.. haha... yea.. had quite a good time during orientation.. btw.. Kiligor rocks... "FIGHT for KILIGOR!!!" Woohoo.. and during the SLC ice breakers part.. wah.. bombed pple like siao... yea.. i am beginnign to like the participants.. Oh.. adn there were so many corny photos taken!! Bwahaha...
Then aft that.. went to ORchard for the sculpture walk thinggie .. whihch is totally irritating... Walked route 5.. for lik 1 hr.. and not finding any sculpture at all lor.. nonE!! The penterson road is like so LONG.. and it turns into penterson hill out of a sudden.. yea.. then we walked back and decided to take route 2.. the one that is near all the shpping centers and stuff. Admit it.. i am not good at maps.. or rather.. the maps sux//
oh but b4 that.. slacked from like.. 1400 to 1630 in coffee bean and rest of TAKA with hz, han ip, huixuan and pheywa.. gosiped like siao.. haha.. noe alot of secrets and juicy inside info..bwahhaa... yea.. then i confide in huixuan and pheywa.. abt something.. yes and i found out that pheywa is not a good listener.. yes!
OO... there's a company outing on thurs.. and i am in DELTA>.. OoooOOoo.. spoil my pure alpharian blood but nvm.. who cares..


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15/06/2003


Guess whati went orchard in the aft with 2 guys holding my hands from heeren to john little and back to taka ya noe??? one of the guy is.. Kai jun.. the other is my... papa. I can't believe that he was the one who initiated this orchard strolling trip lor..[he very kong4 xian2 hor?] He sae wad.. got GREAT SINGAPORE SALE so must go there and see... ok fine.. sicne i had nothignt to do so i tagged along.. haha.. my first trip of out home and sch for this hols.. how sad my life is?!
and at heeren there.. i realised there is this street festival thinggie.. and this hard rock band was like screaming their heads off into the microphone and damn zou3 yin1 lor.... and this guy's voice is like breaking already still shout9in into the mic.. jing1 shen2 ke3 jia1!!! HAHA... then went on to TAKA.. where mi borther ran off to the Disney exhibition thing.. =_=||| and small snall kids were running across me and i like dunno bang into so many of them [i can't see them!!!]
.. argh... and the FINDING NEMO stuffs are so -_-|| they look fake lor.. gah..
WELCOME BACK TO THE URBAN SQMATES!!!



Which Cute-type are you?!?!

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GosH!! I realise i am sick too.. toopid syl, phey wa and dani.. all pass to me... **cough cough** having sore throat now!!! **ah chew!!** grrrr...Anyway... my thighs are aching after yesterdae's break dance steps.. and my back's aching.. and my left arm's aching from the filing too.. ='(... realised all these when i woke up and i almost can't move...
I NEED A MASSAGE!!!! and yea!!! Pa sae will be watchin Bruce almighty!! dunno whether he will keep his promise...



HOw can anyone be so stupid!!!!!! WTH!! todae's father's day and i actually thoguht that the father day gift i bought yesterdae (for $4!![borrowed from xiao lee...=p]) was rubbish and i threw it away...!! Throw in my house dustbin still nvm.. can take back. BUt the prob is.. i threw it in the public rubbish bin at my house void deck... Argghhhh!!!! And now my pa complainnign that i've forgotten father's day.. nv buy present.. blahblahblah... Irritating!!


Todae's last dae of camp.. and one day more to SLC.. thinking of meeting sqmates at busstop to check out how they are.. .. quite extra right.. still considering lehz. Dunno whether should go to NY busstop specialy at 4pm to see them all go off to busstop.. and then go home again... =_=|ll SHould I??? should i not???


ANy waY.. Happy Father's DAy to fathers and grand fathers and greatgrandfathers... [fathers-gonna be??]


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14/06/2003


you are sweat
sweat


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aries
You should be an Aries, your Outgoing, smart, and
Strong, but you sometimes can be arrogant,
insecure, and jealous.


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See.. i am ARIES!! a TRUE TRUE Aries..



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HAHAz.. i am so practical..



I think CHS can be my third home liao lor.. spent almost 12 hrs in there.. so tired.. sort out paper.. with my extra dry hands [pity those with sweaty palms].. and slotting them into file [ouch my hand!!!].. for like 300+++++ lor.. wah..
Syl chong very cham4 got blister.. [2nd degree burn!!!] then still kanna the file thing poke until bleed... really not painful lor...haha.. then she was sick.. and almost gotten the whole sch of participants sick by sneezing into the handbook.. bwahaha.. [rudolph the red nose raindeer... has a very shinny nose.. :o] hahaha... **evil**
Ok.. so the day went on... sorting.. sloting.. filing..and finally i wanted to slack... then went to coro for lunch.. and guess what i saw while i was crossing the bridge linking to NY.. sqmate buidling the campfire structure!! got 2 feelins .. 1)happy that they managed to survive the night... 2) so sad .. not being abled to help them and when they are buidlign the strucutre under hot hot sun.. i am slacking.. going coro to have my lunch.. on a air-con bus.. sigh.. real sorry.....
the worst thing is .. aft the whole thing.. [abt 6.30pm], when i was waiting for my mom at the CHS busstop.. lilian m, jane m, and weiman m was like walking towards me and asking me "why aren't you at camp???" How do u expect me to answer.. so sad ='(...
sigh.. nvm.. they sure can mange one lar.. sqmates so qiang... BTW.. maria is FUNNY... actually tried to lick his elbow.. haha.. provided really good entertainment.. when i am 3/4 stoning .. not bad lar.. OH.. and we practised the DANCE.. hmm.. more or less know liao..
Count down to ORIENTATION... 2 days...!!!


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13/06/2003


Girl3
How girly are you?

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Oooo... i thought i would get the tomboy one.. hmmm see... i am A SIMPLE GIRL.. so dun call me samll boy or ah boy anymore kaez??? I am a SIMPLE GIRL






I pardon you...

The scene is in Steven Spielberg's Schindler's List, which is full of both moving and shocking scenes, and is one of the greatest films ever made.

The scene goes as follows: Oskar Schindler (Liam Neeson) has just spoken to Amon Goeth (Ralph Fiennes), the twisted Nazi commander in charge of the factory. In this conversation, Oskar has tried his best to explain to Goeth, that, in letting a prisoner go, by "pardoning" him, he will gain more power among the people, than if he were to kill the prisoner.

Oskar Schindler: Power is when we have every justification to kill, and we don't.
Amon Goethe: You think that's power?
Oskar Schindler: That's what the Emperor said. A man stole something, he's brought in before the Emperor, he throws himself down on the ground. He begs for his life, he knows he's going to die. And the Emperor... pardons him. It's a worthless man, he lets him go.
Amon Goethe: I think you are drunk.
Oskar Schindler: That's power, Amon. That is power.

Although Goeth thinks this advice goes against everything he's been taught, he respects Schindler so much, he puts it under consideration. Later that day Goeth arrives home where a Jewish boy has not been able to get stains out of his bath tub. Fearing for his life the boy naturally trembles, when Amon surprisingly puts out two fingers, and says "I pardon you." After the boy leaves, Amon looks in the mirror confused at what he's done, puts his two fingers out and says again "I pardon you", to see whether he really does look powerful. Fiennes acting is so good in this scene, that while he says those lines, you can tell in his eyes that he doesn't believe it. The next image you see is a tracking shot of the boy walking down the stairs from the house, the camera goes by him and focuses on Itzhak Stern, who is entering the compound, and then you hear one shot, and you know what just happened. Your worst fears are realized when Itzhak Stern walks by the dead body of the boy who thought he'd been pardoned.

taken from: http://cinemaniacs.virtualave.net/ hundred/1.htm



Boo hoo! off they go for ATC and i am here sitting comfortably in front of my com typing this post... they might be having changing parade now.. :D aiya.. only can wait for them to tell me stories liao...
tomolo going to have mass printing of convention handbook.. sigh... my finger is goin to be cut again.. ='(. Pardon me for the dull colour of the blog.. not feeling very high.. so...=(
Schindle! my HERO...though the film was less scarry than i expected it to be..[and more funny... "I am a skilled worker!!!" ahhaha] the blood oozing out part really surprised me.. BLOOD can actually ooze out like that!!! and oskar schindle is really my hero... he's such a nice guy..
after being immuned to the piling of dead bodies and the oozing of blood.. me, together with sqmates.. when to the CID department for a tour. And we had Sharon Au's father --> Jeremy Au [a CID who tackles teen Secret Society gangs] to brief us on SS. NOw i actually met all of Sharon Au's family.. herself.. her mother [security at my mum's office] and her father.. hmm...
Oh.. and this officer is damn funny and vulgar.. he despises the Secret Soceity members now.. sae they dun have structure and dun even have a proper name for their leaders [then he craps on to "School's leader is called principal.. not leader! So SS leader is called haedman, not leader!]..
OH.. and here's his shit theory.. [SS = stupid shit] : SS members usuaslly pull a young sec 1 boy to the toilet to extort him of money. WHy? Because they are a pile of stupid shit who gets power from the shit in the toilet and punch pple. huh?!?! :S
the most interesting part(IF you have weak heart / can't take gruesome pics / very imaginative.. do not read on.. HAZARDOUS!!!) is the forensic invertigation presentation. This officer showed us many gruesome pics such as how a man was chopped into many pieces and packed neatly into a brief case [this man died for $300.. worth it?] and this woman .. who was stabbed in her mouth.. and this knife actually penetrate through her skull to her brain... [the officers had to saw her skull and tkae her brain out to check how deep the knife was..]yyyeeeeeewwwww... lucky i din puke.. but i guess i need my mummy with me when i sleep.. ='(
and tootie XW.. actually 4got to bring her glasses when she was suppsoed to go for a shooting competition... =_=|| bwahahaha [no offence..]
oh and this guy on the bus.. he was actually.. adjusting his contact lens.. using the piece of grey plastic behind the driver lor.. looked so stupid.. but i guess the contacts came out lar.. and he was like... blinking his eyes at every corner.. haha.. and a bit.. dou4 ji1.. bwahaha.. **evil**


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12/06/2003


OMG!!! My grandpa is is hospital! OH no.. i hate it when anyone goes to hospital.. they nv seem to get out of it.. first my paternal grandma.. nxt my maternal grandma..
PLease! dun let anythign happen to him! Please God! Please Budhha! PLease Ala! ... ='(.. oh no...



according to the "how high is your self esteem?" test, i have...


VERY HIGH
self-esteem.


how do you measure up?


YEa!! Don't have to go to school todae.. and tomolo is ATC.. aiya.. feel so bad .. cannot go ATC.. but.. nvm.. i CMI aniwae...[heyz.. doesn't fit the above description right? nvm]
Anyway.. juz to tell some pple that are feeling down... emotions are temporary... they can't last forever... aft this pit.. there is bound to be another high mountain.. and there's another pit again.. [ain't life a bit predictable?] but you do not know the magnitude... [yea.. tt's the unpredciatble part]. You attitude.. is your speed and effort. The time taken to leave the pit / drop from the mountain depends on you to choose the right way.
Of course.. if you need a walking stick to aid you put of the pit.. you can choose me!!! =_=|l
ah crap.. baiscally, it's juz to tell u that.. emotions can't last forever lar.. everything will whoosh off.. sooner or later.. so.. dun bother abt it too much.. or u will miss out alot of other emotions in life.. that are better or worse...[but more exciting than being trapped in one emotion for too long] Yea! tt is kaiser's philosophy... CRAP


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11/06/2003


Otter
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Oh 4got to sae..
Adam is officially announced as the 'laughing buhdda!!'
Jiang is Mrs laughing buhdda.
Oh my JIang.. dun u have enuff scandals already?
And jes.. we [Orgainsing team] took a photo lehz and i am beside calvin.. *jealous mah?*
OT photo



Wah... I realise looking out of the window form a bus is quite an enriching experience ya noe? Can disocver alot of things one.. eg. I saw this grp of punks [frm tt kinda hair style] shooting a Shokobutsu ad... then this guy was teaching this girl [face white like those jap dolls] how to act excited...=_=| I think this ad will be up in a few months.. haha..
Ok.. then went to CHS for SLC fac briefing.. wah lao.. helped with slotting of files and my whole plam is full of holes because of the pushing in of the clip... OUCH!!! yea then Jiang had another scandal... abt Yl.. woo~ haha... yar then more and more pple came.. and i ended up not writing my zuo wen.. as i planned to...
Then yadah yadah... Tok cok with Syl during the briefing and nearly stoned to death...then the fac briefing ended.. [with all the articles ammended like SIAo.. my hard work all go to the drain..] and had a trashing session with OT which is apparently quite fei4.. liek the issues discussed were like.. duh!And it's 7.30pm.. woah [did i mention i reach there at 10 am?]
then this taxi that [woah.. 4 continuous 't']i got into.. the uncle tok to me in Hokkien -___-... i mean.. hello??? like i understand?!?! then i go "har ?? huh?" then the uncle spoke in english.. ok fine.. i thoguth he was english educated.. After a few minutes he asked me "you dunno how to speak chinese izzit?" =__=|||
SLC will start in another... 5 days? argghh.. too fast!!!


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10/06/2003


Ok...I have a Joyful Personality
What's Your Personality?Find out!
really mehz???



Oh.. and i am not going for ATC.. :'( sorry lar sqmates.. but i will make many many tonic soup for you all the bu3.. really.. if you trust my cookin skills that is. And i juz received a very nice dark red T-shirt with the "home united" logo from my pa.. so nice right?



Boo hoo='( i think i am goin to die!! OK here's the story, i went to KK hospital for a checkup and it turns out to be that my blood pressure was abnormally high (oh no!!) and guess what the doctor said? "If you do not make it drop for the next few months, your kidney will be destroyed!" Boo hoo! then the saddening thing is that when i leave the specialist clinic.. this guy was like singing -->"wei4 wo3 dian3 zhan3 deng1, jiang1 wo3 xin1 zhao4 liang4..." ?!!.. mabbe next time.. pple call 1900-112-6868 to save me.. ARGGH!!
anywayalot of pple having PMS todae.. dunno why.. mabbe is i influence them one. And toopid joyce built a great wall of china and it's so obvious... nvm.. -_-
then got back physics test todae.. results not bad lar.. but enqi got so high!! i bet Doreen get full marks / shifu? haha... Then aft physic.. went to make campfire again.. then it was raining very heavy at around 2.30pm. Being Kind hearted gurls, me, sihui, XW went to fetch Wanxin and renhui with 3 pathetic small umbrellas and got ourselves all wet. And guess wad.. when we reached ESSO, the rain stopped lor... and it was sunny and warm.... |=_=|l sigh...


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09/06/2003


Heez.. copy this template for a while.. later got time then design my own...Aiya.. dun complain that my page is plain.. when i got time.. u will complain that it is too rainbowish.. believe it or not!?!! =P



Woah.. went to make campfire structure in the morning.. Oh jo got a new hair cut.. look more like gorilla now..haha.. showed ma'ams the OMEGA.. which was apparently too big?! niao bOm! XW said it was suppsoed to be 30 cm.. but now it's now 20 cm and it's too big?! nvm... then.. oh.. stich bought jolin's CD.. Hao ting!!!
at 1.30 had a mtg with the admin... ok lar.. talked about the nanyang spirit issue.. although sidetracked alot and they started talking abt woman and man equality which doesn'y make any link to NY spirit to me.. and me and dani were rolling eyes all the time.. hz as orh as eva.. :P
YES and there are new socks samples for the BOM to try out.. the designs.. obviously din tally with the results of the survey.. = it's fei4.. so gek!!! work so long on the survey and nothing is used lor.. bet pple will start complaining and sae SC CMI.. give survey also cannot pass through... but i really tried my best already lor but still sigh.... dun have enuff power to change things...
Then..sleep at the field with oh jo, XW, ah gong, wenqi, stitch adn wanxin.. and had quite a good talk.. they sae I AA lehz... :'( and bossy.. .. and like no good points at all.. boo hoo..


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